
The streets of Bandung suddenly crowded and jammed, I don't know what made the crisis happen. Usually the time taken from his old house to his new house is only about 15 minutes, but this afternoon it has been 1 hour the car driven by Mirza is not moving at all. His body was very tired once again coupled with the various problems he was facing at this time. Mirza's phone rang, and it turned out to be the umpteenth time Kirana called her. He weakly picked up the phone from his wife.
"Hallo, " Mirza said.
"Hallo Mas, where are you? " Tanya Kirana was worried.
"This is me still on the road, from earlier the car did not move. " Answer Mirza listens
"Uh, even though I want to tell you that the usual road there is a traffic accident Mas so jammed. You the hell from earlier I call not lifted up. " Talk Kirana
"Hehehe, yes sorry dear. " Say Mirza
"It's still a long time ago? " Task Kirana
"Son, this is starting to go. What's the phone? "
"What a question is Mas, I can't call my husband. " Answer Kirana
"May dear may, but this I will soon meet at home yes soon I will be home. " Said Mirza
"Yes, be careful on the road. " Message of Kirana
"Yes dear, " Reply Mirza
After hanging up her phone Mirza continued her journey. 15 minutes later Mirza entered the complex area of her house, but until in front of the house Mirza's cell phone rang again and after seeing it turned out to be a call from Sister Ana.
"Hallo sus, what's wrong? " Tanya Mirza
"Hallo Pa, " answered Aletha his son
"Dear, why son? " Tanya Mirza seemed excited to hear her son call again
"I want to see Papap, today mama is angry with me Pa. " Adu Aletha on her papa.
"Why so angry, baby? " Tanya Mirza
"So I wanted to ask my mom to eat her, but she told me not to be spoiled. " Said Aletha sobbing
"What is mama again? " Tanya Mirza
"Mama was up and running away, "Aletha replied
"Where to? " Tanya Mirza
"Don't know, I'd like to see Papap now. " Say Aletha cried making Mirza confused to face her.
"Pap will work again, next week Ale moved here so can meet papap continue. " Mirza calms her son
"But I'm staying the same papap right? " Task Aletha again.
"Hm, I—iya dear see later yes. " Say Mirza was nervous
"Don't want to stay with me? " Tanya Aletha
"Not that dear, —"
Geck.. Geck.. Tok
Mirza's words stopped because suddenly someone knocked on her car glass. Mirza opened the window of her car, and after it opened it turned out to be his wife Kirana. She quickly turned off her phone and kept her cell phone.
"Mas, why don't you come in? " Ask his wife
"Eu— anu, I picked up the phone first from the client. You did come out, it's dark. " Say Mirza
"Here I go throw some trash, "Reply Kirana
"Sir Arif where is it? " Tanya Mirza
"Again buy gallon Mas to minimarket. I have opened the gate. " Say Kirana
"No, no need. Let me open it. You get in " Mirza said get out of her car and open the gate of the house. After that he drove his car to put it in the Carpot.
Kirana waited for her husband to park her car and greet her husband, after which they went inside together.
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After finishing her bath and getting dressed, Mirza set her foot towards the dining table. There was Kirana waiting for him.
"Why not eat first, " said Mirza while sitting at the dining table.
"What's wrong, you're from your mom's house? " Tanya Kirana while pouring rice into her husband's plate
"She stopped by first, Mom, who told you? " Answer Mirza
"I went to my mom, hehehe. " Say Mirza
"Oh, kangen huh? " Ledek Mirza on his wife
"No, just worried. This is eat first." Kirana gave me her plate
"Hmm, lie. Must be kangen. " Mirza is back to teasing his wife
"What the heck are you, have we eaten first. "
"Dear-yes, this is eating. " Reply Mirza
"It's a shame, tomorrow it's washed the same as Ms. Ning. " Tegur Mirza to his wife
"Stage, mas. You go up first and I will follow. " Say Kirana.
"We're moving into the upper room again? " Tanya Mirza sumringah
"Yes, the lower room will be filled with Dinda. " Answer replied Kirana while cleaning her hands after washing the dishes
"Dinda want to move here? " Tanya Mirza
"Later to talk in the room. " Say Kirana
"Judah we rest now, I am so tired today" Mirza lamented
"Yes Mas. "chapters Kirana.
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Until Mirza's room went straight up to the bed and checked her phone. Unlike Kirana who changed clothes first and as usual before going to bed she wore her skincare series. When he was finished, he went up to the bed.
