Love Istiqomah

Part 41's. Two Little Angels

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Two weeks had passed but Azlan's heart had not yet recovered. Let alone to get out of his house, out of his room he has not at all. Since Filzah's departure, Azlan felt that half his life had gone. His life spirit also collapsed instantly. Even today he prefers to be alone in his quiet and quiet room. Filzah's navy-colored robe never slipped out of his hand.

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The door to his room is open. Slowly the look in his empty eyes stared at the person who had opened the door of his room.

"Assalamu 'alaikum Yandah." Hilyah greeting Azlan with both hands holding a tiny baby who was sleeping soundly.

Hilyah was not alone he was with Zaura along with Uzmah and Jasir who entered Azlan's room.

Azlan slowly got out of his bed. He approached Hilyah. Zaura hugged him.

"Yandah, Zaura misses Yandah." Whine Zaura who has hiccupped.

Azlan released Zaura from his body. Then he gently stroked the princess' cheeks while displaying a smile. Trying to stand up in front of the princess.

"Azlan, this is your baby son, thank God now his condition has improved and the doctor has allowed him to be taken home." Hilyah said while showing a tiny baby in his arms.

Azlan's eyes were now on her. He looked at the baby carefully. Hilyah also put it into the Deck of Azlan. Azlan was jolted but slowly he began to adjust it, giving peace to the baby who was none other than the fruit of his love with Filzah.

"My son." Azlan said with his sobs that began to spread.

Azlan cried a mouthful. He could not see the innocent face of his little baby who was sleeping. I want Azlan to scream to spill the berserk inside his chest. Azlan felt very guilty for making his flesh blood lose his mother from birth.

"Excuse Yandah Nak, forgive Yandah, because Yandah you lost your Mother, you lost your Mother's affection."

The mood changed. No one could hold back his tears from seeing such a heartbreaking sight.

"Azlan has, do not blame yourself, this is not your fault, this is the destiny of God, God loves Philzah more, so God took Filzah from us, you must be strong, you must be strong, look at your children, they need you." Hilyah reminded Azlan to stay strong for the sake of his children.

Azlan let out a heavy sigh. He tried to stay strong, especially in front of his two children.

"God, you are very similar to your Mother Son, your eyes, your nose, your lips, all look like your Mother Son." Azlan kissed the baby's female forehead gently.

"Yandah, the baby sister has no name yet, let Yandah give a name to the baby sister."

Azlan was silent for a moment. He thought of a name for his second daughter. But unbeknownst to others, he had already prepared a name for his little baby. Even Filzah himself did not know.

"Actually Yandah has prepared a name for Your sister Dear, even Mother does not know."

"Whose name is Yandah?" asked Zaura enthusiastically to find out immediately.

"His name is Qiana Azfil, meaning Blessing from God to Azlan and Filzah." Azlan explained it in full.

"Maa, Allah, his name is very good." Sahut Zaura happy.

Not only Zaura whose heart is happy, but all members of her family are happy to hear the beautiful name of a tiny baby who is still running two weeks old.

"Yes Azlan, his name is very good. Thank God now Oma's beautiful granddaughter has a name." Said Hilyah who was unceasingly anxious when he saw his first grandson from his youngest son.

"Halo Qiana, this is Grandma Qiana as well." Uzmah said hello to a beautiful baby named Qiana.

"And this is also Qiana's grandfather." Jasir did not want to lose to introduce himself.

Azlan chuckled to see Grandma and Grandpa Qiana scrambling to introduce herself to Qiana. Azlan's sadness seemed to be erased a little by seeing his large family who were very happy for the presence of his little daughter.

"O Allah, strengthen me in accepting all these facts, I have tried to take away my wife's loss, but I need time to stretch out my chest."

"Well Allah, I will love these two little angels that You have sent me. Right now they're my solace. I promise God I will not waste my two little angels. I will never repeat my biggest mistake again. Enough of my wife that I wasted, I don't want to regret a second time."

A huge feeling of guilt was still always in his mind. Until whenever Azlan will never be able to forget his biggest mistake. And he will always blame himself at any time because he deserves to be blamed. And indirectly he killed his own wife.

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In the dining room Selin was busy by himself. This was the first time he had prepared lunch for his family. Usually Filzah did, but now Filzah is gone and Selin will replace Filzah to become a good housewife.

"Thank God the food is ready, may it be good and my extended family eat it with great gourmet." Selin said expectantly.

Not long after his extended family came in a horde as if he was protesting. This time Azlan also filled the dining room and Selin was very happy to see it.

"Alhamdulillah Azlan, you finally came out of the room as well, Brother Selin was happy to see it." Selin could not hide his happy feelings.

Azlan just smiled. He still can't say a word. Selin also cursed. Even Selin's eyes were already glazed over. Filzah's kindness always came to his mind. And that always leaves him with a shadow of guilt.

"Maaa Allah Selin, is this you who cooked everything?" Hilyah wondered to Selin as her eyes continued to display the entire menu of food presented at the dining table.

Selin turned to look towards Hilyah. He was embarrassed to admit it because it was the first thing for him to cook food for his extended family.

Finally, Selin shyly nodded. After that, he was embarrassed. But the next second he gasped because suddenly someone nudged him. Selin turned to the culprit.

