Love For Khansa

Part 48. fragile heart

As hard as she held back her tears so as not to fall on her husband's navel, now Ammar was already underground. Accompanied by Barra and her nuclear family, Khansa still does not want to move on from eating her husband. The soil that is still wet smells of flowers that are still fragrant even the signboard listed is still newly engraved. Khansa rubbed the signboard that stuck in the mound.

Ameer two meters away behind Khansa could not he see the mound land. After inserting the body of Ammar into the burrow and mengadzani ameer out with a slightly limp state. Ameer continued to wipe her tears that were incessantly falling. In the womb together, born on the same day, passing his days together ringed in Ameer's mind.

" love your brother Ammar son." Abah the grandfather rubbed Ammar's shoulder.

" Like a cake dream, brother ammar goes."

" we cannot deny this fate, son, all God has written in his Mahfudz vow." said Abah, Ameer wiped his tears.

" Deliver your tears, your sadness will complicate the way to meet His Rabb." said grandfather so that Ameer stopped crying.

Almost an hour after everything went home, Khansa did not leave. I don't know what she did she whispered as if talking to her husband.

Dusk is now a sad time is almost Maghrib, slowly Barra approached asking Khansa to quickly stand up not good pregnant women are outside when will Maghrib arrive.

" Well, come home, your husband is calm there. God loves her so first pick her up, don't cry and keep pitying her". Barra said and then took Khansa. Dada Khansa felt tight to hold back her cries since she was at the funeral earlier.

" I'm not strong, grandpa". Say ameer when going to bring a car to go home.

" let your uncle Ikrom take the car". Ameer always felt guilty because she could not save her brother, so blame her profession all this time as a doctor.

The residence of Azzam doctors is still crowded some mourners there are new ones also from relatives of Azzam or ammar business partners. A respected and famous person, Ammar although new but he is already known as a successful young businessman. Azzam is famous as a great doctor.

Khansa took ablution water to perform Maghrib prayers in her room, preferring to remain silent in her husband's room. Khansa was silent as she recalled her cold figure of Husband turning sweet the moment in front of her.

the flashback

" i got wet" when they were about to perform the magrib ammar prayer deliberately splashing water into Khansa.

" A little bit, baby". Ammar chuckles.

" i'm going to change into this shirt." Ammar laughs it's his way to get his wife to change house clothes, ammar happy to see Khansa wearing a short negligee only when in his room.

Flashback off

Khansa took a breath in her hapus again a tear that fell again. Khansa prayed and asked Allah to give him a way.

" o God I am a witness if my husband is the best man, he never hurt me in the least. Forgive all his sins, accept all his deeds and give him a clear path to return to You." test... The tears never stopped.

The voices of those who read Yasin were heard to leave the house, the neighbors also attended to pray for ammar who had gone home. Khansa sits with her family accompanied by Aisha, her gaze blank she just keeps remembering her togetherness with Ammar. Aisha has accepted her fate if her firstborn son has left and will never return.

" it's a pity to eat yes since you haven't eaten" said Aisha brought a plate containing rice, rib soup and crackers as a complement. Usually Khansa really likes her food.

" Khansa is not hungry" said Khansa without looking at Aisha.

" boy, ammar would be sad to see you like this at least think of the baby in your belly, son. Since then he has not fed you, Ammar put his seeds in your stomach so that he can accompany your day". Aisha.

dug..

It felt like Khansa's stomach was kicking inside as if she had protested since Khansa had not fed. Khansa just silently did not respond, usually he will laugh cheerfully if the baby kicked.

" eat a little, baby." woo Aisha again. Still the same mouth of Khansa said the slightest he would not open it.

Aisha shakes her head towards all no one can seduce Khansa at this time. Alira then met her husband Barra who was sitting by the door, whispering something to her. Then Barra stood following alira to the back, when Barra passed by as if Khansa was not aware of the figure of his ashes passing by.

" Want to eat first." said Barra rubbed khansa's shoulder.

" Khansa is not hungry BI" he said again the same.

" You may not be hungry, but your son's love you have pity he must be very hungry inside. Are you gonna torture him, son, what if Ammar finds out he's gonna be mad at you ". Barra.

" Hix... Abi mas ammar left." spilled another cry at the hug of his ashes.

" Kid you know doomed, man has been written until when he set foot on this earth. And it's time for the deadline for ammar in this world, son. If you are like this, she will be sad to see you. Your life still has to run as hard as we ask if it is His will we will not be able to miss ", said Barra directly about Khansa's fragile heart.

" Now eat yes, pity your son since from school, your stomach has not filled anything, except a little water. She must be crying starving trying to make you feel she's been moving since". Then Khansa rubbed her stomach, the baby in her womb kept moving.

Eventually Khansa lost her will to eat through the hands of her brother Barra. Khansa was very close to Barra, the first love of a daughter was her father. All who saw Khansa had started to want to eat even though they were a little relieved and happy.

The voice of the person reading Yasin was still heard echoing in the house of the doctor Azzam. There are many people led by Grandpa.

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Othor nulis while nyesek this is God, how sad ya 🥺.