Love for the Reply of the Budi

The fire of jealousy

Chapter 50

The fire of jealousy

This smile no longer bloomed, this heart was burning with jealous flames. Why doesn't Rian think about my feelings in the least. Even the two of them did not consider my existence. I should how? I couldn't bear to see my husband embracing another woman.

"Pearl, tell aunt to clean the room! Let Cantika sleep here tonight" said Andika who did not see the sad face of the hue of this face.

I did not answer Rian's words, I preferred to follow his wishes until I walked towards aunt's room.

"Sir, please prepare room one" I said, starting to leave.

I have no intention of going back to those who do not care how hurt this heart is.

I went back into the room, and tried to close my eyes. Anyway I tried to close my eyes, but the shadow about the two of them still lingered in this memory.

Argh, what should I do? Why hasn't Rian gone back to his room? Seeing that the clock was approaching early in the morning, Rian did not return. Makes me choose to see Rian's sister.

I looked into the living room and I did not find any whereabouts, making this thought come across something stupid. Did Rian's brother sleep in Cantika's room? To convince my heart I chose to start walking towards Cantika's room. And I found only Cantika sleeping in that bed.

Where are you Brother? Are you in your work room? Ask me again on this self, until I choose to see brother Rian to his study. Nothing, where are you brother? I again asked the heart that did not find Rian.

Did he go out? Argh ah's. I better get back to the room.

Klekkk

I saw Brother Rian sleeping on the bed. Since when did Rian fall asleep there. I'm sure I wasn't wrong, just now! Argh, why are you Pearl? Maybe I'm too tired or this heart is too much.

"I'm sorry, Rian," I whispered in his ear, until I gave him a small kiss, which he was sleeping with.

I wrapped this hand around her body, letting this body tightly embrace her, until I felt the aura of the breath so close to me. Spoiledly this hand held her lips that looked blushing red.

"It's the Pearl, I'm sleepy," he said, capturing this hand and turning his body.

Why did he ignore me again? Argh I might be overreacting. My body and his body turned on each other, but still these eyes are hard to shut. I really want Rian's sister to hold me to sleep.

My body feels restless that feels cold, understandably outside in the rain. I pulled the blanket, until Evan's brother turned his back and hugged me.

I smiled at her who was hugging as I wanted.

"Sister," call me to Rian's brother.

"I'm afraid of lightning" I said at the time.

A glimpse of the shadow between me and Sam's brother reflected in this memory. Makes me miss him. Just like when the rain was falling so much, Rian's brother came to hug me and calm me down.

You remember too, brother, if I am afraid of rain. I was in a heart that was beginning to close these eyes.

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Pov Rian and Cantika

"You've woken up Rian, where's Pearl?" ask Cantika who saw Rian coming into the room then it was.

"Pearl is still sleeping, I don't feel good bothering her, how are you dear this morning? You don't want to dong, we can meet outside."

"But I want to be close to you always dear!"

"But this is dangerous for my household, you go home well! I will meet more often anyway," said Evan who stiffened Cantika's hand.

"But what we did last night was so exciting baby, can we do it again in that room. Why do I feel comfortable living in that room?" Reply Cantika.

"What, do you want my household to be destroyed with pearls?"

"And I can replace him!"

"I'm quite my affair," replied Rian who heard the sound of Darul's footsteps coming with Pearl.

"Good morning Pearl, I'm sorry I just ate without excuse" said Cantika, who made small talk to me.

"It's okay Cantika, Rian, I'm sorry! I'm late to wake up, brother."

"It's okay baby, I see you are so tired, that I decided not to disturb your sleep" replied Rian who pulled the chair next to him for me.

"Here sit dear" he said again and took Darul to sit with him.

"What would Papa eat?"

"You want bread" Darul replied.

"Here dear sit down, let papa continue to eat," called me who took the darul from the lap of Rian's brother.

Nothing is different, I'm overreacting. I smiled at Andika's pampering brother Darul, a glimpse of the shadows and bad thoughts that always haunted this mind disappeared. Seeing the attention of Rian's brother who still remains the same. So what am I afraid of.

"Papa went to work first, baby, Cantika I stay," said Rian's brother who looked ordinary towards Cantika.

Brother Rian left his little kiss on this forehead in front of Cantika.

Yes, I was exaggerating. Rian's brother couldn't have betrayed me. "Come brother Cantika," said I who saw a sour face on the face of Cantika's feet.

"Sister, is Brother having a problem with Brother Sam, forgive Pearl Kak, instead of wanting to interfere. Pearls are ready to be my listeners."

"Oh yes, thank you," replied Cantika with his style of ash, until I saw Cantika's brother back into his room.

Seeing his nature that returned to the way it was made this heart ask, why was it soft and now turned indifferent? Do I need to ask Sam? Is Sam's brother still at his house? Argh, what's going on? This feeling returned unsettled with the situation I was in.

I was in a state of concern on that porch. "What's up Mama? Yok had Darul play with Mama's toys" called Darul who made me cancel my intention.

I accompanied Darul to play ball with his aunt, until it didn't feel like it was getting any more noon. I went back to my room and cleaned myself up.

"Mama let's eat," asked Darul who made me choose to follow his will.

I saw Cantika's brother who had already sat in the dining room, he didn't see me even greeting me.

"Babies! Get me a drink!" The strangulation of Cantika's brother made me and Darul fell silent to see Cantika's sister calling for her aunt.

"It's Non" said the aunt so fearfully towards Cantika.

"You're really working, Pearl! People like this deserve to be dismissed, to be called new coming. I want you to fire him" he said in an angry tone.

"Don't non, forgive Auntie," shrieked the aunt in a tearful tone.

"What the hell are you, Auntie! Aunty's back, Pearl won't fire Auntie anyway. Forgive the Pearl yah Bi."

"Thank you Non" the aunt replied with a pretty happy face.

Unlike the case with the brother of Cantika who showed his angry face towards me.

Byurrrs

Brother Cantika poured the water over my face.

"Sister, what's my fault?"

"It's your fault, because you've always been a hindrance" replied Cantika, who chose to leave and leave me in the dining room.

"Mama's okay?"

"No dear," I replied to Darul who clenched his fist. "Mama's okay, baby," I tried to calm Darul who was being carried away by emotions.

"Darul dear to Mama," he said again who wiped the tears that had fallen on this cheek.