Love for the Reply of the Budi

It is more painful than loss

Chapter 36

Saving love is more painful than a breakup.

Sam was very sad and confined himself in the Pearl room, hugging the notebook that the Pearl was looking for earlier. "I'm sorry Pearl, I lied to you? I don't want you to remember our old memories, why don't I know if you love me so much Pearl."

As Sam reread the Pearl's diary, how Pearl described the feeling of loving Sam first.

"Today, brother Sam, chose to leave me to be accompanied by him. I want Sam's brother to always be in this heart, but Sam's brother loves Cantika very much. Though I know the truth if Cantika's brother is not as good as Sam's brother said. But I don't want Sam's brother to be sad, I'll keep this secret. To Brother Sam."

"Sister Sam, you have to help me! He ... he has taken it Brother. Pearls are so scared Kak haaa haaa haa …."

"Sister Sam, the jealous Pearl saw the older brother walking with Cantika's sister. Pearl babe with sister."

"Arrgggghhhh .. Pearl!!!" Pekik Sam who hugged the Pearl diary tightly.

"Why don't you say Pearl, if you love me so much" Sam said, who was very sad after reading Pearl's notebook.

POV Kikan's.

Rian who saw the Pearl earlier was just silent, not as cheerful as earlier. When Pearl asks Rian to go to her old house.

"You why Pearl? Are you still thinking about it?"

"No, sister, is brother thirsty? Will Pearl get you a drink for Brother," replied Pearl who hid her sadness.

Rian pulled the Pearl's hand. "No need, baby! I just want to be accompanied by you alone," Rian wrapped his hand around the waist of the Pearl, and wiped away the tears that had fallen on the cheeks of the Pearl.

"Sister, I hope Big Brother doesn't hate Sister Cantika who has already …."

"Yes Pearls! Your heart is very clean Pearl according to your name," added Rian who pinched the Pearl's cheek-friendly.

"Will you help me tidy up all my things, brother?"

"Of course, dear," replied Rian who was very excited.

Pearls try to fight their sadness, by keeping themselves busy at home and with the child. "I should be able to forget you Brother," Inner Pearl encouraged herself, and looked towards Rian who always paid more attention to her.

"I'll go, baby! Cup cup …." Rian flicked his five fingers towards Pearl and the child.

A glimpse of Pearl's feeling skipped a beat, staring at Sam and Cantika passing by from his front home. Sam, who was looking at Pearl, suddenly turned his face. Similarly, Pearl behaves as if she does not know each other. Makes the feeling of pearls even more painful. "Where is your promise Kak, who will change the position of Andre's foot in this heart? Even staring and scolding me you won't! Where is my mistake? Should I remind you again, if this marriage is because you agreed with Rian. Although Rian is a good figure but somehow it is difficult for this heart to accept Rian. And it hurts this heart that sees you with Cantika Kak's sister.

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"Are you ready, Sam? Remember Papi wants you to beat Rian's company again! Papi doesn't want you to lose again Sam! Oh yes Cantika you're coming with Papi."

"Well Papi," replied Cantika who was following Papi Sam who was walking towards his room. "What's up, Papi?"

"But hearing if the Pearl has moved, Papi hope you have to take better care of Sam and keep an eye on Sam again! Don't let Sam meet the Pearl?"

"Good Papi."

"One more Pearl, can you tell someone to .. Rian, Papi wants to destroy him."

"Both Papi, Cantika understood," Cantika replied that she had chosen to get out of the papi's room, and returned to meet Sam who was waiting for her in the car.

"What did Papi say Cantika?" sam asked who saw the arrival of Cantika next to him.

As usual Cantika will only choose silence if asked Sam, it he did because of his regret for Sam who did not appreciate him as a wife.

"Cantika, why have you been so sultry lately, not hearing if I speak! Do I need to take you to an ENT doctor? I think your ears need to do an examination."

