LOVE IS WHAT

Should I Follow Those Who Give Up

The sun shows how bright he is this afternoon, I am actually lazy to go to school rich broad daylight still have to force to go to school. I can today be more calm and peaceful, because the tumben-tumbenan lewd men who often ngintilin Dindin not exist today. I who had just boarded the angkot immediately breathed a little with relief.

"Today you can't calm Ry riding my angkot, the Andre again told to bring my friend's angkot so he can't come with me," said Dindin who immediately nyerocos when I just boarded his angkot.

"Good," I said briefly.

"The part why the hell lo Ry, really fierce to be a girl. Later no one wants to deketin lo lo lo lo if you are fierce to a guy," said Dindin.

"Keep the same business if no one wants to deletin me?" I said with a nyolot face.

"It's okay I'm the same as Andre. He actually likes you very much, but he did not dare because you are too great a guy for deketin lo," said Dindin.

"Yes already you say the same he does not need to use the show like all the same me," I said.

"I told him that you are not as rich as other girls who are easily deretin. And sorry Ry, I know your taste must be very high, you want to date the same rich angkot driver we-us," said Dindin.

"Don't be pretentious to know my taste, you can value rich because you see from the outside, right? But you don't know how rich my heart will be. So, don't be pretentious to know. Your girl does not necessarily know my heart, you pretentiously know my heart" I said with a sharp look.

"That means there's a chance Andre could be the same lo dong" Dindin said.

"Where do I know, I believe the path of God must always be good, yes I follow the path of the rich God how," said I who immediately turned my face towards the back.

I don't know what makes Via and Dindin immediately sumringah when I say my last talk, and they both immediately do High Five.

During the road I enjoy all the songs that play Via from the front, sometimes I think about how my feelings continue in the future. Do I still hold on to the feeling that I've been pendem for almost a year over this. What I can still survive by just standing still looking at the guy I like is always surrounded by girls, will I be ready if one day I know who the girl Rizky will choose as her girl, or I have to go like a Queen who can't wait for the person she loves to be ours. I don't know, I'm doing something that's been arranged with God.

Until in front of my school alley and Via was down, Dindin who already knew if I would not be given free of charge waiting until I paid the fare.

I and Via went straight into the school, until in the middle of the field I saw Rizky who was gathering with his classmates right in front of their class. I unconsciously stopped and looked at Rizky who was being kissed by girls as usual. And if I see Rizky is indeed the type of guy who is too friendly with all girls, so we as girls can not make him good because he considers friends or indeed he really likes the same girl. As I feel now, I again feel suspended my feelings because I consider him kind and considerate of me, when mocked the same people about me he just silence and smile without dodging anything. So, that attitude is what makes me feel hung whether he really likes me, or indeed he likes it to all girls.

"Why Ry? Lo jealous? This is the consequence of you because you like the same guy who is in idol with one school girl," said Via.

"So, it's normal, '" I said pretentiously and walked straight to class.

"Lo does not want to try to eat Rizky aja rather than you have to continue to hurt because of seeing Rizky with other girls continue. Besides sorry Ry, if indeed Rizky has the same feeling you must now even dare to express his feelings to you and of course now you have become his girl. But this is me seeing him act. OKelah, if I see he does like the same lo, but if you continue to dating the same you rich he still does not want to deh," said Via who immediately looked at me.

"Yes I also realize, if I am the same he will not and will not be able to be together. I know myself enough" I said.

"It's not what I mean, not because you're less beautiful or not attractive to him, but if I see he's not rich bearni forward to you because stuck something like that. But I don't know what it is, you're beautiful, I swear you're beautiful and pinter again. So you do not have to think if Rizky does not want to be the same lo because you are less attractive," said Via who is still to entertain me.

"Yes I understand, I also think rich really," I went straight into class.

I immediately sat down at my place, Via who has moved to my seat this week as well as I immediately sat next to me.

"Lo's not mad at me, is he?" said Via.

"So, why should I be angry if you have nothing to do at all times" I said.

"You want to ask for help to be able to forget the Rizky story just the same as me. Who knows, I can help you" Via said.

"Yes" I answered briefly.

And suddenly Rere came to us both and immediately invited us to leave class because he said someone wanted him to tell us.

