LOVE HER COUSIN MY DECEASED HUSBAND
Refusal of love subtly
White Flat shoes, navy blue dress with a puffed sleeve and knee length, very suitable in my wife's white skin nan
smooth Thin make up and pink lip color of lipgloss strokes.the more beautiful my wife's face.
My wife does not like to make thick makeup for her thin makeup does not take long to dress up. her facial skin is clean thick eyebrows do not need to be painted again just slightly trimmed to form like eyebrow embroidery on a beauty salon.
A little story how I used to be married to Paulina Manado's bloody girl is from temen to demen. The beginning I was already interested in her silent silence without being known by her.
I'm not the kind of guy who goes straight to the point expressing love to someone I admire.
From I was still in college at one of the universities in Jakarta to graduating college I have not dared to approach her..I am self-conscious that I have no income.
The loss of a father I love made me have to work to meet the needs of us who only lived 3 brothers in my family, Abrey my oldest brother and Michel my sister
inevitably I became the backbone for my two biological sisters.
Working in the Expedition service field was very helpful for me and my two siblings, from which I was able to change my appearance.
Sunday is a very important day for me. besides being able to gather with family, and my friends must also prioritize worship in the Church first.
That's where every time I get a chance to worship I always meet Paulina
Worship was finished I saw a little distance Paulina was standing like she was waiting for someone.
I approached by starting a stale base while shaking hands with her
" Good Sunday."
" Hey Drie happy Sunday huh..with whom alone.to the Church?
" No, I wasn't with my brother and sister, they were ready to go home first."
Paulina direct Ber "Owh ria "
" who are you with..?"
" I'm alone, Drie "
Lina smiled which I thought was very sweet.
" O.iya how are you, Drie."
"It's fine as if we've just met again recently and I'm sorry you're getting pretty."
" Ahh gombal dehh.hehe thanks for the praise, Btw Gak has a change."
Candid Paulina.
" Who are you going home with Lina?"
" I'm waiting to get Drie."
" Owh.." . Adrie and Lina are silent what are they confused about?
Before long the HP in Paulina's bag rang, then hurriedly removed from the bag.
" For a minute, Drie ! I'll take the phone first."
" Yes please ."
" Hello, why deck ?"
" Oh that's it. Yes I've just taken the angkot if that's it."
' Ok bye adek."
The conversation stopped for 1 minute,
I caught it like Paulina wasn't getting picked up
Adrie offers Lina to take her home.
" Why ? can't you pick you up ?"
" Yes, Drie, if that's what I want to ride Angkot."
" Want me to take you home.*ngarep*
"Mmm.how could I not feel good ."
" Have come !
Immediately I took a 2-wheeled vehicle in the parking lot of the churchyard. The bike in the ad is a comic artist, I bought it a month ago
With his spirit I dribbled the motor until near Paulina.
" Ayook !
" What's wrong I'm afraid to take care of you"
" It's not at all.I'm just happy you can boncengin pretty girl.."* my style of dreadlocks out*
" Gombal again deh.hehhehe"
" Oh yeah it's lunchtime. You're hungry aren't you..?
"If you want us to go to Sea Food Restaurant that used to eat four together with Andi and Vera.* remember me*
" Yes mm.The story wants to treat me !
I can."
Arriving at the Seafood restaurant we ate together while telling stories about our routines.
After paying, I drove Lina home and told Lina's parents..
But before that, Lina and I exchanged phone numbers so I could call even if I just asked for news.
But either this feeling is getting even more explosive not when I want to take her back the two way .
" Mm..Lin tonight there's no show ?"
Ask me for doubt
" Nothing.why is it Drie..?"
" If I may, I'll take the road."
With a sense of fear he refused
"Oh.Where are ya?"
" Where to go to the mall or watch Yuuk ! I saw in the Plaza there's a good movie"
"Mmm how ya.. Yeah okay I want to"
" I'll pick you up at 6pm.."
"OK Drie.makasih ya before the treat I eat.
" Same Yes, I went home first. Greetings to your papa's mother."
At exactly 6pm I reached Lina's house. Lina was ready with her hairstyle in a thin strip of makeup polish jeans blue and red colored chili shirt increasingly look clean white leather hand and plus shoes white paint adds an energetic and sporty impression.
Smelled of perfume as she approached to sit behind me.