"Cie Mommy cook it, about the food is good?." Temptation Ergin while blinking one eye.

Selin nudged her husband's arm. Then he shook his head. It turned out that all his family members were watching him, Azlan was no exception. Even Azlan slightly displayed his sweet smile.

"Yes, then let's eat, then the food will be cold."

Selin immediately invited his extended family to occupy their seats to eat their lunch.

On the sidelines of his lunch Selin accidentally noticed Zaura who was greedy to eat his food. Selin commented on the happy smile of seeing Zaura so fond of her cooking.

"Alhamdulillah it seems that Zaura likes my cooking, I'm happy to see it." Selin was happy in his heart.

"Zaura want to add more fried chicken dear?" Selin asked Zaura with such concern.

At once Azlan and Hilyah's views were directed towards Selin who had only this time the attention to Zaura. Unlike usual, let alone attention, staring at Zaura at a glance he was very unwilling.

Zaura nodded her head timidly. Sontak Selin directly gave a piece of fried chicken to Zaura's plate.

"This darling, Zaura ate a full meal huh." Tell Selin with affection.

"Thank you Aunt Selin." Zaura said cheerfully.

"Yes, dear to you both." Selin replied no less cheerfully.

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With a beautiful view presented in front of him, Azlan seemed calm sitting in the garden chair behind his house. He was not alone, his two little angels accompanied his solitude. Zaura looked soundly in her sleep on her most comfortable lap. While little Qiana fell asleep in the affectionate arms of her Land.

"Zaura, Qiana, you are the two little angels of Yandah, you are the happiness of Yandah, Yandah is grateful that you are in Jandah's life, even though Mother is not here with us, but Jandah will always be grateful that you are still beside Jandah, grow up to be sholihah women like your Mother, because only you will help Jandah and Mother later before God, believe me Son, Yandah and Mommy love you, you are the fruit of love Yandah and Mommy."

Azlan kissed Zaura and Qiana's forehead in turn. Her tears fell on Qiana's forehead, her youngest daughter. Azlan rubbed it gently. Her helpless tenderness held back her tears, after the departure of her beloved wife.

Without Azlan realizing it, not far from his seat was Selin who was watching him with tears. Selin could not see his sister-in-law now just sitting alone with two children on her lap. It was still like a dream for him. Filzah left too soon. Even Selin himself did not think that Filzah was dead at a young age. This makes him intend to change into a better person, because death does not look at age. The next could be his turn.

After wiping away her tears as well as changing the look of her sad face with a smile, Selin stepped her feet, approaching Azlan who was sitting in a pensive state.

"Azlan's."

Seeing that his brother-in-law was already standing before him, Azlan hurriedly wiped away his tears. He covered his grief but Selin could still see it from the look in his eyes.

"Azlan, does Zaura pity her sleep like that?, Sis Selin help carry Zaura to her room huh, you don't mind right?"

For a few seconds Azlan was silent. He still could not believe what he heard from Selin's mouth.

"Azlan?" Call Selin to wake Azlan up.

"I-iya Brother, please help bring Zaura to her room huh."

It was with pleasure that Selin directly carried Zaura to bring her to her room. Because of his gentleness Zaura was not at all disturbed in her sleep. Instead he felt comfortable in Selin's arms, as if he was being carried by his own mother.

Azlan was amazed at Selin's drastic change in attitude. Selin was so considerate of Zaura. He loved Zaura as his own son.

Now Zaura was lying on her soft bed. Selin stroked softly Zaura's slightly sweaty forehead.

"Selin, thank you for moving Zaura to her room." Said Azlan who entered the room of his eldest daughter.

"Azlan, you don't have to thank me, I should have loved my nephew. And if you allow it, I would love to come help you to take care of Zaura and Qiana. I want to make amends to Filzah by taking care of your children. I promise I will love Zaura and Qiana as much as I love Grizelle, my own son."

"Please allow me Azlan, I beg you." Selin hopes that Azlan will allow himself to fill the figure of Mother in the life of his poor nephews.

Azlan smiled haru. His heart was completely touched by Selin's good intentions which he had not expected before.

"Maaa Allah, Sister Selin, I really do not know what else to say, I am very, very grateful that Sister Selin would help me to take care of Zaura and Qiana. Zaura and Qiana needed the figure of Mother in her life. I'm the one who should thank Selin."

"Alhamdulillah." Selin was able to breathe a sigh of relief because with open arms Azlan allowed himself to participate in caring for beautiful and kind-hearted daughters like his mother, Filzah. Selin was sure that Qiana would grow up to be a good-hearted princess like Zaura because she had a good-hearted mother like an angel, she was Filzah Banafsha. Although his body is gone, his kindness will always be remembered all the time.

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Assalaamu 'alaikum Warohmatullah Westarokaatuh

Ukhfira is at a loss for words to greet all of you Readers

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Honestly, Ukhfira was also sad because Filzah had to leave her husband and her baby

But the design in Ukhfira's brain is like that

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So that Readers who read this story did not feel the remorse of what Azlan felt

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The point is to take his wisdom from the departure of Filzah so quickly

"The sea does not look at age"

"The sea sees nothing"

Evidently

"The sea will come to a living creature"

Wassalaamu 'alaikum Warohmatullah Westarokaatuh