Love In Establishment

Think and Rise

"I am the temple of that word.

It was beautifully written in that crumpled white piece of paper.

I am the temple of that word.

In that uninteresting crumpled paper.

I am the temple of that word.

Saving taste but not delivered."

Thus the poem titled Undelivered expressed Pijei.

In the atmosphere dissolved in sadness. Pijei wrote the verse of poetry as an expression of his feelings. No friend knows the disappointment he feels. When with his best friend he never showed the nuances of disappointment. Always a smile as if nothing had happened.

Throughout the day Pijei thought about why reality was as bitter as he had to feel. Sanggu Inner Pijei was very injured. Pijei always rhymed every time he remembered the incident he had caused.

"If clenching is part of love. Then why am I not so sincere, seeing it with others. What I have is not love. So not so sincere. Or maybe God's rebuke. Because I'm so hopeful for humans not for her."

Every time Pijei rhymes. Pijei increasingly understood that he should not be dissolved in disappointment and sadness for so long. Because hope does not hang on man, it passes on to the creator.

Seeing such a bitter reality. To make himself so disappointed and sad. But it does not eliminate his feelings of love for Inayah. Because his love is so much greater than the disappointment and sadness felt.

Several weeks have passed without Pijei seeing or communicating with Inayah. When spare time Pijei pulled over in a home atmosphere that was so sebih. Learn to mature more and mengikhlaskan themselves.

"I said, this heart is independent (not attached to anyone). But right now I realize that's not true. This heart is bound. Well bound, I love him because of my God" Inner Pijei

Realizing that the feelings he has are the care of God. Pijei rose from the slump due to disappointment and sadness. Die thought If God willed then the two of them would unite sooner or later.

As long as Pijei is in a time of trouble, apparently Inayah is waiting for news from him. But Pijei did not know that. Pijei still loves Inayah, but he can not contact Inayah or see her because it is still imagined the face of the man who was with Inayah at that time. He only hoped that Inayah would contact him first.

In the cold morning accompanied by the sound of birds chirping. It was as if his hope was heard by God. At that time there was a ringing phone call from Inayah. He picked up the phone with a feeling of worry.

"Hallo brother" said Inayah

"Nothing what, brother. It's just that I haven't seen my sister in weeks" Inayah said

"Sister, how are you?" Continue Inayah

"My news is good brother. My own sister how?" answer Pijei

"I'm good too brother" replied Inayah

There is no wind, no rain. Suddenly a storm of thought to question who the man who was with Inayah the other day, appeared in the head of Pijei.

"Sir, I've seen a sister on campus with a boy. Dad's girlfriend?" Ask Pijei

"Not brother. He was my schoolmate in the village. It's just a coincidence now that he's here" Inayah replied

"That's how the deck is. I think his girlfriend is hehehe" Pijei said with a happy laugh

"So why do you think that?" ask Inayah

"It's okay why. Just Iseng sister" replied Pijei hiding his true intentions.

"iya brother. Brother I'm closing the phone. By my brother" said Inayah

"Yes by deck" Pijei replied

Hearing Inayah's remark that the man with her was plastered for days, was not her lover. Makes Pijei very happy. Apparently what he saw did not match what he was thinking. Inayah has no lover.

Knowing all that, Pijei's confidence grew again. That Inayah will be united with him through the scenario of God who sometimes is not aware of him.

The relationship between Pijei and Inayah has improved. And growing love between them. But each other covered up those feelings.

"There is no shame if something rests on God. For the all-knowing God knows what is best for his people."