Love Jackson's First Look

Chapter 43 . The magnitude of your love

After arriving at Apartment , Cinta immediately cleans up and joins Wulan who is watching TV in the living room of their apartment .

But unfortunately Love can not focus on what appears on the TV screen. Her thoughts continued to be on Jackson's request to get engaged .

" What should I do now ? " Love keeps asking herself .

" What the hell Lu , pacing back and forth from earlier ? " Tanya Wulan who has since noticed the gestures of Love .

Love soon joined Wulan sitting on the Sofa .

" Lan, I'm just telling this to Lu first yeah . Don't talk to the others first . " Say Love .

" What the hell is Cin ? Uh, don't tell me you're pregnant with Jackson's child . Dare to child, play but do not use safety . " Wulan said after suspecting what happened .

" Anything pregnant, make it I've never been . " Reply Love does not lose rent .

Wulan instead grinned because her guess turned out to be wrong .

" So Mommy and Her Papa Jackson asked me to be fiancee with Jackson . " Talk Love in a confused tone .

" It's good dong . So confused why ? "  Wulan asked back .

" Well, I'm confused about what to do . " Respond Love .

" Gini yah Cin .. many people who date continue to ask in seriously but the guy does not want to . Well good dong if Jackson wants to be serious . That means he's a committed guy . " Comment on Wulan .

" That's the problem here if you're not sure of Jackson's love . Well that you can just be confused . I saw Jackson change a lot . I can assure you she is in fact Love is the same you . "  Continue Wulan .

" Lagian yah Cin, does not mean that today you are engaged to continue to be married tomorrow. Aren't you ? Wherever you refuse if he is your match, then you will stay together . Likewise vice versa , if he is not your soul mate any effort you will not be able to succeed . " Say Wulan .

Love begins to think about what Wulan said .

" It's true too, now just rest assured of my feelings. I really love Jackson. Is this not too fast ? " Think .

Love's daydream stops when Wulan's phone on the table reads . At a glance Love can see the name Marvel appears on the Wulan mobile screen .

Wulan immediately picked up her phone and walked away to the balcony to receive her phone call .

" Marvel ? Is that Marvel Jackson's best friend ? Why did Wulan even avoid receiving his phone call ? " Love murmured softly to herself .

" I thought Marvel and Wulan were . " Grutu Love .

Morning arrived . With a heavy head due to lack of sleep, Love forces itself to get up and get ready for work .

Last night Cinta just closed her eyes at 2 am, but instead had awakened again 2 hours later. After that Love can no longer close her eyes .

As a result, now the eye circle of the panda will be clearly visible on his face if he does not cover with makeup .

Now Love is at the dinner table with her two best friends .

He poured cereal followed by milk in his bowl .

" Tumbenan really sultan's mother makeup . What event do you want, ma'am ? " Cop Sofi .

" Apaan event . I closed my panda eyes . " Pronounce Love .

" Why did you stay up last night ? " ask Sofi again .

" Nothing . I am drakor marathon . " Reply Love origin so that Sofi does not continue her interrogation .

While Wulan who already knows for sure the reason why Love can not sleep can only smile .

Just like the previous morning ', Cars Jackson and Adit are already waiting at the door of the apartment lobby Love .

Love soon climbs into Jackson's car while his two best friends board Adit's car .

" Morning dear ", Love tries to say hello as usual .

And also as usual Jackson will return the greeting with a kiss on the cheek Love .

But I don't know, Love feels the atmosphere in the car is quieter than usual .

" Is Jackson still sulking well ? " Inst Love .

Love tries to start a conversation that only in response to a short answer by Jackson .

Until when Jackson's car has driven into the parking lot of the office Love & Love say goodbye to Jackson .

While in the office Love still gets the same attention from Jackson . The attentive message from Jackson remains he received on his phone . Until lunch delivery is still the same as usual .

But why Love still feels there is something different about Jackson .

Until the afternoon when Jackson told me that today he could not pick Love back to work .

Jackson is difficult to contact, even his phone is not active at night Love will tell if he just arrived at the apartment after returning home from dinner with his three friends .

" Jackson where the hell is it ? Is he still sulking because I haven't given an answer ? " Inst Love .

Jackson's attitude has not changed, He still speaks soft words and attentive to Love . It's just that He became more reserved to discuss other things .

That is how Love feels today and of course it makes him more worried .

Day changed , Jackson's attitude is still the same as 2 days ago .

Jackson still treats Love as usual, but he has no other talk apart from routine things that they often discuss .

Jackson never talked about engagement again .

News circulating on social media has now begun to fade, but still the assumption that their relationship is a relationship that does not get blessing remains a warm conversation of some people . Especially in the Love office and in the Haryono Group business client environment .

Over time Love also begins to feel uncomfortable .

For these 3 days, it felt like the day was empty . He wants his old Jackson . Which every day there are just things that He envies, there are new things that they discuss, even it feels like Love misses the hugs and friendly kisses of Jackson .

" Is it true I've loved Jackson so much well 3 days but I've felt my day is empty . " The Love Mumbles .

Love then decides to contact Father and Mother .

Tut... tut... tut.. the sound of the call tone on the mobile Love .

" Assalamualaikum" , the mother's voice was heard across the phone .

" Waalaikumsalam, Mommy .. How are Father and Mother  ? Busy, no Bun ? " Task Love without further ado .

" Alhamdulillah good nduk . Father and Mother again help your mother choose the invitation model for her show later . You must want to talk about Jackson, right ? "

Love is surprised why her mother can know what Love is going to talk about .

" 2 days ago Jackson came here . He said he wanted to get you engaged . Jackson asks Father and Mother's blessing . He said if Father and Mother approve, then you agree then he will come back with his parents to meet . " Mother briefly recounted her meeting with Jackson 2 days ago .

Love is still in disbelief, so serious that Jackson dared to ask permission directly to his parents .

" Mother not lying ? How could Jackson be so reckless as that Bun ? " Task Love to come back convincing .

" Why Mother lied . Jackson wasn't reckless He just loved you so much . The proof alone He forbade us to tell you if He visited . Although Mother and Father have given your blessing if you want to get engaged . He wants you to accept his request purely because your heart decides . Not because of hearing the opinions of others, including from father and mother . " Answer Mother .

Love stunned by Mother's speech .

That was how much Jackson loved her . When he doubted his feelings for the Jackson , the man instead of forcing but instead appreciated his decision to think before deciding .

Love could hear the voice of her father asking for a cell phone on his mother . Looks like there's something dad's gonna talk to her about .

" This Love is Dad . You know what reason I gave Jackson the blessing to be engaged to you, it was because I could see such great love from him for you . And vice versa, your love for him is very clear every time you see him . " Say Dad .

Love answers nothing . He just kept quiet to hear everything his father would say .

" I know you have doubts like this because you have always fortified yourself from any man . Once a Jackson succeeds in knocking down the fort, now you start again to build boundaries so that you are not disappointed later . "  Further Dad .

" Don't be like that, son. It's time you felt the bitter sweetness of a love affair . The relationship is not only limited to you being with him only in your comfort zone . But you'll be with him in your comfort zone or not . " Say Daddy Love gives advice .

" Thank you Dad, thank you for watching me and for understanding me  . " Reply in Love .

" Rest Daddy, Love will also rest . Arnold . " Talk Love ends their phone call .

Love shed tears, true what his father said . He selfishly fortified himself so as not to be hurt, regardless of Jackson's feelings .

In haste Love changed his clothes and he immediately left for Jackson's apartment which was deliberately not far from his apartment .

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"Because the heart is only willing to give not master, never hesitate to choose with the heart."

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