Love For Khansa

part 72 - feeling guilty

In every turmoil of your heart remember Allah and think. The words of his brother who was remembered by Khansa, even though he was gathering with his oral family never forgot to recite, he didn't want anyone to know what he was going through.

Ameer returns after talking to Athar's doctor, and the battery will be scanning. It was not Athar's doctor who did it but later azzam's doctor who would take over the handling for the battery.

In view of his own healthy battery he still continues to joke with Nini, because Nini is the one who can make the spirit battery to live his day. Khansa was silent when she looked at her husband, Ameer could not help but smile.

" Later dad will do the scanning".

" that's nothing you don't need in clening as well" said aki.

" in scanning aki". Alira said sometimes the grandfather was between joking and serious almost the same.

" thank God if it's okay, we better check". Said Ameer approaching next to the battery.

" you go home pity incu aki must nyariin his father ". Aki remembered Gaza, she remembered when Gaza ran away from her home yesterday.

" you've called his battery don't worry about there being a mother, we'll go home after the battery do scanning yes".

Ameer turned to sit next to Khansa, it was a little different even Khansa's smile looked pushy. Ameer wanted to grab Khansa's fingers but slowly Khansa pulled her, for her every touch of Ameer was a mistake. Ameer also understood for him that maybe Khansa was embarrassed because of this in a public place.

Azzam doctors also come and check the battery first, as the head of the hospital as well as azzam doctor professional doctors always visit patients who would need extra handling..

" how can you do now" said Ameer he seemed to want to go home to meet with Gaza.

" you can help me inside." Ameer nodded.

Aki was pushed by several nurses to enter the scanning room. Doctor Ameer pointed at the back of the head to make it look hard impact that occurred at that time.

" Just a bruise does not happen anything". said the doctor azzam check the details of the battery head, Ameer also took a clear note.

" yeah father Alhamdulillah, it takes a lot of rest just like it". Ameer said after also seeing the details of the battery head.

Aki was out of the scanning tool and the nurse drove them back to her room again.

" how". Ask the mother to stand up when she sees Ameer walking in the gurney that the nurse is pushing.

" Thank God it's okay to be safe".

" has Abah said, Abah it's okay to just hurt Abah's head".

" yes you have come home to pity Gaza must have been waiting ". Barra told Khansa.

" yes Abi"., Khansa said, then walked out of the hospital first.

Ameer who is still installing the infusion did not know if Khansa had come out first ".

At the sight of Khansa who does not look Ameer still continues to walk to the outside he saw his wife was already beside Ameer's car waiting for her.

" Kok not wait for brother, dear." now Ameer has begun to dare to call Khansa with affection.

' O Allah why Brother Ameer actually preyed on Khansa dear, is he hypocritical to cover his heart from doctor Salsabila '. Monologue Khansa in heart.

" it's not finished changing the battery infusion". Ameer said he started to start his car, before Ameer rubbed the head of the khansa first.

Gaza who was playing with Oma saw his father's car coming home very happy. He then ran to the door to meet his father Ameer and mother Khansa.

" dad..." Gaza running, Ameer immediately spread his hand to welcome the daughter who immediately carried Ameer.

After a short conversation with Gaza and Aisha, Ameer and Khansa climbed to the top for some cleaning.

" rest first yes, it looks like aki can go home later in the afternoon we will go to Abi's house just don't need to go to the hospital anymore. You must be tired, right". Ameer rubbed Khansa's head and went into the bathroom.

Ameer caught the change from Khansa he just fell silent since coming home from the hospital and spoke only as necessary. Ameer is just afraid that Khansa is sick because she slept in the hospital last night.

Ameer prepared khansa's clothes, but Khansa forgot to enter the bathroom without her change of clothes.

" sister, please bring me my clothes.". Shouted Khansa from the bathroom.

" just wear clothes outside, baby, later in the bathroom wet loh" said Ameer deliberately teased the wife.

" sister bring it here please, if you don't want Khansa not to come out here".

" later, sister, yes, may".

" sister, this cold Khansa". Ameer chuckled to herself inside imagining how the red hue of Khansa's face was.

" Here comes out brother warm up".

" sister..." Ameer laughed. Because Ameer could not bear to give Khansa clothes, Khansa just stuck out her hand.

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It was quite a blistering afternoon that Ameer and Khansa did not leave the house they deliberately wanted to rest last night unable to sleep in the hospital. Gaza who Aisha had told her if her parents rested she did not bother and continued to play with Aisha and Oma.

Khansa sleeps on Ameer's back but Ameer is quick to hug khansa from behind. Khansa would not refuse, but she just kept quiet trying to close her eyes. Ameer hugged him while continuing to kiss Khansa's head.

" Sleep later in the afternoon we go to Abi's house". said Ameer who now has dared to approach him to touch Khansa.

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tears trickled down he remembered his guilt for separating Ameer and Salsabila. Marrying herself the woman I didn't love, that's what Khansa's mind now is.

' should I end this marriage, I don't want brother Ameer to be more tormented with me. Before it's too late, before I love him too much'. Monologue Khansa in heart.

Ameer was asleep hugging Khansa from behind, soft snoring sounding hot breath Ameer was felt in the niche of Khansa's neck makes her bristled.

Khansa could not close her eyes, her mind was at war against her feelings that were now beginning to appear in her heart. Khansa may have loved Ameer as much as she did Ammer.

That is how to love what is lawful to you is duty. Khansa continued to try to close her eyes so that she slept even though she was still in her husband's arms. He felt when the hand touched but when he remembered Nilam's words this morning he felt very guilty.Khansa slowly fell asleep in Ameer's arms.

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