
"I want Mas to leave in front of me right now" Kayla asked as she broke away from Dirga's embrace.
Without asking Kayla for an explanation, Dirga slowly stepped away leaving Kayla. Because at this time, as far as Dirga pleads, Kayla will definitely not ignore, because of the feelings of sadness and emotions Kayla is unstable. Maybe trying to give in and make room for Kayla is the right way to hold Kayla to stay by her side.
Dirga sat down in his work room, regret that happened in the past seemed to make Dirga mess up his own happiness with Kayla. Dirga was so afraid that Kayla left him, even imagining it as if making her chest tight.
By morning, Dirga rushed out of her study. Almost overnight Dirga was unable to close his eyes, the shadow of Kayla's sad face seemed to be an unsettling thing for him.
Slowly Dirga opened the door of the room, seeing Kayla still closed her eyes to sleep alone. Wanting to run over to embrace Kayla as she often did before, but now Dirga can only hope for that.
Not wanting to disturb, Dirga rushed to clean up and put on his office clothes. Dirga accidentally did not wake up and say goodbye to Kayla, Dirga did not want the more Kayla often saw the more Kayla felt sad about what happened. Dirga only ventured to look at Kayla's face up close without touching her.
"I'm sorry yes.. Sorry for all the things that happened that hurt you so far. I hope you will stay by my side at any time, maybe I am selfish without thinking about your feelings. But I really can't live without you Kay, you and Darren everything for me" Dirga's inner self.
Dirga immediately wiped away her tears that had fallen on her cheeks, not wanting Kayla to realize her presence made Dirga quickly go out of the room. But without realizing Dirga, Kayla actually knew Dirga was staring at him. Kayla pretended to be asleep because she did not want to cry again in front of Dirga, it feels like Kayla has not been able to be tough and wise to face everything.
Kayla sat herself on the bed staring at the wedding picture in front of her. What does Kayla have to face now? Unexpectedly, Kayla instantly remembered Darren. Kayla quickly rushed out of the room to approach Darren, Kayla did not want to feel Darren was neglected because of her busy feelings on what happened.
Kayla can breathe a sigh of relief because in fact Darren is preparing for breakfast with Sus Dita. Kayla approached Darren and then kissed Darren on the forehead, it felt so calm to see Darren smiling at her.
"Mommy's son wants breakfast again, Mama also eat breakfast" said Kayla sitting beside Darren.
"Oh yes Ma'am, the father of the message, Mother asked to take vitamins that have been prepared by doctor Vivi"
"Yes Sus, Sus, come have breakfast with us" Kayla asked.
"Thank you Mom, but I had breakfast with Bi Sari. Then I say yes Mom, want to get ready to take Darren"
"Yes Sus"
"Where is Mah? go to the office" asked Darren.
"Dear, Papa has to go to the office in the morning because there's a meeting" Kayla lied.
"Oh, even though Darren wants to tell you the news with Mama and Papa"
"What news?"
"Besok kan Darren performing at the school's art show. Mom forgot it"
"Mama didn't forget, baby. Tomorrow Mama's coming to see Darren with Sus Dita too"
"Papa is also Mah. Anyway Darren wants Papa to come see too" whine Darren.
"Yes, Mama will discuss this matter with Papa. But Darren must be able to understand yes if for example Papa can not watch Darren, ok baby"
"Yes Mah"
"What do I have to do? if I don't take Mas Dirga, Darren must be disappointed" Kayla's inner self.
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That afternoon Kayak accidentally picked up Darren at school. Enthusiastic and happy impression is clearly visible on the face of Darren when he saw Kayla, Kayla did rarely take Darren to school but for that day Kayla deliberately picked Darren because she wanted to invite him to play together.
"Mama" cheer Darren running over.
"Happy Mah, Darren was also the last rehearsal to perform tomorrow. Mama same Papa don't forget to come yes to see me perform"
"Yes dear. Oh yeah, Darren want to go for a walk? we buy toys, Darren hasn't been with Mama for a long time. How's it? Darren wants?"
"You Mah"
"OKs. Sus, we'll stop by the mall first before we go home"
"Good Mom"
"Let's go Darren" asked Kayla.
Arriving at the mall, Kayla first invites Darren and Sus Dita to enjoy lunch. But unexpectedly, Kayla met Kirana and Dimas who were both on the way to the place where Kayla was going. Kirana who was so admiring Darren's good looks enthusiastically ran over to just pinch Darren's cheek.
"Haloo Aunty's handsome niece is charming, how are you. Ah Aunty Seneng met you here" Kirana said.
"Darren also met Aunty Kiran"
"Aaahhh. Ih the ideal candidate for women nih gede later. If Aunty has a girl later Aunty wants even God's meaning for Aunty's child's soul mate with Darren" said Kirana who only got a smile from Darren's face.
"Kiran, you're confusing Darren. Darren, don't beat up Aunty Kiran's babble" Dimas suggested.
"You know, it's okay if I have that desire. It repairs the offspring"
"You are yes, even so do not discuss in front of Darren dong. Darren's a kid, doesn't understand anything like that"
Kayla and Sus Dita smiled at Kirana and Dimas's debate.
"You two more streets?" tanya Kayla breaks up the Kirana and Dimas debate.
"Eh Kayla, Sorry yes I was too focused on the debate with Dimas. Yes, we're both out of the way. It's a matter of taking advantage of both moments, he's super busy so his date time is not planning" Kirana said.
"I'm busy for the future you are also Kiran, you have to understand"
"Tuh tuh Kayla said, I'm busy also for you and our future" said Dimas.
"Yes yes, I lost here when it comes to the future. Oh yeah, you three? Didn't Dirga come?" ask Kirana.
"Mas Dirga is in the office, so can not nemenin"
"Oh. Have you had lunch yet?"
"Not Kiran, we happen to want lunch. You guys wanna join us?" Kayla offers.
"Where dear, would you like to join Kayla?" Kirana asked Dimas.
"So, it's also fun to eat together"
"Yes, come on" Kayla asked.
Kayla, Darren, Sus Dita, Dimas And Kirana enjoy eating together while telling stories. Disela tells the story, Kayla bepamitan to the others to go to the toilet. But there is something that happened visible to Kayla's view, what meeting often happened behind her all this time? Now how should Kayla behave? take it or take it off?.
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