Love is Heavy

Love is Heavy
Chapter 05 ( Demonstration )




Riana was still hysterical, her heart was in pain, like something was hitting right in her heart, sharp and painful to accept this reality.


It felt like the world was pausing for a moment, inside Riana's chest was so full that she could not breathe, the pain right in Riana's heart caused countless pains, leaving her with no strength to stand up straight.


Riana drooped limp in the help of Nadia and Kevin, tears fell on her cheeks and she was unable to control.


Riana could not speak, her lips felt tight. It hurts more than when Riana was dumped by her family.


Riana never felt the affection of a family.


She had to fend for herself to get an education, her parents and family were busy alone with their world.


Riana is out of the house in search of a better education for her future self. While struggling to find a mouthful of rice.


He often starved because there was no food to buy.


Riana was getting chaotic, she felt like this world was collapsing. Nadia is sad, "Riana, be patient." He said while shedding tears.


"Nadia, please help me lift Riana inside. Looks like we need to call the doctor." Said Kevin.


Kevin called his family doctor.


"Nadia, later please accompany Riana on yes, comfort her, do not leave for a while. He seems to be in too much shock. " Keel told Nadia.


Nadia rubbed Riana's head fondly.


"Did Riana love Theo too much ? " Ask Kevin.


Nadia sighed as she looked at Kevin, "I've never had love like her, I've never loved and seen anyone who loves another person like her. For years Riana loved Theo in silence, until she and Theo both knew their hearts. I think Riana is too in love. To this day Riana found a reality that made her fall to the bottom of the abyss."


Not long ago the doctor called had come and examined Riana. The doctor said that Riana was actually physically nothing to worry about, but needed assistance for a while.


Long they waited for Riana to feel better.


"I want to go home, Nadia." Riana said after being silent for some time. Eyes swollen. It seemed that Riana had already returned from her world of grief.


"It looks like my sunglasses will work for a few months." Canda Riana while smiling bitterly.


"You sure you're going home? " Ask Kevin.


Nadia turned her head to look at Riana who nodded, "If Riana is sure, then I am also sure. He won't want me to get hurt." Said Nadia while smiling at Riana who was greeted by a thumbs up.


They then pampered.


Along the way, Nadia always hugged Riana, to just strengthen her. Nadia knows Riana is really destroyed.


Arriving at home, Riana immediately took a bath and continued to lay down her body into her favorite mattress.


Nadia had finished cleaning herself up, she looked at the silent Riana while holding her chest. Not crying.


" I know you are like that, Riana. Loving in silence. Cry in silence." Inner Nadia.


Hugging Riana's body, "Riana, you are strong yes, there is still much we have to face in this life."


Riana nodded with a small smile.


Nadia smiled happily, "I have not achieved my goal of becoming a famous artist. We haven't even finished our college. If you fall down later who will be my manager ?"


Riana let out a small laugh, "Well, I'm ready to be the artist manager with the most expensive fee."


"No need to be teased." Answer Nadia.


"I'm serious, Nadia's a netizen's idol." Riana laughs.


Nadia was happy to see Riana laughing back.


"It feels like a nightmare." Connect again.


"Remember, there I am." Nadia.


" Yes, please help me. Help me face the world. Help me heal this heart wound. Help me to stand up to the world." Pinta Riana's.


"Always." Nadia answered firmly.


Riana looked at Nadia, "And another one."


Nadia replied, "What ?"


Riana smiled, "Please let go of your embrace, I'm still normal, still need the warmth of men."


Nadia laughed as she pinched Riana's waist, "Basic! I'm still normal, I still need a man's caress."


They both pinched each other while laughing.


After she finished joking, Nadia looked at her best friend, "Hopefully Riana is fine. Hard on the outside but fragile inside. I know you pretend to laugh and smile just to please me. You don't want me to worry about you falling. I will accompany you through this storm. You suffer from Riana too often."


Riana looked at it," Don't worry about me, Nadia." Riana said as if knowing what Nadia's mind was.


Nadia said, "Please promise to be okay, Riana."


"I will try, even if it is hard to accept this reality." Riana said weakly


"I just feel like I'm a fool, a person who knows nothing about the person I love, the person I expect in every dream. True said Theo, I should have just told you first if I really loved him or at least showed signs of interest in Theo, so that he did not hesitate to change our status from friendship to lovers."


Riana gulped, "I harbored too much of my feelings for Theo, loving him wholeheartedly in silence, in my own world."


Quiescent. Silence felt.


There was a stinging tone in every word that Riana spoke.


Words of regret that sound.


Riana continued, "Later if one day my heart is feeling better and likes a man, I will signal a clear sign of love, if need be I'll tell the whole world that I love her so much."


Riana smiled and laughed.


"I'd be a good spectator if it were." Nadia reminded.


Riana bit her lips, "Sunday tomorrow there will be a demo on our campus, to want to join the gathering in the campus hall around 6 am."


"Why do our talks now lead to a demo event ? Would you like to attend such a demonstration ?" Nadia's confused.


Nadia added, "It was a massive demo, Riana. Demonstration rejects Mr. Udin who has a wife of two and flirtatious same beautiful students are running for rector in our campus. You have to be physically and mentally prepared. We never know what will happen even if the title is a peaceful demonstration."


Nadia reminded.


"Just calm down, Nadia. I'll take care of myself. I really need to demonstrate." Riana.


Nadia looked at Riana, "Must?"


"Yes, I want to take part in a demonstration against the harsh reality of my life." Sahut Riana.


Nadia silent.


"Riana, you have to be passionate."


Riana laughed, "Yes, the spirit of participating in the demonstration might meet a soul mate."


They laugh together. Trying to get rid of sadness.


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