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An afternoon breeze hit the face, carrying an unrequited message of longing, lurking in the recesses of the heart, I don't know! The young man was sitting limply on the balcony of the house, the Damansara luxury residential complex. Trying to make peace with the heart, but have not found a piece of calm there..
His gaze glared as far as the eyes could see. Back garden Housing elite Damansara, sayup heard the sound of teenagers chatting with each other, and children chasing each other in the crowd with the parents, and the, and not infrequently there are also accompanied by baby sitters because their parents are classified as super busy workers. Not to miss a pair of young people who combine love in the backyard garden adds to the impression of the nelangsa in the heart of the young man who is none other than Danang.
"What is power, because in the end little friends beat everything" he murmured.
Karin, the innocent beautiful girl she had been after for the past few years had also rejected her feelings with courtesy. Just now that love blossomed, now he had to bury it deeply so as not to bloom into a floret that just backfired in his life. Danang just found out that the little friend that Karin had been waiting for was Diego, her boss who had just become her best friend.
"Since Diego came home, Karin's smile became more sincere. May Diego not go far away." so the reflex words of the brother Adhytama, when he found the brother who was so cheerful as if he had just escaped the invisible shackles that bind for centuries.
"Oh, huh? So Diego's his little best friend, brother? The one you told me about?" ask Danang deliberately clarify for the sake of resolving the curiosity.
"Yes, that's right, if indeed they are paired, hopefully he does not hurt our sister." replied Tama again unconsciously. So the provisional conclusion is, Tama clearly supports if Karin is indeed a match with Diego. Likewise with the word 'our sister' in Tama's sentence just now, that means Tama considers herself more as a sister and Tama's attention to her during this time like a brother loves his younger brother rather than as a prospective sister-in-law. Because when he met Diego, Tama seemed more enthusiastic about his brother's feelings for the second generation TF. The Electro Group.
"You know, he used to even go on a school strike just because you left him." he explained to Diego as he reminisced about the time, while hearing it seemed to shake his head.
"If you want, you can raise his heart, so you never hurt him." Tama added unexpectedly. Is it possible because Diego has been more familiar with him since childhood, or is it indeed a sign that asks Danang to immediately make things better so as not to get too sick when his love bears rejection.
The peak was last night, when he visited Karin who was lying limp in his room due to illness. Apparently a stomachache girl crumpled again. As he prepared to enter his room, suddenly there seemed to be a scene that was quite touching the bottom of his heart, "Eat, I bribe, yes." the echo of a voice that was none other than Diego's.
"Thank you." Karin who looked sparkling from the look of her eyes clearly gave an indisputable impression in Danang's gaze. Fix the girl was very expecting the young man sitting opposite her, mekipun within narrow limits, the girl still looked angry at him. Yeah, maybe because he was left behind for so long. But the anger captured by Danang at that time was not the anger of an enemy but the anger of a girl due to the feelings of love that was veiled deep enough and harbored so long that she almost forgot how to express.
"Love, where have you been all this time? Until this heart is so fragile, even to the point of forgetting how to express a sense that the sound almost scorches the soul." is about the meaning that is implied behind the sad gaze of this beautiful girl.
Until the end of the time before the break, Danang then got the opportunity to meet Karin directly. Surely after Diego bailed to go home. While Danang is often staying at the house of Oma Hasnah and Opa Jery, so it is not too excessive if that night Danang chose to stay there. After cleaning himself, Danang came to the room of the girl who just wanted to rest.
"Andang, are you here?" his question is full of joy. A sweet smile expands so beautifully on her ripe Cherry lips.
"Yes, as you can see, Princess." Danang retorted with both hands. It is certain that Danang was not the cause of her beautiful smile that night, but caused by her little friend who had visited earlier.
Danang quickly approached him and landed a hug long enough to ascertain his own feelings, "I'm worried about you," he said.
"I'm fine, Danang." Karin replied tightening her arms back.
"A little bit, I want you to know that_.." her words were held back because she could not be uttered by him.
"That's what, Danang?" ask Karin curiously.
"That you're so cheerful tonight, what's up?" clearly he missed the truth. Danang actually wanted to express his feelings to the girl, but was stopped because he saw the scene that had been with Diego.
"That's because you still want to see me tonight." Karin replied.
"Oh, huh? Then I'm the luckiest dong?" his fret hide.
