Love for Sin

Episode 41

We stopped at a beautiful park in the middle of the town square... The park is a little quiet...

I sat on a long bench... And Riyan was sitting next to me... And keep looking at me...

"Darling why???... What's up???... Say the same thing."

I just kept quiet... Trying to calm my mind...

"Darling... Don't just shut up... C'mon say... You why??? "

"Mas... "

"Yes dear... "

"I... L'm... Want to be in the same mate Abi... "

"What??? At jodohin???... In the same soul who is dear... You don't want to... They will come to your house... He will propose to you... Before the man came... You want to, don't you, baby??? "

"I don't know... He just came... And he said he wanted to propose to me... I'm stumped... I should be happy... Or I should be sad... Since that night... All the beautiful shadows of marriage are only a wish for me... "My mouth began to shed tears

"Darling... Say the same... What is the name of the man... I'll talk... Darling I don't want to lose you... "His mouth took my bowed chin in tears...

"Mas... I don't want you anything else... Let me explain it... I don't know if he'll accept anything.. I don't want to disappoint people as good as him... "

"Are you starting to like him... "Speak Riyan looked at me sharply

"No.... I don't like it... I just want to be friends with him... Not more mas... Because my body is no longer holy... "I keep crying...

He pulled my body... He hugged me very tightly...

"Mas.... Lepasins... I don't like you hugging like this... Lepasins... I don't want to add to my sins... "My mouth kept on thrashing for Riyan to let me go

"No dear... You feel the love... You will soon be my bride.... Anyhow... "

He kept hugging me very tightly

"Mas.... I beg you to release... Mas sick.... I can't breathe... "My son kept crying

He took off his embrace.... And wipe my tears... He held both of my cheeks... For me to look into his two eyes...

"Look at mas. They'll do anything... Even if it should hurt someone... I don't want my heart gems taken by people.... He will be responsible... Because of the people who ruined you... You ready... Now I'll talk to Abi and Umi... Come on, mas... "

He grabbed my hand and pulled me into the car...

"Mas... What would you do... I don't want a mas... I don't want to... I couldn't see the disappointment of my parents... I beg you to release me... "

"Shut up baby... Now I will face both of your parents... "

He kept pulling my hand and putting me in his car...

"We're going to your house... I'll tell you everything"

"Don't mas.... Let Meira tell Abi and Umi.... Please mas... "My father begged

"Son... Meningan you diem... "He said very rudely...

I who saw his treatment was very afraid... Because this time he was angry until it was like that...

I just stayed in my tears and followed all her wishes

Arrived at my house... My heart is so agitated... I'm afraid Umi and Abi are mad at me...

Riyan was ready to hold my hand to enter the fence and knock on my living room door...

Geck... Geck... Geck...

"Assalamot... "Father

I who tried to persuade him to abandon his intention was fruitless... I can only surrender...

"Assalamot... "Tap him again

"Waalaikum greetings... "Guard from the inside...

Umi opened the living room door... And was surprised to see Riyan still holding my hand

"You... You want Riyan... "Umi's speech..

"Assalamualikum... I want to meet Umi and Abi... What can" said Riyan while greeting Ummiku's hand

"Yes can... But what's up, Riyan... Why are you holding Umi's child's hand like that... "

"Sorry Umi... I don't want Meira to leave... That's why I'm like this... I can come in... "

"Oh yes, son... Comein... "

Umi looked at me sharply... I just ducked... Don't dare look at my Umi face...

"Please mas.... I'm not gonna run... "My words are slim...

But Riyan won't take my hand off... Until we sat on the couch...

"Please Riyan... Let go of Meira's hand... You guys are not muhrim... "Umi's Speaker

"No umi... I just want to talk to Abi for a minute... I can meet Abi now... "Speak Riyan firmly...

Umi called Abi in the room.... From the face of Umi... Umi does not like the attitude of Riyan who has carelessly held my hand like holding the hand of a criminal.... Tight and very strong... Until my hands were swollen...