
Kayla stepped away and sat on the bed. While looking at Dirga, Kayla asked what attitude Dirga would do to face the child she had never expected so far she had with Irene. To be honest Kayla does not want to discuss it now, but inevitably Kayla has to fight the pain to stay for Darren.
"I want to ask Mas, do you have the intention to admit Ka Irene's child?" ask Kayla.
Dirga followed Kayla sitting on the bedside. Sighing softly, Dirga tried to obey Kayla to discuss the child she had from Irene.
"It all depends on you. I don't want to admit my mistakes and take responsibility. But Mas is more concerned with your feelings and also Darren, if in fact you do not accept Nadia as the child of Mas from Irene, Mas will not dispute it"
"Mas aware, to any extent Mas refused and avoided it remains that Nadia was born because of Mas's mistakes. Now all Mas Serahin are with you, whatever you want Mas will follow" said Dirga.
Kayla stared at Dirga at a glance, surely the thing faced was also not easy to accept.
"If you believe Nadia is indeed your child, I want you to admit that. But, I don't want Mas if Darren finds out about this. I don't care how sick or hurt I feel, most importantly Darren remains the full Darren in your life right now. I don't want to be selfish, I just put Darren Mas's feelings and mentality first. And I also don't want the slightest thing about your mass then Darren should know Mas later" pinta Kayla.
Dirga bowed herself to her knees before Kayla. Dirga realized, it is not easy to be a mother as well as a woman to survive through everything that happens. But at least Dirga felt grateful, Kayla was still willing to accept it to stay by her side.
"Whatever you ask Mas will try to fulfill it. Make Mas, you and Darren everything. Thank you for staying with Mas, Mas loves you and Darren. From now on, we reorganize our lives. Suppose what happens is a tester for our household. I also want you to forgive all the mistakes that make you this sick, honestly I have no intention of that. Mas know you are a good woman, please do not ignore Mas again yes" Dirga said.
Kayla smiled slightly looking at Dirga. Perhaps it was time for Kayla to kneel to accept the circumstances. The most important thing right now is happiness for his family.
Kayla reflexively hugged Dirga tightly. The longing that is removed because of disappointment during this time seems to come back again by forgiving and accepting what happened. Not only Kayla, Dirga also missed Kayla even Dirga also missed her needs were met by Kayla. All this time Dirga could not avoid if the charm of Kayla so exciting but all this time Dirga can only hold it because of the situation that is not appropriate to ask for it.
Kayla memorized Dirga's attitude and thoughts. Dirga's desire that had been buried so realized by Kayla. Without rejection, Kayla received Dirga's treatment so long as she wanted it. And the hot activity just happened without caring about what ever happened.
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At exactly 8am all the families had gathered at Darren's school. The enthusiasm with Darren's appearance seemed to make all the family so excited. Before entering the school hall, Kayla was still waiting for Kirana and Dimas to be present alone. Holding Kayla's phone, she kept trying to call Kirana.
Finally the expected one came, Kirana with an apologetic face for coming too late.
"I'm sorry you're so beautiful so late." - woo Kirana.
"Obviously Kay, you don't see this beautiful Kirana plenary because of what? because of the lingering results of makeup in the room from the morning blind" Dimas joked.
"Dear you ko that anyway, I will look beautiful so you are more dear as well" whine Kirana who makes Kayla smile.
"Yes yuk yuk we enter, later we are late to see Darren perform again" invited Kayla.
"Come"
The whole family was so happy to see Darren performing with his friends on stage. Even they did not miss the slightest to document Darren's appearance as a memory of Darren's childhood.
Unexpectedly, Mama Andin cried a little staring at Darren. Dirga who sat next to Mama Andin, reflexes give tissue to remove Mama Andin's tears.
"This is Mah, Mama was moved to see Darren" said Dirga.
"Yes Dir, Mama did not think Darren turned out to be big. It feels like just yesterday Mama was holding Darren as a baby, but now she can already perform in front of the stage with her friends" haru Mama Andin.
Dirga stroked Mama Andin's shoulder as a sign of tranquility, it was only natural that Darren was the first grandchild for Mama Andin and the thing he saw today became a novelty that was so memorable.
After the performance, all the audience applauded and cheered, indicating that they were so proud of the children on stage, including Kayla and Dirga. They even held back tears when they saw Darren waving at them as a form of gratitude for coming to watch it.
Feeling proud, Dirga finally took the initiative to invite all families and relatives who watched the Darren show to enjoy cooking lunch together in a restaurant that he had previously reserved. Dirga also deliberately took advantage of the moment to gather together, because all this time Dirga felt he was not paying attention to his family because of his busy work.
Arriving at the restaurant, Dirga who has prepared everything asks all the family to enjoy the food that has been prepared. But there was something that actually made Dirga feel awkward when all gathered, that awkward feeling was Papa Dito's gaze on her which was a little different than usual.
Dirga felt that since the first meeting with Papa Dito at Darren's school, it felt like asking Papa Dito's attitude at this time. But Dirga undo it, he did not want to ruin the happy atmosphere that was happening. If there will be a right moment, Dirga wants to ask it both with Papa Dito, hopefully Papa Dito is okay with his feelings and thoughts on him.
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