
Shaha did not move from his apartment at all. He's not even on a cell phone. The fear of meeting Ray again overwhelms him. Fortunately, he had food in the fridge. At least Syaha will not starve until tomorrow morning before he leaves for Bandung.
The plan was screwed up because of Lucas' arrival of the 'jerk. He should have left for Bandung tonight. Syaha had to resign until tomorrow morning. Syaha was afraid if Ray was still waiting in the strong. Ah sucks.. Gumam Syaha's.
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"Ok are all ready.." Shaha spoke to himself.
The wall clock shows at five in the morning. Syaha rushed out his suitcase.
Chequelek
Shaha pushed the door. Unlike usual, the door was heavy.
"Oice.."
"Geez!" Syaha was stunned when Ray appeared behind his door.
"Ais finally opened the door. Mas Ray's been waiting for ice all night outside.." Ray said slowly.
"You waiting here?" I asked Ais half in disbelief.
"Mas Ray has sent a message to Ais.. I read it, right?"
"I've erased it.." Answer Syaha quickly.
Ray's face changed. Wrinkled forehead.
"But Mas Ray's still waiting for the ice here.."
"What do you want Mr Lucas?" Patience is really tested.
"Mas Ray just wanted to say something.."
"Like?"
"About us five years ago in Venice.."
"What else do we need to talk about? It's all over, isn't it?"
"For me it's not Ice yet.."
"For me it's been.."
"But it's.."
"Aren't you the one who left me Mr Lucas? I'm victim. It should be me. ah. I don't want to remember that painful incident.."
"Please give Mas Ray Ais a chance.."
Ray's not budging. His head was throbbing, his breathing was hot. His sight blurred and after that everything went dark.
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He hasn't changed at all. Long lentic eyelashes. Red lips are like blood. Jaw is hard but looks sexy. He slept a lot.This face is what I see every day. My husband's face. ah. My heart hurts when I remember that. The biggest loss of my life is now in front of my eyes. I have to how is God? Why are you giving such a big ordeal. If only the baby in my womb at that time managed to give birth to me, I'm sure he would look like his father. Again, I raved about what else I wanted from the man who had thrown us away. me and my baby. There is no place in my heart for him. My heart was dead when he left me. Our problems ended five years ago.
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Ray awoke from his long dream. In Ray's dream it was like walking in an endless dark alley. He saw the light at the end, and Ray ran with all his might chasing after him. The light was Syaha, Syaha who was wearing a white dress with a wedding ring on her ring finger. When Ray managed to get closer, he saw the bottom side of the skirt that Syaha was wearing was covered in blood. Syaha's makeup was messy because of her tears.
"Mas.you must leave us.."
Said Syaha in Ray's dream while holding his slightly protruding stomach.
Ray woke up instantly. His eyes swept across the room. The roof is white with a beam of lights that dazzle his view.
This isn't his room. Ray's room wall is colorless white. Ray tried to get out of his sleep. His head feels heavy.
"Away awake?" The voice made Ray look up.
Ray's silent. Between believe and not. Shaha was in front of his eyes with a glass in his hand. How happy Ray's heart was. Then now he is in the apartment Syaha and he sleeps in his bed.
"Drink. You have a fever. I don't have your secretary's phone number and I don't know your cell phone password. Your phone keeps ringing, no phone from whom.." Obviously Syaha at length while thrusting a glass filled with warm water.
Ray was silent. His eyes traced every inch of Syaha's body. The body he missed so much.
"How are you doing? Be okay? Looks like you should call your secretary or your wife and then see a doctor. Maybe you got the flu.." Obviously Syaha.
"Why not just pick up my phone? I don't mind if you pick it up.."
"Sorry I'm not interested.." She walked away from Ray. The steps are definitely towards the kitchen.
"My cell phone number is our wedding day.."
Although far away but Syaha can hear clearly Ray's words. Syaha's heart was back. What else is this? Sepertinga her decision to bring Ray in when she fainted earlier was wrong.
"Sir if you are well please leave this place. I must leave for Bandung.."
Shaha emerged from behind the kitchen door.
Ray's face changed. He was determined not to waste this opportunity.
"Aren't you being too cruel to a sick person Miss Aisyaha? And you need to know I don't have a wife yet.."
"What?" Syaha. It hasn't changed. His self-confidence has not changed. Syaha's heart quietly rippled.
Seriate...