Love for Rahma

damn carrier

*Alvendra was sitting in bed and staring at a picture of her parents making her heart ache..

"i won't let that woman get out of here..

I hate him so much" Alven said as if he would not listen to his mother's last message..

"from today on he won't be able to get out of that room" Alven told himself and picked up the phone next to him

📞halo Bis" said Alven

📞halo young master.there can I help you?"ask Bisma

📞hmm..

I want Nur brought here to take care of the house" Alven said

📞baik sir..

tomorrow morning I'll make sure Nur's bik is there" Bisms said

📞hmm" said Alven instantly shut down his phone

"thank God Mr. Alven doesn't seem to have any more grudges with Miss Rahma..

mister wants Bik Nur there to help Miss Rahma not to be too tired" said Bisma...

Alven stood up and walked outside the room and locked the door of the room occupied by Rahma after Alven finished re-entering the room ..

Alven stood staring out of the room and gazing up at the sky there were many stars this night..

"i hate him so much..

why do all women make my life so hard..

I really hate him..

Arghhhhh" shouted Alven and hit the wall beside him..

"arghhh why I lost someone I love Whyaaa" Alven said

"my father's mother misses you so much" said Alven bowing his head and a circle of tears flowed without the consent of the owner..

"why my life why is it like this..

I should be able to ban mom and dad ..why don't you guys want to hear me huh why????

why do you want so much to make that woman happy, that woman is the bringer of Siall" said Alven with emotion.

Alven sits in a balcony for hours..

put out everything he felt

said everything he wanted to say..

Alven then swallowed some of his sleeping pills and laid his body in the bed..

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Rahma heard all the words Alven said from inside her room, and could only shut her mouth and let her tears flow and run to her bed..

Rahma sat on the bed with tears that seemed to not stop

"why is Brother Alven so evil with me..

father's mother is right what Brother Alven said I am a carrier of shit ma'am" said Rahma interrupted between tears..

"how will I survive here ma'am..

I'm not even considered to be Alven's sister's wife I'm considered to be mom and dad's killer..

what should I do "Rahma spoke in a very soft and stingy voice

"sister Alven is so mean to me ...

can I be here ..

alven's gaze seemed to really kill me..

why doesn't Alven understand this is not my will" said Rahma

"no no" Rahma shook her head..

"I'm not a killer let alone a fucking carrier..

I'll prove my innocence ..

I'll keep trying to convince Mr. Alven that I'm not a fucking carrier..

if he can't accept me to be his wife again at least I'll ask him to divorce me and I'll go back to take care of my sister..

I must not be weak I must be strong" Rahma said gently wiping her tears

"i have to rest immediately in order to wake up early to prepare Mr. Alven food..

whether to eat or not, I will make it "said Rahma to lay down her body..

"god I wish this was just a nightmare .I don't want this to be real" said Rahma closing her eyes..