Love in Secrets

Questioning the taste 2

Amanda POV

I don't understand what my heart's anxiety is right now, there's a little fear in me when it comes to Adnan. I'm afraid Adnan's feelings for me have changed. What if Adnan doesn't love me anymore. Doubt bothered me, shaken the defense of my trust.

When I thought about it, I went back to pondering the words of my sister and Raina. Unknowingly, I also felt a change in Adnan's attitude towards me. He who used to be gentle and considerate, for some reason was now like two different people. Sometimes he was silent as if reluctant to be with me, even looking at me. I began to doubt my race to him, is his heart still mine?

I looked at the night sky, silent and quiet without stars accompanying me. "Like my current mood," I murmured.

"Adnan, is your heart still with me? Is your love still linked to me? And is my name still tucked away in every memory of yours?" I asked in silence.

"Truly I began to doubt everything."

Late, I began to shiver because of the cold of the night. Clutching my arms tightly, I left the balcony of the room to go inside. "Huh, it's cold." Saying slowly.

I put my body on the bed while looking at the ceiling. Again I thought about Adnan's change of attitude. "I'd better get some sleep, I should be sure of Adnan. We'll be married soon." My words tried to shake all the thoughts in my mind. I close my eyes and sleep in my sleep.

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Silence also occurred between Adnan and Kenan, the last question that Kenan asked was still not answered. At a time like this, Adnan hesitated to answer honestly whether not to Kenan, if during his time in Australia he was close to a girlfriend. But only limited to friends, because after all Adnan is still bound by promises and does not want to lose Amanda.

Without Adnan noticing, naivety closed his eyes. There is no friendship between a man and a woman without feelings, it is ridiculous.

"So?" Kenan reopened his voice to break the silence between them.

"No!" Adnan replied briefly.

"You sure?" Lecar Kenan.

"Yes." Yeah."

"Alright, that's your personal thing anyway. It's inappropriate if I force you to tell me. Well, when are you planning on marrying your spoiled girlfriend?" Kenan asked with a little joke so that there was no awkwardness between him and Adnan.

"To be precise, I haven't spoken to my parents. Maybe tomorrow I'll talk to them, I think my parents will agree because they really like my boyfriend." Adnan said as he sipped his coffee.

Hearing Adnan's words made Kenan nod his head in understanding. Now he became curious, who exactly is Adnan's girlfriend. Because all this time Adnan never introduced it. He only knew his name until now without knowing what he looked like.

Whenever asked what his girlfriend looked like, Adnan would say, "You'll know and meet later at my wedding." That's the answer roughly.

Curious people only, grunts in the heart.

"I heard you like someone too? Who?" Tanya Adnan then made Kenan aware of his daydream.

"Yes, I don't know his name. But we have met twice. You know, it's very cute and of course beautiful. But unfortunately, his best friend is very fierce beyond boarding mothers. I almost got beat up by him." Speak Kenan with an upset tone.

"really? Hahaha, a Kenan lost to a fierce woman. Where's your loudness, Mr Kenan?" Ejek Adnan laughs.

"You don't know, then I'll answer he's been nagging endlessly even almost my handsome face is hit by the tonjokan hand." Snorted Kenan, while Adnan just laughed out loud hearing Kenan's story.

"Truly I didn't expect this to happen to you Ke," said Adnan with a laugh on his lips.

Kenan just rolled his eyes lazily seeing this friend laughing at him. If not my friend, I'd have kicked you to Antarctica. Kenan Grunts.

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