"You know? So I feel the luckiest to have a friend like you." replied Karin with a widening smile, trying to take off from Danang's tight embrace, but the young man was more alert to resist Karin's movements.
"Don't let go" she asked. But a moment later the flat-shaped object belonging to Karin rang and increasingly deafening. At first Danang cuek and try to make Karina ignore the sound. But the old device seemed to protest loudly, demanding immediate appointment.
With a brief glance, he knew it was Diego who contacted his girlfriend.
"Hallo, sir"
"Today, I just want to make sure you're rested or not."
"It's also about to take a break, but because the sound of my phone is interfering with my sleep."
"Ok, take a break, I'll pick you up tomorrow morning, we'll go to the doctor."
Karin disconnects after confirming Diego's words from across the street, "Huft! PR's tomorrow morning." his sizzle.
"So he's your little friend?" And dare to ask.
For a moment Karin looked sculpted, the girl could not hide the taste of the sebak in her chest. His eyes look glazed.
Silent.....
"So she's the only one in your heart all this time?" attack Danang even more vigorously, "And he is also the most special in your heart?" this time it's getting crazier, "Yes?"
Karin bowed, Danang bowed. For a long time they were immersed in each other's thoughts, until finally Danang again muttered softly, "Is he really irreplaceable?" more precisely speaking to himself.
"Do you love her, Karin?" Danang does not want to get certainty.
"I'm not sure of my own feelings." - Karin replied.
"Then it's not love, while you're just so hard to move on from your memories with her" he added.
"Pardon Danang, I didn't mean to hurt you." bowed sharply, But, I.., I just_" said Karin held back while Danang more swiftly cupped the two arms of the girl. Karin looked up, and Danang shook his head slowly, "Don't explain anymore, I already understand everything," looking into the girl's eyes, "You deserve it back." the whisper is soft and sounds so haru, making Karin no longer able to stem the tears that flow to invite the river. Karin cried sobbing in the chest of Danang field after successfully bringing the fist of the girl's arm into her warm embrace, "Calm down," he said softly.
Karin sighed in deep anger, "T_but, I'm not sure if she has the same feelings as me either."
"If you are destined to unite, you will soon be met by fate." comfort him behind a deliberately disguised slant.
"Pst! Don't think about it, I'm fine." Danang hides and keeps his own fragility, "I am strong, really! Oye! Did you forget that I have a lot of girlfriends? I'm a woman-lover, Karin." she continued chuckling.
Karin was caught up in the false laughter that Danang created, "Then how many hearts of women do you hurt, O engineer Danang?"
"No one will be hurt," said their embrace, "I'll make sure everything's okay" he continued cupping the girl's pointed chin.
Danang snorted annoyedly to end his reverie.
"This feeling should vanish immediately!" rutuknya.
"Ehm..., may I join you?" greet the typical voice of a girl greeting at the end of the balcony, then make Danang turn his head. For a moment he just threw his gaze to a different side while snorting sharply, but remained silent. The thought of his dark past suddenly struggling to make his heart more and more unhinged.
"Why is my fate always apes?!" inner growled. I don't know why he feels like the past is still following him.
"Need a talkative?" asking the girl again made the young man look at her cynically, "Vania, go! I don't need anyone."hereinafter flat.
"I think you need this to calm your mind." said the girl named Vania while showing her a bottle of mineral water. Yes, Vania would-be wife Dimas, Danang's cousin. She was the woman of the past that Danang once valued. Become a childhood friend, a schoolmate, let alone a classmate. Not to mention that he was named the prima donna of the school, is not a good achievement for a teenage dreamer like himself? Danang felt that the world seemed to be on his side when his first love, which was repeatedly rejected, was finally accepted by the beautiful girl named Vania.
His mind is now moving into the past. Falling awake he begins to fight for his love for the sake of a Vania, where he must compete with his other cousin Jefry, before Dimaslah finally becomes the winner. It is undeniable that it was Vania who had made herself into a dissident, The girl she took away her chastity also made herself have to know the black world. Now his life is really like a white paper sprayed with ink haphazardly, smudged and dirty! He felt guilty and promised to take responsibility for the girl.
But reality speaks another. Danang who has sincerely accepted his destiny, must be broken in order to see his cousin's sister happy. Although there was an agreement between him and Vania, that he would immediately apply for the girl at the beginning of the second semester of college, he said, but Vania chose to accept her match with Dimas who incidentally one year younger than her.
