
After the magrib prayer...I took the time to teach my heart to be calmer...My mom was in the kitchen preparing dinner....
"Where Ma...Mama persuaded Meira, didn't she???"Said Riyan who was suddenly behind Mama
"Belom...He was teaching in his room... It seems like this time it will be harder than before dech Riyan.."
"Yes Ma.. Like she was...I have to how Ma...I really didn't know it was going to be like this..."
"You just pray Riyan that Meira will forgive you..."
"Yes Ma...Yes, Riyan went to the room first...There's work that Riyan has to do.."
"Yes, son.."
"Mas Riyan passed away leaving the kitchen towards the room...
In Mama's room..I just finished my salary...I cleared my face and prayer mats and immediately took my instant hijab...I went out of the room intending to help Mama cook dinner...
"Ma...Does anyone need Meira to help???"My speech
"Not to baby...It's over kog...Just stay on the serve..."
" Emm Maafin Meira yah Ma..Meira taught me just now..."
"Yes, baby, no papa..There's also bi Yam helping Mama.."
"Emmm Yes if there is nothing to help....Meira said to the room first Ma..Meira wants a break.."
"Aren't you having dinner, baby???"
"Sir Ma..Meira has no appetite...Later if Meira is hungry...Meira just eat alone..."
"But baby...Poor baby in your stomach ... Mending you eat first keep resting.."
"No Ma...Later on..."
"Emmm yeah already then.."
"Meira to the room first Ma.."
"Yes dear.."
I went back to Mama's room to lay down my tired body because all day long ago the streets were growing sick hearted by the words from Tasya earlier...
Dinner has arrived...
Mamma..Denise.. And Riyan immediately headed to the dining table...
"Ma...Where's meira???"Saying to Riyan
"She said she'd take a break from Riyan.."
"Has she eaten???"
"Yet...Mama told him to eat...But he doesn't want to... He said later.."
"Yes Allah.. Let Riyan anterin food into Mama's room first well Ma.."
"But Ma.."
"Riyans...Let Mama bring Meira... You better eat now"
"Emmm not dech Ma... Suddenly, Riyan's appetite is gone...Riyan to the room just dech.."
Mas Riyan left the dining room...
"What else is Ma...Not that they got along.."Denis kepo
"Emmm Yes that's how the household is...If there is no quarrel it feels less delicious...You will know for yourself when you are married...Yes, let's continue eating...Don't mind their problems..."Mama Say
"Emmm yes sich Ma..."
Finish eating...Mama came into the room and brought me a plate of rice and a side dish as well..Not to forget also Mama brought a glass of warm milk strawberry flavor placed on the tray...
"Meira...Wake up son..."
"Emmm Yes Ma..."I said while sitting on the edge of the bed
"Let's eat first..."Say Mama put a tray containing food and drinks
"Mama bothered to bring me all the food...I can take Ma.."My speech
"Gpp darling...Than you don't eat...Pity your baby...He must be hungry too....In the first trimester like you, you have to eat a lot of nutritious food and also drink milk...Let the ingredients be healthy...You are healthy too...".
"Emmm thank you Ma..."My speech
"Yes dear...Yes, let's eat...It's still warm..."
"Emmm Yes Ma.."
I prayed first and ate the food you brought for me...
In between eating..My mother started talking to me...
"Darling...Mama can talk to you .."
" May dong Ma.."My speech
"Son....It's not that Mama is going to defend Riyan...But Mama knows Riyan loves you so much, son... There's no way he'll turn away from you....Tasiah... Desi...It was just the past for Riyan.... After his Papa died...Riyan is getting naughty...It's all because he's frustrated at staying with his Papa ....But Mama is grateful since she met you she changed a lot...He wants to study religion again...Mama doesn't want to love Riyan until she becomes the old Riyan...So Mama please be with you...Don't fuck him like this, son...Mama knows you're very hurt by Tasya's words...But Mama's asking please don't be mad at Riyan..."Mama said as she shed her tears Karna remembered the dark period of Riyan
"Ma...No cry...Ma Sorry Meira... Meira won't leave Riyan Kog...Meira also loves her Ma..."
"Thank you son...You want to love your son...Mama hope after this you will forgive your husband well son..."Say Mama again
"Yes Ma...But just for tonight I want to sleep with Mama...I want to remember my heart and mind first Ma...Can you please Ma???"
"Yes dear...Can kog..."
"Thank you Ma.."
"Yes dear.. Let's eat again ..."
"Well Ma..."