LOVE HER COUSIN MY DECEASED HUSBAND

Lonely

During the past two months Adrie has rarely come home, she spends more time staying at home with Tiara. And today, after coming home from Adrie's office took her home. And after that Adrie immediately returned to the house that Tiara occupied.But because the path to Adrie's house was severely jammed, he undoes his intention to return to the house. Adrie arrived at 10 p.m. The car he parked just in front of the garage, Adrie was tired of having to book the garage door closed which is usually done by Buk Jum if it was not done by his wife, Lina.

Before getting out of the car, Adrie suddenly overshadowed the usual things her wife did every day, namely welcoming her in the doorway, take the office bag out of his hands and kiss each other on his wife's cheek. He had not felt that habit for a long time. Adrie then goes down and picks up the usual house key Buk Jum keeps behind the front door footwear.

Adrie opened the door, again he overshadowed his wife's habit of bringing a glass of water and sitting beside herself on the sofa. Not to mention Lina offered her dinner.

Before entering the room his eyes circled around the room in the house. Adrie again shadowed with her boisterous voice the voice of the child child, which had been unheard for a long time. His feet stepped towards Sakya's room door, his hands twisting the door knob and opening his eyes around Sakya's room. There was a guitar he always played. Remember Sakya who asked to be taught when the handsome boy, has not got the key to the right tone in the song.

" Pap, teach me the key to this song, dong?"

Adrie grabbed the guitar that was placed on the bed, he sat on the side of the bed Adrie finger began to play the tune. Adrie remembered the song that Adrie taught Sakya the first time. " Sad Story on Sunday".

Then moved to the door of Aileen's room in the open door, in her view there were two beds Aileen and Aldeen, whose usual two children were always calling Adrie. Aldeen and Aileen said.

" Papa's home?'

" Papa's fat, me."

Shadows Aldeen and Aileen always scrambling to be carried by her.

Adrie realized in this house, he was alone in this spacious house. Loneliness begins to linger in Adrie. Adrie stepped into the kitchen, he shadowed his wife and buk Jum both used to dwell in the kitchen. Yes, Adrie has not hugged Lina from behind her imagined wife's body while her wife is cooking. Adrie used to kiss her, imagined words.

" Sister amused, ahh!, if you keep hugging me like this, I won't finish cooking this vegetable."

The memory involuntarily made Adrie pull both corners of her lips into a smile.

Adrie pulled the refrigerator door, it looked empty on the shelf of the refrigerator shelf, there were only three eggs. Usually his wife always put a lot of ready meals, fruits, food needs her children. Always full of that fridge.

The night is getting late, the quiet silence of the night is increasingly felt. Only the sound of the clockwork seconds was heard. In the bedroom bed, Adrie's eyes were still not reluctant to be closed. Adrie still looms over this whole house, the warmth, the harmony in this house. Adrie overshadowed all the usual things his son's wife did as well to the familiarity of laughter with art and babysitters interacting with his family. Now long unfeeling, unconsciously Adrie shed tears, yes! Adrie cried for her stupidity. The household he had built for a long time should be his he took good care of.

Adrie remembered the advice of Harry.

" Don't overdo it with someone!, if you don't want to get sicker than you ever did."

Adrie realizes that this may be the answer to all that Adrie has done so far with Lina.

Adrie turned her head to the side, Adrie longed for the fragrant body and hair of her wife. Adrie was pictured as Lina's hands were always coiled around her waist as she and her wife had not closed Lina's eyes wanting to ask for her opinion and discuss with her. Adrie misses her wife's embrace.

Adrie is remembering, when was the last time he and his wife last made love with passion and longing for each other. What Adrie feels these few months, Lina is already lazy when asked to make love with her. Is Lina, is she reluctant? with a touch of a kiss caress from her, did Lina already feel? in her self, Adrie's love and attention are beginning to wane for her wife?, over her own change of attitude towards Lina. Again Adrie in the thickets of guilt.

Adrie then sat down, Adrie aware of all the things that had happened. Her mistake was already very big on Lina, Adrie wants to return to normal like before, this house must be refilled by the most important person in her life. His wife and son.

This house must be re-created with warmth and harmony. Adrie can no longer be left alone, a smile of laughter and a joke on the face of her child should be in this house again. There's still a chance in Adrie's life. While there's still breath, Adrie will give it all back. For the sake of my family, for the future of my son's children, for the wife that Adrie loves.

Adrie mutters.

" Sakya Aldeen Aileen, papa will take you back to this house, my wife you will be back in my arms."

Adrie stands up, Adrie will be looking for them tomorrow. Adrie remembers Lina once bought a house without her sepengatahuan. But Adrie knew Lina had sold her back. Adrie did not want to know the money saved his wife. Lina's selling house, Adrie never questioned?

Adrie remembered Lina's home address, Adrie had never seen the shape of the building. Adrie then opens the closet looking for files that may still be stored. Sure enough Adrie found a copy of the house certificate. Adrie checked and looked at the address listed on the copy of the certificate. Maybe Lina's house hasn't sold it yet, Adrie will come to the house tomorrow morning.