Love In The East Country.
46. Your sense of loss.
A strong wind dropped the wedding frame of her and Bang Zeni after she took a shower.
Soon Bu Danyon called him to leave this afternoon for the company office.
Fia picked up the broken glass and then cleaned it with a feeling of heartlessness.
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Until then it was late afternoon when Fia entered the company area. Some members raised the flag at half-mast there. The heartbeat was irregular until several trucks and cars entered the company's courtyard.
Bu Jefri who accompanied Fia since then finally became unbearable. She hugged Fia. "Patiently, mom..!!" Sobbed.
"Did my husband die??"
Ms. Jefri could not answer him and just tightened her arms.
A man named Dada S. Raft .P faces Fia and salutes.
Fia continued to stare into the reddened eyes of Captain Rakit. "Is that my husband's body?" Fia asked with a trembling voice.
By strengthening the heart, a voice that is no less heavy.. Bang Raft replied. "True.it is the body of Captain Zeni.."
Fia lunglai's body, her legs hard to tread, her stomach like a strong pressure. Bang Rakit was quick to hold it. Fia was still silent between believing and not. Slowly the shadow in his eyes darkened. Unknowingly he was leaning on Bang Raft's shoulder.
"Is this your message to Fia Bang??" Said slowly.
Bang Raft hugged Fia tighter and tighter. Before long Bang Cemar and Bang Fabian ran over.
"Pot, how is this?" Ask Bang Fabian.
Bang Rakit pointed his index finger in front of his lips so as not to make much noise considering the exact situation of Fia is currently in severe shock.
"Fiaa. patience yes ndhuk. there is a brother here" Bang Cemar slightly rubbed Fia's arm. However, she still values Fia as her best friend's wife.
"This is khan Bang's lie?" Fia ventured to look at Bang Cemar's face.
"Fia.we love Zeni very much. But God loves your husband more" replied Bang Fabian. "Don't know how you feel, Fia. Ikhlasikan your. He's a very nice guy"
Fia's cry was unstoppable. It squeezes strong arm Bang raft.
"Crying is the deck. Clear everything. Brother understands your feelings" whether consciously or not, Bang Raft stroked Fia's hair while still holding her tightly.
"Replaceanngg.. The same evil brother Fia?? Are you tired of having a wife as stupid as Fia????" Shouting Fia made the other members' wives cry along. "Fia wants to learn for Brother, Fia will obey said Abang. Home Bang, Fia is afraid to live alone without Brother..!!!"
"Allahu Akbar, O God. Brother's heart hurts so much deck. Don't talk like that..!!" Bang Rakit to tears because Fia hysterical and continue to rebel in his arms.
The members arranged the burial place of Bang Zeni's body for the last time. Carefully the coffin was ready to be lowered but who would have thought Fia firmly took off Bang Raft's arms and ran over Bang Zeni's coffin. Bang Raft followed Fia's steps.
"Don't put my husband to sleep..!!!!!!!!" Shouted Fia scattering the coffin cover flag.
"Fiaa.. don't deck..!!!" Bang Rakit re-captured Fia trying to calm his late friend's wife.
"Fia hates Bang Zeni, a liar... If love why leave Fia????" Fia is destroying everything that exists.
"Fia..!!" Bang Rakit no longer care about the circumstances around, he blocked both hands of Fia and grabbed Fia's leg until it fell towards him.
"Give back Bang Zeni.. Give me back my husband..!!!!!!" His speech weakened to the loss of consciousness in the arms of Bang Raft.
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So Bang Rakit cried not able to see the situation Fia. The body of Zeni's late wife had a high fever so health workers had to install an infusion to stabilize her condition. Unceasingly Fia called out the name of the dead Bang Zeni.
"A_bang. Fia's coming with Brother"
"It's my fault. It's all my fault" Bang Rakit continued to blame himself for the loss of Captain Zeni in the line of duty. Three bullets penetrated the body until Captain Zeni could not survive.
"Pot, you don't collapse. If not us - we are encouraging Fia and then who else. The son of Fia and Zeni our child too" persuaded Bang Cemar then pour a bottle of drinking water for his litting.
"Life is still a long pot, let's get up" Bang Fabian encouraged.
"Don't blame yourself. It's destiny..!!"
Before long Bang Raft staggered and his consciousness also decreased.
"Kiits.. Rakiot.." Bang Cemar patted Bang Raft's cheek.
As soon as Bang Cemar opened it, sure enough.the blood immediately poured out like a tap. "Good heavens. Since when did he endure the pain, there was a bullet in his chest..!!"
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Bang Rakit realized, he just seemed to feel pain.
"Fia how's the pot?" He said for a moment he was conscious.
He heard Fia crying again but this time the voice was gone.
Bang Raft got up and approached Fia.
"Pot, your wounds are new in sewing" said Bang Fabian.
Bang Rakit did not heed the word and continued walking to meet Fia. Many mothers accompanied Fia.
"Fia how's Mom?" Ask Bang Raft.
"Still limp and shock sir. Not eating or drinking. Still can't accept the fact that Mr. Zeni is gone." Answer Ms. Jefri.
"Let me persuade you..!!"
"Well Mr. Raft" Ms. Jefri slightly stayed away with the other mothers and let Bang Raft accompany Fia.
"Sir..!!" Sapa Bang Raft's. "Eat yes.. Cowboy"
Fia didn't answer. His eyes were blankly pointing at a single point.
"Your son's hungry deck." Said Bang Raft again.
"Fia is not hungry Bang" replied Fia.
"Second, your weeping will hinder Zeni to go to his heaven." Bang Raft looked at Fia's eyes. "If Zeni knew you were like this, she would be very sad. Do you know how much Zeni wanted this child?"
"Without Bang Zeni.. Fia can what Bang? All this time whatever Fia did was always with the help of Bang Zeni. Now it feels like Fia lost some of this body.. Then what is Fia living for?" Said Fia on her weakest side.
"God won't test you beyond your abilities deck. You're the woman of choice" this time Bang Rakit can look at Fia's face, even though the face is damp but still clearly visible natural beautiful side. "Eat yes dek.. soon release Zeni to fly to Jakarta"
"Hhhhk.." Fia has nausea because her stomach is empty.
Bang Rakit treated Fia painstakingly. No ticklish and so on. Her heart was pure in wanting to take care of Fia. "Are you strong? If it is not strong to go with you just take a civil flight"
"Fia is strong Bang, Fia wants to be with Bang Zeni" he said.
"Well ask the doctor?"
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"Fia is not strong yet, but if this is the case, you must be extra vigilant to keep Fia. Fia content history is very weak because it has filled again before its time. If you neglect a little, I fear the content can fall again"
"Each Commander. I understand" replied Bang Raft.
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Fia could not see the casket that had just been placed at the end of the plane's body. Before long Fia fainted on Bang Rakit who was always on standby to guard her.
"Piye iki pot. Fia is very weak" said Bang Cemar also worried.
"God willing I will take care of him" Bang Rakit replied as he carried Fia into the military plane.
"Please, little bed. Poor Bu Fia pregnant young" orders Bang Rakit on his aide Prada Alvin on board.
"Ijin Dan, I don't have the heart to look at my mother's condition" said Prada Alvin.
"You just don't have to. My heart has split even Vin" replied Bang Raft.
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