Love In Establishment

Shadows

Three days after getting a call from his mother, Pijei returned to activities with his best friend. Discussions, lectures and sometimes even exercise together.

Until at night they were still discussing in a headquarters that was not so big, with the side of the room filled with objects that were no longer useful. At that time Bintang sat with Nur, while Aare, Angker, Fire and Pijei sat in a circle together.

That night they discussed a material entitled "The Truth of Love". In the discussion that began to look tough by refuting arguments with each other. Pijei spoke, hoping to rationalize his best friend's thoughts with what he was going to say.

"The word is a feeling of love and compassion, which comes from the creator (God the One). Because Love comes from the creator, he has a Phithra or a holy nature. With the fitrah or the nature of the sacred then love will be manifested well in its orientation. So if anyone says he loves someone, then get him into the bad. Like hugging, kissing and even more than that and others that are forbidden by God. Then it can be questioned whether it is love or not because love has a sacred nature then it is contrary to the nature of vices" said Pijei

Hearing Pijei's words, the discussion was stopped and his friend seemed to be confused. They think that what happens today in the neighborhood is not Love but Lust. No exception Nur he also thought about his relationship with the Stars.

"Did the stars really love me?" Batin Nur with the face of the Star

Looking at Nur's face as if thinking of something, the Star hurriedly stroked his head and smiled then said "You're thinking about what Nur is, until you see me like that?"

"There's nothing about the Stars, you're more handsome" Nur replied with a laugh

See No continuation of discussion. One by one of them all, starting to leave Headquarters. Pijei sangggu's words made them think.

Next day. Pijei left the campus so quickly. Different from the usual day. Rupaya had promised to pick Inayah up that morning, making her leave sooner.

Arriving Pijei at Inayah House, he immediately called telling Inayah that he had been in the front yard of Inayah House.

"Yes, my brother, I'm going out, wait a minute, brother" replied Inayah

"Daddy If you knew that I love you, it probably wouldn't be so hard for me to keep this feeling" Inner Pijei looked at Inayah

They also left for campus.on the way Pijei told stories and asked a lot of things to Inayah. Their journey was filled with laughter. Because Pijei is good at melting the atmosphere.

"If by loving you in silence, can see you happy and not create a separation distance. Let me always be in that position until the right time arrives, I'll express this feeling with the sentence I accept the marriage" Inner Pijei

After dropping off Inayah. Pijei rushed home. Arriving at home, Pijei without changing his clothes he immediately lay down.

"The pijei... Pijei..remember you in the past, there is a mind you want to reach. Remember your parents' messages. All are trust entrusted to you. Don't let them down, remember that many families have said you were stupid in the past, don't forget that." Said an old man in a dream Pijei

Pijei woke up in a state of shock after experiencing the dream.he felt that the dream was very real.

"Was it because I approached Inayah so I had the dream, could this be a rebuke so that I remember the words mother should be good school" said Pijei in a state of shock

Since that day. Shadow about his dream, always present when the crowd or quiet. Pijei was so dilemma whenever the shadow was present.it was as if his head was about to break trying to eliminate what was happening.

"That shadow God is my Mind and Inayah is also part of my mind. Let me reach both simultaneously, without having to present the old mind as a haunting shadow.as if I do not want a new Mind in the same reach" Inner Pijei