Love Letter 2000
POV
šPOV Nandiniš
I exhaled violently, I am tired today. First day of MOS at SMK Pelita. Yupz I'm a SMK kid, Yee. The white-gray period that people say is the time of self-search.
I've enjoyed my single status since Aditya's last letter that really hurt my heart. But life has to go on, especially my youth is still long, I do not want to just focus on love, Well although it can not be denied sometimes I miss the time with Aditya. But yeah, that's it.
Amel once told her that Aditya had called her and asked why I had betrayed her. Ah men do like to bestow such mistakes. But I started trying not to think about it anymore.
Alhamdulillah since entering SMK I established myself using hijab. I want to change for the better in terms of appearance as well as attitude and of course heart too.
I also still design teenage clothes to fill the collection of clothes in the Aditya distro. Although the current status is already EX but apparently my ex is still kind enough to still hire me, so I also have to be professional as well.
Oh yeah, I have a cell phone now. Save little by little to buy a cell phone. Coincidentally also me and Amel, Cantika and Aura we four separate schools. So mobile phones are quite easy for us to communicate even though we are not one school anymore.
In my new school, I have new friends too. There are Laras, Bayu and Nana, they also come from different Junior High School.
I will try my best to study here. I don't want to disappoint my parents. Studying diligently and no longer want to think about my ex who is still far away.
It has been a month since I read the letter, my heart is still mute. I still can't forget Nandini. But I'm proud to show it. It's a stack of letters I wrote without sending.
Had Nandini decided on me because I wanted to focus on school, maybe I would have understood it, but this was another, Nandini decided on me because there was another figure who was now nearby.
But even though Nandini has hurt me, in terms of work I and Nandini remain professional. I don't want to use my ego in situations like this. Nandini has great potential as a designer. I don't want to close the road just because of feelings. I still believe the old saying, soul mate is not going anywhere.
I also choose to focus on studying here, the more tasks, the more activities. I use my knowledge as best I can here. I have to be a great man so I can choose the woman I want.
Sometimes I miss Nandini, I'd love to see her in a white-gray uniform. But that longing is gone when I remember the last letter I read.
I chose to focus on studying in order to graduate in a short time, I do not want to wait until 4 years here. I had to pursue some courses so I could graduate and return to Indonesia.
I want to see how great the man who stole Nandini's heart is. I would also like to demand an explanation from Nandini about his last letter.
Nandini, I will be back soon, you will see me again. And at that time you won't be able to run away from me anymore.