Kirana put a pillow on her headboard to rest her back. Seeing her husband focus on her phone, Kirana scolds him.
"This is at home loh Mas, can not his cell phone saved. " Smoothly stir Kirana
"Yes, baby, I checked the email for a moment, I was afraid that something was important. " Answer replied Mirza was still focusing on her phone.
"Say you want something to say to me? If not, I want to rest. " Answer Kirana
Hearing his wife talk like that, Mirza put her phone on the nightstand next to the bed.
"I'm sorry. " Mirza turned her body towards Kirana and stroked her head slowly.
"Yes, next time if at home do not focus on the same mobile phone. I also want to be watched out for you. " Kirana poured out her heart to her husband
"Yes, baby yes. Oh yes about dinda who wants to occupy the lower room what is it? " Tanya Mirza
"Oh that, Dinda will run out of research now again compile his report. He kept asking me to be his guide, so I told Dinda to stay here for a while. Sorry I didn't let you go yet. " Talk Kirana
"Why permission, you are also the host here. But remember yes guided just do not be helped later be given the same opportunity Dinda. " Mirza said to commemorate his wife.
"Yes, you calm down. Then you want to say what I am, is there anything important? " Tanya Kirana seriously.
"Hmm, i—it." Mirza stammered
"That's what Mas? " Tanya Kirana doesn't understand
"I—that I saw the sanitary napkin in the bathroom, you again came in the month huh? " Tanya Mirza hesitated
"Oh, if you want to ask what is it. I—iya I again came in the month of Mas. You want to ask for rations, huh? " Tanya Kirana teases her husband
"Hmm, it's not that. " Say Mirza
"What's going on? You're disappointed because I came by the moon. " Say Kirana
"No, there are serious things that I want to talk about but you don't get angry. "
"Depends Mas. Aboutwhat? " Tanya Kirana was curious
"But I'm sorry about that before. What if I asked you to delay pregnancy? " Task Mirza carefully for fear of offending her wife.
"Why is it, Mas? You don't want to have a child with me? " Task Kirana
"It's not so dear, you don't misunderstand me. I just want to enjoy the past with you and not her you also want a career first. But if you do not want to delay is also okay, as comfortable as you just. " Mirza smiled as she clasped his wife's hand.
"Yes, if that's you, I'll take it. If the reason is like that, what is important is what you say it is not for any other reason. " Reply Kirana firmly
Jamb.. Mirza's face immediately turned worried, for some reason what Kirana said was disturbing her thoughts. But in front of Kirana he tried to normalize his face again like there was nothing.
"Another reason is that there is no dear. But if you want to have children now I'm ready. " Say Mirza
"Yes yes. I'm not ready to have kids either. Although in terms of financial we are able but honestly mentally I am not ready as well. But if I can be honest from the bottom of my heart, I want to have a child from you. I can't wait for Mirza Junior. " She told her husband.
"Later after we are really ready, we are pregnant if we need to program twins. " Say Mirza comforted his wife
"If that's when you have time, I want to consult a gynecologist about contraception that is suitable for me. " Talk Kirana
"Tomorrow I have time, you call Arga first to ask for the best obstetrician recommendation. "
"What is it that I'm okay to call Arga? " Task Kirana
"You ask Mika, don't go there Arga will continue. " Mirza was upset.
"It's so stressful for my husband. " Speak Kirana angrily while pinching her husband's cheek.
"Udah yes I want to rest, oh yes one more for use during in Bali tomorrow after from the Hospital we stop by the Mall yes, I promise Arsen to shop. "
"Yes, the boss is ready. Yehudah ye rest ye. "
"It's a break, you can't do it either. " Mirza said as she laid down her body as well as Kirana.
Moments later, Mirza looked at Kirana who had fallen asleep, and she looked at her beautiful wife while sleeping. He rubbed Kirana's hair slowly.
I'm sorry Kirana, not that I don't want to have a child from you but I'm afraid when I have a child from you papa and mama increasingly can't accept with the presence of Aletha. And I'm also sorry that I haven't had the guts to be honest about my time and about Aletha. I was afraid that you would leave me, but I was also afraid that I would have to lose Aletha. Even though I just found out that Aletha is my son, I feel that there is a bond between the two of us. Honestly, it's hard for me, Kirana. I hope that when one day you find out all this, you can understand and can understand me. Kirana, how I do not want to lose you in my life, you are not only a rib for me, but you are also like blood in a body without which I would lose my life.