Love Jackson's First Look

Chapter 27 . Jackson and Jordi

Mami started telling me about Jackson's past.

Love tries to be a good listener by not interrupting when Mami tells a story .

" This happened about eight years ago. We actually have two sons. Jackson and his brother Jordi. But starting from our mistake made us lose Jordi for good ."  Mami started her story .

" Jordi is Jackson's older brother. They are 5 years old . Jackson and Jordi were very close. They were both educated by Papi very hard. There was no time for the two of them to hang out like friends their age. In fact, they used to be forbidden to establish relationships with women because according to Papi it will interfere with their concentration to learn business ",

" Jordi as the eldest son was very obedient to all Papi's prohibitions. Different from Jackson. He often breaks and secretly often violates the rules of Papi . Jordi often petrified his sister to break the rules of his Papi and ended up being the fall of the Papi who increasingly hardened his upbringing on Jordi. Jackson didn't want to miss the opportunity to make fond memories in his youth ",

" It all started roughly in Jackson's last year of college" Mami looks sad as she continues her story .

Love finally took the initiative to hold both hands Mami in hopes of giving mami a little strength .

" Jordi, who had started helping Papi at the company, came to us and asked us to propose to a girl he liked. Name's Emily. He is the son of one of Papi's friends.  We granted Jordi's request. We proposed to Emily to her parents. Emily also agreed with this matchmaking because later after marriage she would get 25% share of the company Haryono Group as a marriage dowry ", she would get 25% share of the company as a marriage dowry ",

" At that time Emily had one wish. He wants this matchmaking to be kept secret from anyone including Jackson until he finishes college . All of us including Jordi accepted Emily's proposed condition " ,

" The choice we made was wrong.

It turns out that Jackson and Emily have been in a loving relationship without us knowing. And it's been going on since their early college days ",

" All that we knew when we wanted to surprise Jackson for his birthday in his apartment ",

" We found out that Jackson and Emily were making out at the apartment. Jordi who saw the behavior of his future wife and sister could no longer hold back his emotions. He just beat up Jackson that night  ",

" Papi breaks up the two, then asks Jackson and Emily to explain their actions ",

" That's where we know the truth. Jordi who was already very loving Emily asked Emily to choose between herself or Jackson. At that time, Jordi may not want to give up on Jackson anymore. And according to Jordi's expectations, Emily chose him and finally they both left behind Jackson who had been battered after being beaten by Jordi ", and finally they both left ",

Mami now began to sob as to tell one event after another in the past that hurt her heart so much .

" As a parent, Either Mami should side with whom. Mami thought Emily would choose Jordi. Given that the condition of the family company is in dire need of financial support from our company ",

" Time has passed already about 6 months. Mommy saw Jackson was fine. He's busy again because he's going to graduation soon . But it changed a lot. He became more quiet and not as happy as before . Even Jackson became a frequent go to nightclubs by then ",

" Jordi and Emily are preparing for their wedding.

One night, a drunk Jackson returns to his apartment.

When he got there Jackson was surprised because Emily was already there wearing a sexy nightgown. Emily apologizes to Jackson , asking that Jackson would impregnate her so that she could cancel the match with Jordi . At first Jackson refuses, but Emily continues to tease Jackson . Jackson, who was under the influence of alcohol, was finally tempted. Just as Jackson's upper clothes were exposed, they were startled by Jordi breaking down the door of their room and witnessing something painful for the two ",

Mami is increasingly sobbing when telling a story, Love is now starting to gently stroke the shoulders of the mother so that the mother feels calmer .

" Jordi's anger at Jackson is already huge. Even when in front of the parents when Jordi told him what she saw, Emily defended Jackson instead. Emily even asked for their arranged marriage to be annulled because she never loved Jordi ",

" The not-strong Jordi held back her emotions going from that place . He vented with a drink at the Club. Then the next morning we found Jordi dead of suicide due to overdosing on her apartment ",

My mother could no longer hold back her tears. Now He's crying. Love hugged mommy to calm her down

" If Papi and Mami were not too hard in educating them. Had Papi and Mami given them the freedom to be in a relationship with a woman, Jackson might not have had to be in a secret relationship with Emily, so Jordi would not have loved Jackson's lover. And this catastrophe will not happen ", said Mami regretting everything

" No Mommy. It's not entirely Mami and Papi's fault. All parents want the best for their children. All of this has also become a destiny determined by the power of that ", Love continues to try to calm and strengthen Mami .

" It's not just love. Not just losing Jordi. After the incident we felt like we lost Jackson too. It changed. More silence. Frequently drunk. He blames himself for the departure of Jordi ", he said ",

" At that time Jackson asked for permission to continue his studies abroad . Not wanting him to be in grief, we support his decision ",

" Even after four years Jackson completed his S2 education, he returned to Indonesia but chose to live in Bali with Adit and Ray . He worked very hard and built his own company without the help of the Haryono Group.  His disappointment with Papi led him to refuse all our help and sometimes even avoid us. His disappointment in love and emily made it difficult to believe in sincere love and finally he made women just the place to have fun ",

My mom looks calmer now. Love took a cup of tea and gave it to Mami.

" That's why Mami is convinced that Jackson is serious about saying that he loves you ",

" He was even willing to accept the offer of his papa to work at the company haryono to get the blessing of a relationship with you ",

" Adit also told me a lot that Jackson has now abandoned his bad habits regarding women after he met you ",

" Mommy can't force you to accept Jackson's love, but Mami's asking you for help. Will you open your heart to her? Try to feel his sincerity. If later after trying you remain doubtful, then we will accept your decision ", Mami said sounding hopeful .

Love was silent for a moment. Thinking for a moment. He had to do what Mom asked.

Love can finally only reciprocate with a smile on Mami .

He still hesitates to open his heart to a man. She still vividly remembers how her sister was frustrated after being abandoned and cheated by her ex-husband.

How difficult it is for their families to rise from the slump and make Love have to sacrifice their youth and dreams of becoming a fashion designer.

It was not only Jackson who had a dark past. Behind the figure of Love that is strong and looks strong also save the past that makes him hesitate to feel and receive love.

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 "We may not live in the past, but the past lives in us." - Samuel Pisar

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to be continue

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