The 6 of us as usual immediately followed Rere out of class, after we all had gathered Rere began to tell stories.

"Eh, I want to tell you all the same story. I know how many days ago there was a SMS stray to me, was the person who SMS me it was thought I was a friend of him who is so his name I forgot. Keep not knowing we even SMS-an continue, and finally acquaintance," said Rere who told me with a sad face.

"Cowok what girl sent the wrong SMS to you?" said Via.

"Cowok, his name is Toya" said Rere.

"Yes, I became further acquaintance and until now the SMS-an continues with him. And then I go home to school and I just want to meet him. Do you think I'm going to go on or not?" said Rere asking for advice.

"Next," said Via.

"Lo wants to meet him together. You're not afraid of why? You don't know him very well, later if you in anything how?" said Fifi who was worried.

"Yes Re, aren't you scared? Ask who is it, so if there are no men there are intentions macem-macem no lo so he does not dare," said Yani.

"Do you want me to go to Yemen?" said Andi.

"Don't, when I want to meet a guy even bring a boy friend, he must be uncomfortable" said Rere who refused.

"Well, who do you want to win?" fifi.

"Do not need to be guaranteed me, besides I deliberately met him on the side of the road. So, if suppose he macem-macem people can still see," said Rere who still kekeh do not want to be accompanied.

"Yes, anyway you if invited everywhere do not want," Fifi continued to worry.

"Keep if you are given food or drink that you do not see him buy where you do not eat or drink. Fear has been given sleeping pills as well as guys," said Yani.

"Yes yes. Buset deh I just acquaintance with a guy once lo at was as worried that rich I can not take care of myself. Relax, I'm a tomboy. Guys are afraid to see my mighty rich girl" said Rere, who was pretentious.

"Kita on the worry because you're still bego problem guy Re. Kita will know for yourself your first love aja new bang Sur," said Via.

"Yes yes know who has been dating mah, most good at it anyway," Rere also glanced at Via with a smile.

"Lagian lo why the hell know-kuni same guy do not know rich that? If you meet both of you, what will you do? A boyfriend?" I said that I finally made a sound after I just noticed.

"Yes meet first, if it fits we see in the future what is just a matter of dating directly. Isn't that Vi?" Rere was still glancing towards Via.

"It's true, who knows, a handsome guy keeps a lot of money," said Via who always matters the money he discusses.

"White mulu mind lo, matre girl," I also interrupted.

"Know, any money mulu if talking about the problem of men," Yani also agreed.

Via also directly lowered his head when I let out a talk that maybe he would be offended.

"Lagian you acquaintance with other guys, have you started to menggelupain Bang Sur what?" andi said that represents a question I still have not asked.

"Yes I still like Bang Sur, but how? If I think about how rich my desire is far from reality. I just realized, until whenever I will not be able to dapetin his heart Bang Sur. I've tried to be close to Bang Sur, I've tried to chat as good as possible so that my chat with him connect but still rich can connect. Maybe, this is the time I make little by little trying to forget Bang Sur. Bang Sur remains in my heart so my first love, but for the next path I still have to go forward without the shadow of Bang Sur," said Rere who expressed his heart.

"What do you mean is Bang Sur?" said Yani.

"Well, how are you? My expectations are too high until I can't reach Yan. If rich gini there are only two choices, the first I have to endure the same feelings I have or I have to go and continue my life without shadows him again," said Rere.

"And you made a decision to leave?" said Via who inexplicably looked at me who immediately looked down.

"Yes, I can't afford Vi" Rere said.

"Yes already if you can not do not need to continue," said Via.

"Yes Vi, it's me again trying," said Rere.

After the chat and curhatan Rere they continued with another chat, all told each other what they were going through or what they saw. Except, I prefer silence and I prefer to think whether I should be like my friends who give up on their feelings or I should stick around. In the daydream I suddenly whispered, Via,

"Ry, the Queen and Rere you know very well if they are both the ones who love to die to the guy they like. Now one by one began to give up on their own feelings, as they found their dreams too difficult to achieve. Now I ask you, do you still survive to keep getting sick?" said Via.

I who until now did not know what to answer just silence while staring at Via.