"I just live the wishes of mama and papa," said Vania flat on the occasion of their mouth fight at that time.
"You have the heart, Vania. When I accepted your departure with Jefry, you came back and apologized to me, and now, for Dimas, you're willing to make the same mistake for me? I don't agree you're married to Dimas!" cetus Danang did not accept, but Vania just smiled cynically.
"What makes you so sure, that you insist on keeping myself as your wife? You're the one who took my future to make me resigned to the situation. This pain has not healed yet, Danang!" Vania who started to get angry, suddenly attacked him, "You know? Accepting you is not the only solution that must be taken. So let me have a relationship with Dimas to repay the kindness of my parents." he concluded not wanting to be denied.
The byurrr! Like the ice of the Arctic Ocean. Cold, frozen and painful! Or it is like setting fire in the rain, whose fire will never burn, in vain and clearly extinguishing the fire of the soul which is burning.
Without much resistance, Vania managed to make Danang submit to the decision he made. The young man is like a dazed person who is forced to resign to his love flow that is tossed around like an unmanned midwife. Feeling betrayed, Danang finally chooses to stay away and sincerely live his destiny without protest, letting Vania marry Dimas son of Mr. Amran, the younger brother of his own father.
The young man was trapped in a short daydream of his past. Suddenly, Vania placed a bottle of mineral water right in front of her. Realizing that, his fingers suddenly clenched sharply. His finger book looks like nuts. His body suddenly trembled withstanding the anger that had suddenly been ignited.
"I told you to leave before anyone sees you here, because it will only cause slander." Danang did not want to be denied.
"Calm down, I'm not going to mess around." Vania said, "I'll just leave after you listen to me." he said.
Danang threw away his harsh gaze, "I don't need to hear anything from you."
"Very necessary, Danang! All right, then, I'll tell Dimas about our relationship" he said fiercely, "I'll expose all your past actions against me." he added.
Danang was silent, being a offender was not easy. Especially if the position is threatened only because of the mistake. Revealing her past with Vania to Dimas is tantamount to ruining her cousin's own romance. That is not a commendable act. For him, let him feel the pain, by hiding his last relationship with Vania before being betrothed to Dimas, rather than having to bring his sister to share how painful a forced sacrifice was.
"Don't ever come into my life again." Danang pressed firmly.
"Is that how quickly you've forgotten our past?" kilah Vania uses her past excuse as a shield to approach her.
"I'm sorry, maybe you've forgotten our past scene," his his hiss looked mischievously at the young man's increasingly glaring eyes of anger in his eyes, "But I don't!" he continued to grin at the devil.
Danang was only worried about the relationship of his father's relatives with Dimas' father. If anything happens between him and Dimas, then surely his parents are also involved in solving their problems. Dimas which also included acute jealousy, this back seemed unmitigated igniting a war between them.
He doesn't even care if Danang is his real cousin. His attitude was so possessive towards Vania, because the girl was deliberately approaching Danang.
"It is impolite for someone to tease someone else's future wife."
"You misunderstood," Danang tried to correct. But Dimas was already dark-eyed.
"Then what's the name if it's not a teaser, huh?" it snapped loudly, "Almost every time you steal time to make out with him," Dimas's lick was stirring. Though Vania who had come to Danang in her room and deliberately embraced the young man. At that time, Danang was only wearing underwear and Dimas who happened to pass by immediately ignited his anger.
"Only losers whose work damages other people's relationships, so I hope you keep your boundaries" he said, rattling with anger.
Because of his blind love, making the sister accused that he was trying to establish a forbidden relationship with his future wife. As for the truth, it was Vania who could not bear to see the latest aura of Danang. She always steals the chance to disturb him. Yes, it may be the past effects of those who have shared and enjoyed each other's body scents.
"Hey! Where are you going?!"
Danang purposely closed his hearing. The young man swiftly took wide steps to keep his distance from the wild girl. In his heart was very sorry to have ever had contact with him.
"How dare you, slap my life!"
Just because of the complicated relationship in his past that's what makes Danang difficult to make decisions in the moment. Between maintaining his feelings and spreading the charm as perfect as possible to pursue his love for Karin, or must be willing to let the girl choose someone else in the past.
"Damn!" upset waves.
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