LOVE IS WHAT

Feels Distant

The days keep changing, every day I always do the same activities. Wake up early, clean up, go to school and do activities at school, go home and then sleep again. And it doesn't feel like I'm going to class, I'm happy because I'm going to level up in my life. But I'm also a little sad... Know why I am sad? Today for the class of 1 class is told to fill out the form, the form contains what majors we will choose. Because my school includes High School, so there are only IPA & IPS majors. Honestly, I have been very steady to enter the IPA department, because from the first ideals I want to become a doctor. Yep... Although I know very well if it is all impossible yes if seen from the economy of my family which can be said mediocre. I can pass High School I am very grateful now to use fantasizing to be a Doctor, but yes the name of life no one knows yes in the future we will be what. And from the appropriate majors to continue to the Doctor, only enter the IPA. But why I am rich is a bit sad, because I know very well if the guy I like all this time certainly did not choose the same rich majors I. Although I like this guy and until now I still try to feel Ibnin alone, but I know very much the brain capacity of this guy. Not that I lower the brain capacity of people yes, yes but I can value myself so far this guy pinter or mediocre. How do I want to be sure he will enter the same department rich me, if every task is there he immediately stuck to me. Actually seneng could be a focus for this guy, at first I was like a guy who does not have a brain rich gini. But if now I really like to be his destination, yes even though I know I'm just his destination when he needs a prayer, when he needs a prayer, and even though I also know that there's no way a rich guy he doesn't have a girl. Surely he has a girl outside this school, but I can still survive my feelings alone. I wonder about myself too.

"Ry, what department are you majoring in?" said Rere who was standing next to me.

"IPA Re," I said briefly.

"I've guessed you same Dinda would have majored in IPA," said Rere.

"What did you major in?" I also wonder what my friends majored in, could be they actually majored in IPS and I will be in the IPA class itself.

"IPA as well," Rere also proudly showed the form he had filled out.

"Yes though not sure if we can enter the IPA at least tried first yes. Rather than me having to enter IPS his work counting mulu," said Fifi.

"Lo think IPA doesn't count what?" said Ria the sewot.

"It is precisely IPA most dodol formulas," Rere also took the sewot.

"Bright... Continuing on why you majored in IPA if the calculations are even more complicated," said Fifi.

"My prestige in IPS, I'll have to look smart dong let Bang Sur see I look like a smart girl. Hahaha," Rere laughed loudly.

"But.still me ngarepin Bang Sur. You really are not ashamed if Bang Sur tuh artisan tofu in the market?" said Ria.

"No, my love doesn't look at how rich it looks" Rere said proudly.

"Well, she meant?" I also look like I don't know anything.

"Yes he said this morning that Rere saw Bang Sur selling tofu on the market," said Ria.

"Yes Ry, I followed my grandmother this morning. My grandmother would buy vegetables directly to the market right, because my house deket same market. And my grandmother wants to buy tofu, uh... Fitting in the parts of the craftsmen know I saw Bang Sur again selling the same old fathers. His father's time?" Rere also told me.

"Keep you buy tofu in Bang Sur?" said Fifi who was curious.

"Gak, my grandmother was rich to buy tofu in Bang Sur deh. But I told my grandmother to buy it somewhere else, do not know if I was even afraid if Bang Sur later see me later he was embarrassed. Even though he was the only one who sold his wealth was not necessarily ashamed. But afraid that he was embarrassed to eat me who dodged," Rere also told me back.

"That Bang Sur didn't see you?" I also asked questions.

"No luck," Rere replied.

"When mah kan lo can buy while acquaintance with camer lo," said Ria who is literate.

"Ah... Lemot lo rich is not immediately sprightly," Fifi also deliberately menoyor Rere's head.

"Yes I didn't think until there, how dong? Tomorrow I tell my grandmother to buy it again, keep buying it in Bang Sur only," said Rere who steadfastly.

"Keus lo will eat tofu continue so for the sake of meeting and acquaintance camer lo it?" I said the sewot.

"It's okay, isn't it? Love needs sacrifice" Rere said innocently.

"Just as long as Paskibra eats tofu, tempeh, the same vegetable bayem continues until now do not want to touch-touch first tuh food. He even wants to eat tofu every day," said Ria.

"Let's just say, at least I have a bold feeling I reveal rather than dipendem himself," said Rere who immediately glanced at me. I don't know if Rere actually knows that I like Rizky.

"Can you take what major?" ryan's voice sounded and suddenly stood beside me.

I just showed the form I filled out without saying anything.

"Well... I'm the same Rizky will not be the same class again dong lo," said Ryan who glanced at Rizky.

"Emang lo same Rizky majored in IPS?" said the curious Rere.

"Yes, I can't afford my brain if I get an IPA. Moreover, Chemistry lessons are the same Physics, can break my head," said Ryan while shuffling his hair.

"Well you two get into IPS, keep lo War? You're in IPA?" said Rere.

"Yes, I don't know if I want to enter the IPA" Anwar said.

"Have the guts also lo War, dare to take the challenge even though I actually know you are as rich as they both are. Hahaha..," Rere laughed out loud.

"Damn you doubt my brain lo Re?" anwar said with a small laugh.

"Yes at least the Anwar still want to eat him he tried to join the same sinter, not immediately give up first and resigned to be ornag bego," I also said with a ketususnya. I also entered the classroom, from the beginning I can guess if I will definitely not be the same class again Rizky. And though my heart is ready if my guess is right, but my heart still hurts. Rich feel will not be able to deket again the same him. For a girl who is usually my rich and can only demystify her own feelings, do not need to chat at all times but by seeing her every day from deket I am already very calm. So if we will not class anymore, I know very well I will not be able to eat him from Deket again. Oh Allah is very sick.

"Si Ryanti why Re?" anwar said confusedly.

"I'm disappointed with something" Rere whispered to Anwar.

"Oh that,"