"Oh yeah, that's a great idea! But before that I want to check on your psyche, who can't move on from your own foster sister! Didn't you tell me first, if Pearl is nothing but your own sister? Did you forget or am I Sam? Even you shouted in front of me and said if you love Pearls so much! Where you feeling Sam. If I had expressed my feelings for another man in front of you, Sam? Do you know this pain Sam? I don't think so, otherwise you wouldn't have done that."

"I'm sorry Cantika, you shouldn't set me up either! Just because I want to live comfortably and marry me who's the heir to the throne."

"I think you know what I mean? And I won't reveal your secret, as long as you don't hurt Pearl and interfere with my feelings" Sam threatened to upset Cantika.

"Argh, you're missing Sam! You will regret Sam" Cantika said in his heart.

"We have arrived Sir," said the driver who opened the car door for his boss, and followed by several followers of Sam who always faithfully accompanied him.

Sam looked at Rian who entered the door, reminding him of how Rian was embarrassed by Sam in the room. Until Pearl got the punishment for Sam himself. "Argh," the breath of Sam who chose to sit across from Rian.

The two competed on a per- basis until Rian again won the tender.

"Arrgh," Rian threw a smile at Sam who looked disappointed at his defeat.

While the leaders of other companies, gave his congratulations towards Rian. "Thank you," replied Rian who received the congratulations.

"Sam," call Rian who sees Sam so disappointed.

"Hmmm what's up? Oh ... congratulations Rian," replied Sam curiously and was about to turn his face away.

"It's not Sam! I'm having a banquet at my house tonight, just think of it as a new home thanksgiving. If you're happy you can come later tonight to the house," said Rian who chose to go first, and saw Sam still sculpt it.

"Ah, of course I will come," said Sam still with a cynical smile, staring at Rian who had entered the car.

"I'll see you later Sam," Cantika who saw Rian's departure chose to run and follow Rian.

"Where are you going Cantika?" call Sam who saw Cantika was already in the taxi.

Sam wanted to chase Cantika, but the papi contacted Sam in an angry tone through the phone call.

"I'm sorry Sam Papi, Rian is too strong to be defeated" said Sam who answered the call of the papi.

"Sam wanted to chase Cantika first Papi, Cantika was gone! Looks like he wants to follow Rian, Sam does not want Cantika ..." said Sam who did not arrive because papi Sam cut off Sam's conversation.

"Let Cantika, you go back to the office."

"But Papi!"

"Didn't you hear Papi Sam?"

"Well Papi, Sam's coming now" replied Sam again who ended the phone call.

Sam is suspicious of Cantika, so he tries repeatedly to contact Cantika. But not once did Cantika pick up Sam's call.

"Where are you going Cantika? Is it not satisfied to just trap me Cantika?" At first glance Sam recalled the words Ando met yesterday afternoon.

"You must be careful of Cantika Sam! Since she's a very clever and cunning woman, she'll do whatever it takes as long as Sam's wish is met."

"So what about that kid in his belly, is that your son Ando?"

"Of course not Sam! I've been with Sam for a long time, our relationship is not so smooth. And last I was with him when we met at Adi's cafe."

"Whose son is Ando?"

Andi raises both his nudges and his hand which illustrates if he does not know. "Argh, Cantika!" it was Sam who returned to his consciousness.

Sam remembers the Pearl ink scratches saying that Cantika was not as good as Sam knew her, and Ando saying bad things about Cantika. The last Sam remembered the photo of himself and Cantika that looked so original. "Does he still keep it? I have to see the authenticity of the photo" said Sam who tried to find the whereabouts of the photo.

"I don't want to spend my old days with snake women, and women who only love my wealth. I'll prove it to Papi, if Cantika's a bad woman. I'd rather live alone than torture this heart with Cantika" said Sam, speaking alone, with his hands flipping through the file and all the storage.

Sam was hoping to get that photo again.

"What is this?"