
"No Pa.. Papa lied khan??" Mama Fia was shocked to hear her son-in-law had fallen on the field of duty.
Flashback lost Papa Zeni again shadowing the inner turmoil of Mama Fia. He had felt that bitterness and now the princess had to feel the same way as him.
"It's God's will Ma, mama don't be this weak, pity Lintar..!!"
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Cloudy clouds enveloped the Battalion. Lintar put his foot. The half-mast flag was flown at the Battalion. Wanting to cry but only a lament without a sound encircled Lintar's heart.
Before long the ambulance battalion came with some members there. Her tears began to melt, she held back her tears until her chest felt tight.
Mama Fia hugged her little daughter. "Cry dear..!!"
"Smart didn't want you to go Ma." Isak lirih Lintar's.
"Mama knows baby. Mama understands how you feel" Mama said trying to calm down.
Lintar saw Bang Arsene approaching her. He was very close to his first brother.
"Bao.. Smart is not strong" he sounded claustrophobic.
"Yes ndhuk" Bang Arsene rubbed Lintar's back and leaned on his flat stomach.
Not long after a man approached. Captain Panca, litting Bang Arsene approaching. "Bodies will be put down..!!"
"You handle yes, my sister can't stay"
"Ready Pot" replied Bang Panca.
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Lintar could not pay homage to the body of the husband for the last time. He just hugged her in a bitter cry. His clenched hand squeezed the coffin-covering flag firmly.
"Thank you very much Bang, Brother has become a very good and responsible husband. Lintar must be good at taking care of our baby. Lintar will take care of him and educate him as you want. Lintar is proud of his brother" said Lintar. "Abang has won it. Lintar will fulfill Brother's request. Get out of the air"
Quite surprised all who heard it, but they could not comment anything because Lintar is still in its lowest phase.
Bang Gesang Wira who had just calmed down immediately paid his final respects. "Good way.. Posthumous Major Jenar Sentanu Rawisrengga. You are our best soldier"
"Allahu Akbar.." Captain Panca supported Lintar's body which was suddenly unconscious and then took him to an ambulance.
Bang Gesang could only glance at him anxiously. Not because of the love left for the wife of the deceased Jenar, but his mind was immediately torn apart considering Nasha was not healthy in undergoing her third pregnancy.
'If anything happens to me. I can't imagine how sad my wife Nasha is. May God take care of me, take care of you, take care of our child. I can't feel the loss, especially you.'
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Papa Rakit hugged Mama Fia who was also limp, at a time when everything was busy with many things. His eyes looked at the figure of Captain Panca who painstakingly took care of Lintar.
"Be careful..!!!" Captain Panca's strict orders saw health workers put an infusion needle on the back of Lintar's hand. "Simplified..!!!!!" He said back to remind.
"What's the Bang?" Bang Panji Tegur.
Bang Panca did not answer. His face looks flat.
"Slow down..!!" The orders of Captain Panji who understands the anxiety of Bang Panca. "Bang, please allow her willingness to handle my sister-in-law's funeral. You can leave Lintar. Let me take care..!!"
Bang Panca took the phone in her pocket and sure enough, it was dead. "Well, I'll do as much as I can. I'll stay first."
"Ready.. Thanks for taking care of Lintar" too"
Bang Panca smiled then left Bang Panji.
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"I was wrong ma, I was too brave to send Jenar. I've lost her. My niece how Maaa" cried regretfully Bang Arko.
"Yes Pa, Mama knows Papa's feelings."
"Why don't I just die. I'm old Ma" he murmured.
The battalion is in mourning. Lintar is better, he also participated in the funeral of the late Bang Jenar.
"There's nothing wrong Bang, it's a risk of having a state servant in our lives. Lintar knows it feels so heavy, but we already know that our lives are also for the country."
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"Pa, Papa was handsome once before leaving. Today.. The day that Mama saw Papa was the most handsome and very handsome. Pa.. Papa must hear, Mama fell in love with Papa. I'm sorry Mama said it too late, Papa's calm down there huh. My mom is very healthy and well. Here's my mom bringing Papa some wine. Yesterday Papa wanted this wine khan? Starting now.. Mama won't be stingy anymore." Lintar kissed the beautiful name of Bang Jenar. He immediately wiped his tears and stood up slowly.
Bang Arsene and Bang Panji embraced the little sister.
"Strengthen the deck, you must be strong..!! There's a brother" Bang Arsene said.
"Bang Panji will always be there for you" added Bang Panji.
"Yet..!! Smart does not cry. Please Bang. Bang Jenar is just sleeping, Bang Jenar is not going anywhere..!!"
"The most beautiful heaven in your husband's bed. He's not dead. He lives for us. Still in your womb" Bang Panji hugged Lintar's body tightly.
"Smart loves her Bang..!!"
"Abang understands deck. Be healthy with you. There's still Daddy and Daddy"
The calmer Bang Arsene immediately embraced his two younger siblings.
"You calm down deck. His father will not leave him" Bang Arsene said.
Papa Rakit smiled proudly at his daughter's son who supported each other. "You are calm ma. The storm must have passed. Smart must be strong like you"
"But there used to be Papa who always kept Mama at a distance."
Papa Rakit's eyes can not be separated from a figure far away there memayungi Lintar tirelessly. "However.. A soul mate is never wrong Ma."
Mama Fia followed Papa Raft's eyes full of question marks.
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