I turned the bike on after I put my helmet on
15 Minutes to diplaza Merdeka.
we went straight to the counter to pay for 2 tickets and chose an empty seat.
there are still 15 minutes of movies playing.
I also offer her what she likes.
"Lin what do you want to drink ?"
" Soda drinks only"
"Ok wait a minute !
Five minutes later two Cups of soda and one Box of Popcorn were in my hand to give to Lina.
We both walked over to see the poster of the upcoming movie..
but that doesn't make me interested in action or horror movies
on display
Lina was not aware that I was looking at her face.His eyes were focused on reading the short story line or seeing the character of the film actor on the poster.
I didn't realize I was caught by her eyes that turned to me "in shame her sense*
" Drie this horror movie is good, it's like a really good series
' owhhh yaa yaa. I immediately turned to the front of the poster that was pointed at by Lina.
" You love horror movies"
" hehee is very good Drie.but hopefully I'm afraid if I want to sleep in the room, because it becomes a shadow.."
' if you're afraid call me.."* can be aje I*
" For..?
' So that you are not afraid'
"Ahh.can be her offer."
The film had already started playing we both entered and sat in the seats we chose.
Frankly, during the movie, I didn't really enjoy it because in my brain I was weighing the feeling of thinking about how to express my love to Lina.
because my plan is to finish the film in play, I want to take a meal in this plaza. and want to express love to PauLina who I have been waiting for all this time.
The film is finished
' ..Lin, we'll eat first.
We're heading for Japanese food
after ordering food.my heart started beating insecure to shoot him.
It's okay to refuse..! even if rejected, the important thing has been tried.
" Lina.before I apologize"
"Sorry for it ?? * call Lina*
I took a deep breath and was ready to start talking
" I like it with you lina frankly I've been a long time sniffing.I'm sorry if this is troubling you."
" Whatever decision you make, I accept.."
Lina was speechless as to what she was thinking hopefully she answered wisely.
" Thank you Drie for liking me, not that I refused but that I didn't know how I felt about you..."
" Dani I also don't want after this our friendship to be destroyed..
"..if you don't know how you feel about me.would you try to like me ?.."
" As good as it is I'll try it on Drie.." No What is it.
.." I was hoping you could like me for what it was."
I don't know if his taste is weak but plong because it has stated .this feeling to him.but I am determined that I will be able to get his heart and become mine. Not willing to feel if he already has another guy.I will pursue you lina to anytime and anywhere. My determination.
1 Week after that there was no news at all from me or Paulina, probably because of our respective busyness.
2 Weeks passed by and I waited for news from him, and guilt arose, fearing that he would never see me again.
Today's work is not too crowded just a little delivery because it's Sunday schedule I entered work.
Just got the phone I took out of cantonh
uniform for calling Paulina. The HP also rang.
I saw the screen appear Mr. Harri's name. Immediately I pressed the receive button
" Hello good afternoon Om"
" Drie you're in the office, huh..?
" yes..There's something Andrie can help Om"
" Drie Jogya branch warehouse again there is a problem because the branch head is sick please you handle first until the branch head is healed."..!
Couldn't refuse this task that Big Boss gave him.
" Good Om. carry it out.."
Goods for all my needs while serving in Jogya are all ready.
An hour away by plane until I was in Jogya. I immediately put the bag and suitcase in the mess that has been prepared. his room is clean AC flat-screen TV room 40 " soft bed, bathroom with walk in closet. very comfortable to rest
The first day of the Jogya branch ,
before work I gathered the men of Mr. Dimas as the head of the Branch in this warehouse for a briefing
and meriview any obstacles in the warehouse until it does not run smoothly.
..". Good morning, fellow..'
"GOOD MORNING.."
his words in unison
straightaway..
.." I'm Adrie Shift Leader central warehouse
I was sent by Mr. Harri to help colleagues and also help the task of Mr. Dimas who is currently experiencing body weakness.
I have reviewed this issue and have understood it..Come onl..! colleague
let's work together so that this warehouse can run smoothly
and let us pray together that he will recover quickly and can return to work .."
" Amiinn "all in unison"
" That's all from me.. Thanks. and I'm working.."
On the day it was also a problem that made the warehouse not run smoothly its end was completed
thanks to the cooperation with the men who can be reliable right.
one day was very draining energy and mind until tired in the body I was waiting to rest immediately.
