
Let go. let go. forget..
Three word magic's. If only three things were easy to do. There is no such thing as heartache and tears flowing.
The red and puffy eyes are evidence of the softening of the heart. Why is destiny this sad, what's wrong with this body?
Cry. take out all your complaints. But after this do not cry again.just once.
"Are you all right, aren't you?" The voice sounded slow.
Syaha nodded. Actually he's not okay. What word can define his current state? How pathetic?
"I have to go back to Surabaya immediately. You guys I'm staying together is nothing, right?" Nando said with a heavy heart.
Anna and Syaha compactly nodded.
"Yes.." Call Nando affectionately.
"Syaha well, Mas. eventually all this is over.. I am so glad for you, Mas.." Syaha tried to calm Nando down. It was obvious that the man was worried.
"Thank God, I'm not gonna make that jerk fool of you anymore. So is Anna. you're my sisters.." Nando's sincere. A year together in Venice makes their relationship as close as family.
"Yes, yeah.."
Anna and Syaha nodded almost simultaneously.
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The small apartment of Syaha looked quiet again after a few hours ago bustling with sobs and Anna and Nando's angry tones.
Following Nando who must immediately return to Surabaya, Anna was so. Syaha certainly did not want to hold them off for too long. Each has his own life.
After being tired of crying, Anna said goodbye to return to Medan. Stay in her own apartment. Although her life had been a kara all along, only this time did Syaha feel completely alone. This loneliness quickly infiltrated.
Mission 2 and Mission 3 did not need to be done because Anna and Nando had come to Jakarta. What remains are Mission 4 and Mission 5. A moment of hesitation. Can he leave Jakarta? I don't know.
For now Syaha decided to go to Bandung to see his orphanage first. Just to refresh yourself. What he has to do next let time be answered.
The big black suitcase on top of the wardrobe has moved away. Syaha folded some clothes for him to bring to Bandung. Just a few.
His activities stopped when his apartment bell rang.
Who comes in these nights? The mala? Mala will visit first if you want to visit.
Chequelek
Deg
Ray stood straight in front of Syaha's open door.
"You.." Syaha's heart rippled.
Where does that 'scoundrel' Lucas know his home address? Ah stupid. CV when working at Lucas Company listed his address. Ah shit! Shaha cursed in his heart.
Arguing is free. Syaha didn't want to stay close to that jerk for long. Without a word Syaha immediately closed the door again. But baby, Ray's hand held him first.
"Can I come in?"
Syaha's eyes narrowed. No. Big No's!
"Should we talk?"
"discuss? whatagain? I think everything was clear in the office lobby this morning Mr. Lucas.." Answer Syaha flat. A new road paved.
"Ais.I beg you.." Ray's voice weakened. This is his only hope.
"Stop! I'm Syaha. Who is Ais? Ice was dead five years ago.." Shouted Syaha loudly. The call of Ice coming out of Ray's mouth was painful. The name reminded him of his past wounds.
"But.."
Brakes
Shaha slammed the door. He didn't want Ray to see his fragile body. It won't be anymore. He was strong all along.
Why is it coming now? What else is there to talk about? Our relationship ended five years ago. I've let go of the little fetus in my stomach like I'm tearing you away. You were the one who dumped me. Why are we approaching now? What do you think I am? The toys? Toys like five years ago? Basic evil!
Shaha sobbed behind the door.
The new number called but Syaha had no intention of answering.
From :+62***********
This ice is Mas Ray. Someone wants Mas Ray to talk about. Mas Ray will keep waiting for the ice outside until Ais wants to open the door.
Syaha laughed bitterly. Shaha deleted the message. Really not going to pay it back.
Seriate...