Love in Secrets

Questioning taste

Don't blame the distance between us, but blame your heart for beginning to doubt that feeling. Love is about trust and trust. It is not about doubt and always asking what is the meaning of a taste.

Broken leaves fell to the ground, exposed to the sun oscillating in the wind. Drying thirst for a sense of directionlessness, brings a doubt in stepping to pull over the sure one. This is what Adnan feels today, he began to doubt his love for Amanda. Their relationship is not only short, but has been intertwined for a long time, has the distance eroded all the longings so far?

Huft, Adnan exhaled violently and then looked at Amanda who was choosing knickknacks at an outlet near the ring. In his heart thought, maybe this was just an awkward feeling because long time no see. It is impossible for his love to disappear for loved ones.

"Is there anything you like?" ask Adnan while walking closer to Amanda.

"Honey, look at that couple bracelet!" Point Amanda at a pair of bracelets bearing the initials A. Adnan glanced at the bracelet Amanda pointed at, then nodded "We'll buy it then". Adnan immediately asked for the bracelet in the package and handed it to Amanda.

"Take it!" Adnan said with a smile.

"Thank you, this is for you one." Amanda put it in Adnan's left hand.

"And this is for me" Amanda wore the other in her right hand.

"I hope this bracelet will bind us forever until death do us part." Further.

"Sure," Adnan replied as he peeked at Amanda's forehead.

"All right, let's go back! It's late in the afternoon, I have to see my friend tonight."

Hearing that Adnan was about to meet his friend, made Amanda pout. Is the friend male or female? Amanda wanted to ask but she was too afraid if Adnan would get angry. What if Adnan thinks he's an overprotective girl? Amanda exhales violently, she must be able to trust Adnan. There's no way Adnan would betray their love.

Reluctantly, Amanda nodded in agreement to Adnan's call to return.

Adnan clasped Amanda's hand and walked out of the playground. Adnan actually knew what Amanda was thinking, but he preferred to be quiet and reluctant to explain with whom he would meet later. After all, it's just his boy friend.

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Adnan immediately entered the cafe, stared around looking for the whereabouts of his friend. Before long his gaze was fixed on the strapping figure waving his hand towards him. With a definite step he approached the table his friend was at.

"How are you, bro?" Ask Adnan while posing like a man.

"Well, bro, how are you?" Ask back.

"Gue good, my heart is not good." Adnan said as he put his phone on the table.

"News bro, who knows I can help you find a solution." His word.

"Gue was confused as to where Ken should start,"

Yups, that man is Kenan. The man Amanda hit in a hurry to the airport and the amusement park.

"What do you want to order, bro?" Ask Kenan while opening the menu book.

"Mocca "short Adnan.

Kenan nodded then looked at the witers, "I'm a cappucino ya mbak." Kenan said kindly by returning his menu book.

"Well, I'm waiting for you." Said the witers who were nodding to Kenan.

For a while the two were silent and busy with their respective phones until the arrival of the witers who delivered their drinks.

"Thank you" said Kenan, who was met with a sweet smile by the witers. Unlike Adnan who put up an ordinary face even indifferent.

Kenan's view turned to Adnan, "What are your thoughts, bro? About the heart?" Guess Kenan.

"Emm, honestly I'm confused as my heart is currently Ken. You know my girl, right?". Ask Adnan.

"Yes, what's the big deal?"

" I don't know why my heart feels ordinary every close to him, I mean like there is no vibration of any kind there is only a sense of saturation and bored Ken. And I don't know if I still love him and love him. Because on the other hand I have promised to marry him as soon as possible. Why do I doubt? Besides, I don't want to lose him either." Adnan Complaints.

"Wait, as far as I know, haven't you guys been in a long relationship? Then you're LDR, right?" Kenan asked trying to understand what this friend was feeling.

"We were LDRs while I was abroad Ken."

"Maybe, bro, if I think so. It's the effect of the meeting because you guys ran out of LDR. You guys get used to via maya and now meet again there must be a sense so bro. But that I return to lo, there is no happiness during the relationship with this lo girl? If all this time you are happy and can be yourself means lo love and love him. The proof is you're afraid of losing him." Kenan.

Adnan digested all of Kenan's words, indeed what Kenan said was true. During her relationship with Amanda, she can be herself. Maybe this is just a sense of awkwardness for a moment after a long time did not meet. "I think you're right, Ken, my love and affection remain for him and will always be for him." Adnan said but inversely proportional to his heart that was doubtful.

"Try to convince your heart, because there will be a marriage plan that girl. Don't let you ntar hurt him." Kenan's suggestion made Adnan speechless.

Long relationships will not guarantee the survival of a relationship. Many who marry are separated what else is only limited to girlfriends such as Adnan and Amanda. The love will disappear if not in the fertilizer. Long distance is not a major issue Adnan's feelings change for Amanda. But, the absence of good communication so one of the parties becomes doubtful about the relationship that is established.

"Yes, I thought again. He's good bro it's a pity that I didn't get him. But, a little spoiled."

"Assyik is a spoiled girl. Can be spoiled just like us. I like girls who are a little spoiled instead."

"Gue prefers independent girls bro. My girl is the youngest daughter the only one has a brother who is over protective really invited out the night bit it's been the phone continues." Adnan Complaints.

"Girls are too independent that's kind of what I think bro. We may not have a function later. About the big sister lo, naturally a big brother is the same sister. Let alone the girl lo the youngest child." Kenan.

"Yes too bro. I doubt it but I don't want to lose it either. This is because we LDRs are so insipid of our relationships."

"Blame your heart, bro, why change. Don't blame the distance between you guys" said Kenan.

"Gue asked, did you ever like other girls in Australia?"