LOVE FOR IZZA

I Love You Very Much..

ARLAN POV

I was still standing in front of the door, even my hand that had initially pressed the door slightly to open so it shook along with the roar of breath and blood flow to the heart.

For the first time I felt truly heartbroken the highest level of my life.

I realize one thing now, it hurts so much to know you don't want to be around by someone, it doesn't mean anything to the person you love so much.

Apart from the mistakes I made last night to backfire, through that I also became aware of his heart .

The warm smile she was now giving, the soothing hug was also all that she was giving me this time. I thought he could accept my presence in his life. But the fact is not.

What I was hoping for so much that I was lulled into his unreal love.

I was heartbroken to feel that it meant nothing to my wife. He accepted this marriage only because of his parents.

He has been pretending all along.

What does he pay attention to me pretending..?

Was her warm embrace also pretending..?

What every single thing she did to become a filial wife was also pretending.. ?

He's the smart one pretending or I'm the stupid one. ?

"Ar, you've come.. " I know papa was surprised to see me standing at the door.

Mama was seen wiping away her tears as she realized my presence . Right there, on the patient's bed. The person I love so much looks down on me.

Although he gave such a painful look, but honestly my heart softened. I was too happy to be back with him. He refused to even see me all day. I missed her gaze, forgetting the pain I felt when I heard all her words before the door.

I even still hope, still hoping in his eyes that there is me there, his heart. Although only a little .

"Darling, you want to eat cake.. ?" tawalku.

Mama and papa look at each other, maybe they hope I just came to not hear all the complaints of his son.

"No.."

Although he spoke because of rejection, but honestly my originally cold heart warmed up again, until I unconsciously smiled and kissed his forehead full of affection.

"Isn't this your favorite..?"

"I don't like redvelvet.."

Mama and papa I saw a long sigh, I started to think. Guess. Because he rarely spends it if I buy this cake. He'll take her to the store tomorrow. Is it possible this is how she lives with Reihan's memories.

A moment of silence until the sound of papa fahat made me re-conscious of this world that I was still there.

"Ar, you want to nemenin papa ngopi..? "

"Yes pa.. " I stood back up and kissed her forehead, "I came out for a minute." she looked at me. The look in my eyes that always drives me crazy and even forgets that he just hurt me.

No answer came out of those beautiful lips until I came out of the room with papa.

"Ar, what's the problem..? " i know this is just the reason papa asked me to coffee. The truth is he wanted to introduce me.

One thing I admire about Izza, he just said he hated traitors. He did not open my disgrace. Ahh baby, I know you're actually a sholehah wife .

"It's a test, maybe it's the baby so he's so mad at you. Don't think about it. Papa knows how papa's daughter. Don't bother with all of his words.. " Papa looks very wise, if the other father-in-law will probably ask his son to be returned to him. I am grateful to have in-laws like my dad. He still believes me.

"He wants to go home to batam.Do you allow it, to be honest because this problem a little papa worry about his health and content. Let him calm down first, you can talk later. Do you allow Ar..? " Papa stared intensely at me.

"If papa thinks it's best, I'll let him pa.. Pregnant women cannot be stressed.. "

After hearing the decision I took, papa patted my shoulder again. Even embracing. I think this is a form of support for me.

I just hope Izza is happier to have her pregnancy, no matter how much it hurts me because I'll be away from her later. Most importantly he and our future children are healthy and happy.

POV END'S

Either because he is happy to be allowed to go home to Batam, or happy ranking he will be far away and apart from Arlan. Izza's health has improved dramatically. Until the next day he was allowed to go home.

Lastri who came with her husband was also happy to hear that Izza was able to go home . They prepared a little surprise, a special dinner at Arlan's house.

But immediately happiness faded when Fahat expressed his utmost to his iron family.

Lastri was filled with guilt, because he was all that happened, but he did not have the courage to apologize.

"Arlan allows considering the condition of the pregnant izzas..

It might not be long either. Let the condition get a little better first, sir, ma'am.. " Fahat asked for his iron understanding.

"Yes, Mr. Fahat, we'll follow. The important thing is Izza is happy. ." Arlan's father looks wise, so there is no need to feel complicated. Because things are hot.

In room.

Izza who had just fallen asleep was surprised because of the presence of Arlan who hugged him arat from behind. He also intends to take it off.

"Let me hug you like this, tonight alone Za. "the voice of Arlan who was like begging made Izza could not bear to refuse him.

Arlan held back the roar of his heart, even his eyes heated up holding back the liquid that would drop at any time.

"You know Za, now the most important thing to me is you. You and our future son.. " Arlan rubbed gently on his wife's flat stomach.

"Never think I'm ignoring you, but I just want to see you happy. If you are happy, our future children will also be happy.. " Arlan tried to have a heart-to-heart talk tonight with his wife.

"One thing you should know, I never betrayed you Za, never once did I intend to betray our marriage. I won't force you to trust me. Because I want you alone who will be able to judge through your heart .." Arlan moved one hand on Izza's chest.

"A.k.."

Izza's words stopped because of Arlan's one finger movement in front of his lips.

"Hustt....

You don't have to say anything baby, I believe in your heart. I only have one wish for you dear.." Arlan's hands moved back to the abdomen.

"Please take care of him for me. I love you. So very.. " His voice trembled as he kissed his wife's head.

Arlan was only afraid, afraid that Izza could not accept the presence of her son like her present presence. Fear makes him think negative things.

Let it be that if there is no name at all in the heart of his wife, at least half of his soul will be present through the birth of their two children.

Let it be, he will try iklas release the love that he has been forcing.

If that love comes back, it means they are indeed a match. If not, let it be. Most importantly for her Izza was also their future child happy .