
Diego Hedy POV's
I admit since we were teenagers I realized that my heart had a different taste for the girl to keep the distance I chose during my interaction with her.That I finally left with my feelings still hanging because I have not been able to reveal.Then the young man?
In the workroom, Fahri, the young man came with a report of his work.Koe tried to look at the business card displayed in his work uniform listed the name 'Danang Danuarta' as his initials and 'Setiawan' as the identity of the end.Kuhemp rough my body on the sofa room brother Fahri.Kusapu rough my face with my own fingers.My heavy breathing seems difficult to kuhela.
And when it was Karin's turn to enter Fahri's room, I decided to inhabit her with a cynical look and a gripping atmosphere that I deliberately created so that she would know her limits.
Just because I didn't like a young man approaching her, I decided to stay away from her.What's wrong with my heart? Until the evening in the cafeteria I was willing to lie to Brother Fahri by telling him to give the scarf I want to give to Karin.From the gift of Brother Hany as a pretext.
I don't know how much effort I did to keep him away from Danang.One example is to mess up their event when looking at the twilight at the foot of the Tanjung Aru beach.
At first glance the information from Ira's aunt made me deliberately present in the midst of the intimacy of the two of them.My goal is only one to disperse the concentration of Karin so as not to give too much hope to the young man named Danang where I think it is too deep into the life of Karinku.And I think that time my effort was quite successful.
How happy this heart was when Karin hugged my shoulder from behind which I thought I was Danang.Sufficiently sick when it was not my name that she called at the time,making me deliberately hurt her heart again with a spicy insinuation There is a wound that cuts when I do that but whatever my day, I have already covered my true feelings.
When I tried to gently pull over his hand it suddenly forced my body to immediately grasp tightly to his clasped fingers.Entah the power from which to encourage me to do it.
This is why I have to lie to myself by monitoring Karin's activities with Danang both in the cafeteria, in the lobby, and in the lobby,in the maintenance area as well as in every corner of the company through a cctv connected to my phone.There is a lot of time together among those who I think are inappropriate and make my eyes hot watching it.
I deliberately offered services to deliver Hany's brother who had an appointment to meet Karin at his opanya house.Gayung greeted.Dengan happy my beautiful sister was invited to take me there.
I had expected that there must be a Danang event.I wanted to make the young man feel that my presence doused a very deep meaning for a girl like Karin.For the first time I tasted delicious food made after I grew up making my mind thrashed to want to praise him directly but I paused because I felt uncomfortable with everyone present.
It feels unfair to me to have feelings for him but I can not express.Then make the decision to silence the figure of the girl who has been a 'mood booster' for me.Although my actions always silence him but my heart says otherwise.
Even my act of going to Uncle Haikal's house every morning just to copy the reaping question for a Karin, he said, I just let him be curious.Because with my presence there even made Karin's position as a favorite child increasingly cornered.Haikal's uncle with aunt Nadine paid more attention to me than Karin.Even sometimes Karin was left without any greeting.
Yep, yeah, my arrival there is nothing but to repeat the past that was once intertwined between us.Only I dare not invite Karin to enjoy it together because there is a shadow of Danang that often interferes with my courage.
Since I was in London, I,I always find out his existence through social media.There is an IG account - his that I follow but not responded to until now.Entah why I feel Karin is not so concerned about our friendship that was once established.Well that's him to me the matter of responding to the follow account only takes years for consideration.
Until the day when his graduation took place I gave myself a short message to him containing congratulations on his success, but did not get a reply from him. Until the question still lingers in my mind. Why is Karin indifferent to me?Is it because Danang's presence has made him change?
For the first time he answered the WhatsApp message I sent him when he was sick and did not go to work for a few days.The same number I used when saying congratulations on the day of his graduation.In addition to work affairs, the most important thing is that I want to know his whereabouts and make sure that he is okay.Happy feelings mixed up when staring at my phone screen there is a 'typing' which comes under the name of the choice I pinned all this time with 'My mood booster Lady'.
Now exactly one year of my existence in this city, since Hany got married nine months ago I was just named by my father as the young director of TF.Electro Group six months ago. The actual position I still want to refuse considering that the position is a position I want to reach after I really feel mature.Will but papa insisted because he thought I had been able to be born and inner.
And one of the main reasons for papa is that after receiving the position I will think about getting married so that all the burden will be borne by my wife.
But the fact is that six months have gone by I still do not get the figure of a woman who will be my future wife.
Papa and mama and my extended family seem to have begun to urge.But I still argue to focus on work first considering my age is also quite young.
The diego POV end.
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The cafe ~ Style Street.
Diego and Danang both ordered a special cup of black coffee to fill their holiday.They did look to come together.They both look familiar and have been good friends since they first met at the dinner afternoon at Karin's a year ago.
The closeness between the two is fairly instant because the basic character, mindset and contemporary style possessed by both are almost the same.
Besides the age difference of just a year, they also have the same hobbies.
While the relationship of their work as superiors and subordinates, they both do not hesitate to share the knowledge they have.
Positions do not become barriers that limit the two so they become very close and often they share their personal experiences and also things related to the woman they love.
In between their casual chatter suddenly the figure of Karin appeared from the opposite direction while paying for some kind of ice cream in his hand that he had ordered before.Seeing a beautiful girl with adorable style who followed him from backside.
"You know Dy, I once expressed my feelings to him. But he didn't respond to me" Danang said, noticing that Diego was not looking at Karin from afar.
"Oh yeah? You'll be close to him.I've also seen that closeness and then thought that you were lovers," said Diego increasingly intensively asked.
Danang shook his head, "Many thought so, but unfortunately not.He was so difficult to open his heart.I think his heart was being scared by someone in his past."
"What do you know about the girl's past?"ask Diego to make sure.
Danang raised his shoulders as a sign of ignorance.
"I've heard from Tama's sister, she was left by her little friend.But about her lover I don't know.During our friendship I also never met any man in her life."
"Do you know who his little friend is?"ask Diego.
Again Danang shook his head, "My heart says you are his little friend," he said softly.
"Yes." Yeah." Diego nodded briefly.
And a little smile.
"You're crazy! Goddamnit! I've expected it, "it's a bit of anxiety.
"How could you think that?ask Diego to grin.
"Yes, I try to understand that from his body language, his face is always blushing and also his sad gaze when he sees you.Anything we he will still lose his spirit and fail to focus,: he explained to laugh.
Diego was flabbergasted.When staring at the young man sitting next to him.Hati trenyuh remembering the soul of his ego all along.Tan realized he had hurt his fellow.It makes him feel ashamed of himself because it has separated the two cousins.
"So you're willing to let go?"a feeling of guilt suddenly appeared in his heart because he had indirectly hurt two helpless hearts.
"Everyone has the right to fall in love.Receive it or not let two hearts choose each other without being forced."
"Are you really sincere about that Danang?"
"Yes, he's like my own brother.As I once returned his smile, then I won't hesitate to hurt someone if he dares to hurt him," stared intently ahead.
Silent....
"Although it's you bro! Even if you're my boss," Danang said with an amused laugh nudging Diego's shoulder but looked earnest with his words.
Diego smiled kindly while welcoming the friendship greeting offered by Danang.
"Thank you for trusting me, bro!"they did a fistfight toss that clashed with each other between the two.
'He let his feelings flow for what they are.He's so great!'diego secretly recognizes Danang's superiority in terms of feelings.
Seriate.........
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