Love for Rahma

Undecided

"then we better talk to Rahma, ma'am." said Lina's mother

"well mom..

but whatever Rahma's decision later I hope the mother and father are not angry..

I fear that Rahma has disappointed you" Fatma's mother said

lina's mother smiled

"we've been thinking about the risks ma'am." said Lina's mother

"all right, I call Rahma first..

excuse me, said Fatma's mother

"well ma'am." said Lina's mother and Agus sir together

fatma's mother walked back to look for Rahma

"Rahma .." Call Fatma's mother

"yes, ma'am.why.?"ask Rahma

"mother Lina and Mr. Agus want to talk to you son." said Fatma's mother with an anxious face

"but why is mom sad..

have they stopped making donations for this home" said Rahma

"no boy.this is not at all about this orphanage..

but it concerns you." said Mother Fatma

"why is there anything with me" asked Rahma

"mom can't explain now son..

it's not good if you linger here for a long time..

now we go ahead to meet Lina's mother and Agus" said rahma

"yes ma'am come on." said Rahma

"actually what is it.why does the mother of the fatma look restless." said Rahma in her heart

Rahma is in the living room..

"what is ma'am ..

I want to talk to Rahma." asked Rahma

"Relisa ..

do you want to marry your child." asked Lina's mother with a smile and looked at Rahma's face

Rahma looked at Fatma's mother and Ujang sir took turns

"mother Lina joked "Rahma said with a slight laugh

"no dear..

mother doesn't joke .." said Lina's mother still with her smile..

Rahma looks shocked and then looks back at Fatma's mother and Ujang sir..

"but ma'am..

married..

even Rahma had never imagined it in the least." said Rahma

"why Nak..

you didn't graduate from school." asked Lina's mother

"ah.iya ma'am Rahma has indeed graduated from school..

but that doesn't mean Rahma wants to get married..

Rahma still wants to go to college

even Rahma still wants to work to finance Rahma's sister until they go to high school" said Rahma

"but son even though he is married Rahma can still go to college" said Lina's mother

"iya ma'am.but get married." said Rahma

"yes son..

I want Rahma to be my daughter-in-law..

I'm very sure Rahma can be a good wife for a mother's child..

and to all your sister's..

you can fund their school to high without you having to work..

and after all, now it is difficult to find work if only graduates smk dear..

marry your mother's son..

and you can still go to college without having to think about the cost to you and your sister..

mother will pay for them all." said Lina Long's mother..

"married..??

"what am I to accept." said Rahma in her heart..

"sad you don't have to answer now.just think about what Mom said..

the day after you take your mother's and father's pilgrimage will be here again" said Lina's mother

Rahma did not answer she just nodded slowly..

"i know it's a tough decision for you, son..

whatever your decision, I won't insist." said Lina's mother

lina's mother is standing up..

"then I say goodbye to Fatma's mother Pak Ijang." said Lina's mother

"well ma'am" said Fatma's mother

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"do I have to get married..

right said Lina's mother..

I'm just a graduate smk

it's a job I can do later but if I get married..

can I..

I don't even know who I'm getting married to

how nature..

not even his name I know..

But if I refuse Lina's mother and Agus sir don't know myself once..

from the past with their help, I also my mother and sister can survive until now..

oh God what will I choose." said Rahma in her own heart

"your son has not yet slept." said Fatma's mother suddenly beside Rahma

"ah mother surprised me" Rahma said with a smile

"you're daydreaming, baby..

mother has been here since." said Fatma's mother

"forgive Rahma ma'am." said Rahma

"it's okay, honey...

what you think..

what disturbs your mind son." said Fatma's mother is not the habit of Rahma to sleep until late like this

"no, ma'am Rahma didn't think of anything" Rahma said

"sad you know you must be lying" Fatma's mother said

Rahma put her head on Fatma's mother's lap..

"buu Rahma bungung..

Rahma did not know what to decide." said Rahma

"mother Fatma stroked Rahma's head

son.follow your heart..

the future of happiness is in your own hands dear" said Fatma's mother

but ma'am..

if I agree to marry Lina's mother's son..

my sister's future will be visible mom..

they will be able to go to high school later if no one adopts them" Rahma said.

"if I don't agree to marry..

maybe they could go to high school too..

even if I work and raise money long enough ..

can I charge you, ma'am." said Rahma again

"mom can't answer that, baby..

but the future nobody knows, baby..

we can only plan for it, but nothing in the world can go straight..

there must be a time when the road is winding, son." said Mother Fatma

"mother has no news yet that she wants to adopt a younger sister." asked Rahma

"there's honey..

4 People were here yesterday..

but they just saw..

before adopting a child they should also negotiate dearly..

because they must be able to give full affection to the child who will be adopted" said Fatma's mother

Rahma.

"dear now go to sleep..

think again tomorrow..

it's not good if we don't get enough sleep, son." said Fatma's mother

"well ma'am." said Rahma

then Fatma's mother came out of her son's room..

"Rahma looked up at the sky of her room..

what decision will I make..

married..

it hasn't even crossed my mind all this time..

can I be a good wife..

what am I going to do now..

on the other hand, I don't want to get married..

but if I treat Lina's mother for sure she'll be disappointed ..

I have to return their favor..

but if I get married ..

is my husband a good person as well as Mr. Ujang..

I'm afraid my household isn't happy because I don't know her at all...

ahh I tangent .." said Rahma

Rahma then lay on her stomach .and cried

"what decision will I make..

I tangent.." said Rahma softly and sobbed..

Rahma sobbed until she fell asleep still in a prone position..

Rahma was not aware that crying before going to bed would make her eyes swell* ..