After cleansing yourself from the sticky sweat on the body and the unpleasant smell of sweat the body feels refreshed
do not forget to fill the middle village that I ordered before.
while enjoying the food menu Chicken grilled sambal and lalapan. tv that I have lit feels very delicious maybe because it is very hungry.
Finish my meal with a mild cigarette one day to complete this "me time
my mind is now on PauLina
How is he doing now?
What is he doing now?
.." Ahhh why this brain is still thinking about it when I have been busy but still not lost...
This heart started raging.I took a cellphone that was being charged looking for contact Paulina name.
With my chest beating a little nervously I tried to call him.
The phone is connected.I take a deep breath.
.." Hello.hello Adrie.
ahh.induced his sense of hearing his voice
" Hello Lina.. How are you..?"
" Well, Adrie's fine.
sound nervous
" Thank God then.."
I don't know how we both arrived
talk the same
" Dries..Lina's.."
we laughed too..
" You used to be Drie..
" You were. What were you going to say..?"
Well, we're just talking on the phone
you are busy, huh..? * question qu*
"Yes, Drie.I've been accepted to work in the Administration department for two weeks.."
it deserves it in my heart
"And you're busy too, huh..?
" I'm now on assignment right in Jogya there is a job that I have to handle because there is a problem in this branch of the warehouse. Obviously me
" Owh. I see..'
" How long in Jogya..?
" Maybe 3 or 4 days here.."
" Drie I'm sorry.Since we last went home watching it might make you restless or uncomfortable with my answer..'
" Not really so but I still wish you.I.me.."* hesitate to talk"
" I love you I keep thinking about you lina.."
' It is up to your response to me as to what..'
..' The answer is.if it may be possible after you finish the task in Jogya..?
..MMM..you mean..?
" Yes I will give you an answer after you return from Jogya,.'
..Be good..! I hope your answer will accept me".
.." Ok as good as we have it first.you are tired I am also tired of working. tomorrow we continue again.'
' Okay sleep beautiful dream..'
" Thank you Adrie for her good-night attention.."
Three days passed the work in the warehouse of the Jogya branch was already running and stable again
the head of the branch is back at work
My clothes have been sorted into the suitcase and also my goods in the bag..
The plane that I will be riding will fly at 3 pm meaning I still have time to buy by by Jogya typical food
I bought quite a lot for my siblings and for my men in the central warehouse and for sure I bought a special for Lina that I will give to her at our meeting tomorrow.
at home I saw my siblings Abrey and Michel sitting on the porch
.." Are you home, Drie..? how does Drie work Lo in Jogya.* asked Abrey"
I also told the experience there while relaxing and enjoying the sweet tea that has been provided and also fried bananas
I told by from Jogya that I had separated before for them. I finished talking I went into my room to rest.
Today is a holiday even though this is not my schedule, but Mr. Harri took the time to rest.
in accordance with Lina's request who will give me an answer, I called her to make a meeting.
..' Hello Lina"
" Hello, Drie, you've returned from Jogya
" Yes yesterday afternoon I arrived home..'
I'll pick you up tonight..'
" Okay, I'll see you later tonight'
after the magrib I was ready to pick up Lina at home
with passion during the journey on his motorcycle unceasingly I asked and begged God that he would accept me to be his lover.
until I was in front of Lina's house and she was ready
' Yuk. Drie street..
the motor engine immediately ignited
I took her to the Mall which is located close by to save time.
We were at a fast food restaurant
while waiting for the food menu that has been ordered. The conversation began..
' Sorry Lina before her.This is the last I'm willing to give you a chance at your answer to accept me.."
deliberately I affirm it as if it would be an Ultimatum .when even if the answer is still refused I will go forward until he becomes mine.
With to the point
..Yes or no.' to your answer
.." we lived a long time ago.I still can't love you, Drie. It's okay!.
' Ok good.. * Slightly disappointed*
Answers that mean I still have to be patient no matter what by living first the process of recognizing each other's individual nature and character whether it is suitable or not.
The food came and we dined quietly while talking about the work of both of us..
" Oh yes this by from Jogya for you.please accept.
" Wah..tell you a lot of Drie.this is a lot of you bothered to buy by for me..'
Time passed proximity we still walk together, the road both still, although sometimes Lina who pays when I have refused it..
it's not good that he's still paying for the real cause for me There's no dictionary if girls pay./
