LOVE FOR IZZA

The Pangs that Stifle the Chest

"Abang. . izza coming huhuhu.... " Whani rubbed a gravestone that read Muhamad Reyhan bin Aziz Mualaf.

After a week in the hospital after a coma. Whani forced to go home to Pahang. Visiting her husband's grave.

According to papa's story, 1 day later after the accident. The bodies of Reihan and Amir were found by fishermen. Her parents were found the next day. Fahat had followed coming to the pahang in Reihan's hometown to see the funeral of one family.

"Abang... Why did you leave Izza... "

Papa who came with him joined in tears. Followed by Reihan's other brothers. They quietly let Whani cry out to pour out her heart.

"Why brother go after our love united.why... "

"I feel like dying now bang ... wake up... !!"

"Why did you go away I bang huhu... "

"You said ask for a gift right on arrival in Batam. let's wake up bang. I'll give it to you. everything... "

Papa Muai approached, hugging his son's shoulder. Whani immediately buried her face in the chest of her papa.

"Papa.huhu... "

Fahat rubbed his hair gently Whani. He could not bear to see his son's grief.

"Izza. Don't make Reihan sad, it's destiny. Kite as a human being should not want to fight against the fate of the provisions of God.. You're all sincere, we're same-same to pray. May the Spirit of the Spirit be showered in mercy and forgiven his sins.. " Sister Reihan said to Whani.

Everyone started reading Yasin. Sending a do'a to that one family. Whani stared at Reihan's tombstone. So heavy it all felt without Reihan by his side again.

"Izza home bang... God willing Izza will come to see my brother.. " His pamphit rubbed the headstone while wiping his tears.

Papa asked her to get up and leave the funeral, because it was getting dark. Whani looked over a few times before they got into the car to get home.

And here he is now, his home-in-law. She starts climbing the stairs.His memory returns as Reihan pulls her up during their reception on the thigh.

Reihan who carried her to the room until the bed. Whani recalled the friendly gaze of the man she loved. So tenderly full of love.

When opening the closet. Whani stared at the wedding dress they were wearing at the reception hanging inside the closet. Kebaya malay long water white color bottom. And next to him Reihan's matching color malay dress along with his songket cloth.

He came back crying, hugging tightly on the shirt. How much he missed that guy. Men who still hold her tightly while sleeping even though they are struggling. The man rubbed his hair without saying any words.

His eyes turned to bed. She remembers when her husband asked for her rights. At that time, she was unable to carry out her duties as a wife. The crying started to fade. Hugged the shirt on the bed they used.

"Abang.... "

Whani rubbed the usual bed in Reihan. Gently rubbed his pillow. Trying to inhale the scent of her husband's body left there .

He cried until he was exhausted and fell asleep. Suddenly he felt a soft caress in his head. Instantly he opened his eyes.

Look around who turns out there is no one.

The bride's clothes remained in her arms tightly. His eyes turned towards the window and before long Adzan reverberated .

the tok tok tok.

"Whani. wake up baby. have maghrib.. " The evil exclaim from outside.

There he recalled 'how nosy Reihan was that night when he was brushing his teeth before going to bed.

( "Bang. .. Balikin.. " I cried when Reihan picked up the brush he was wearing.

Her husband laughed and tapped on her cheek, which he asked to kiss. No hesitation - Segan Whani approached to wrap her husband's face and kiss his entire face until the foam from the toothpaste moved on Reihan's face. Whani laughed with satisfaction

Reihan kissed his lips at that moment. )

His tears flowed back, he rushed to shower for prayer. Tonight they are meeting with Reihan's family.

After dinner, Whani decided to return to her room. He missed the man, even though in the end it was only a bitter cry that he would make.

"How am I going to get on with my life without you bang. How is.. ?

I don't even know where to start. You are everywhere bang. But I can't touch you back like I used to.. "

Long she cried, crying over her fate that had to lose her husband when the Love between them just blossomed.

His gaze was suddenly fixed on the cabinet under Reihan's various award trophies. He approached, opening a drawer. He didn't realize there was that drawer when it came. Because he's only been here 2 days.

Inside is a huge album. Whani opened it, apparently it was an album during school on sabah.

He rubbed a photo of Reihan when middle school used to be skinny handsome even though Reihan was a bit black because of his hobby playing sky at that time. Whani recalls the story of Leha her mother-in-law when they visited batam .

When finished, in re-open the next drawer . The red box contains the album and various knickknacks. Whani.

All of them are gifts in the form of knick knacks that Whani gave to Reihan every man came to visit batam. Whani shed tears again. Reihan still keeps everything, even though at that time every Whani gives a gift, only the flat and indifferent look of Reihan is shown.

It's not that album. All contain his picture. The photo that was seen was taken secretly when he came to his house. So many photos that he really did not expect with different dates and years each sheet.

Reihan saved Whani's first photo when Whani was 17. Whani's heart is so hard, though,

She believed that her husband loved her a long time ago.

Back he opened, and it was a photo of his graduation. How her late husband got the photo. No one can answer now .

In the last sheet Reihan writes a series of words just below Whani's photo as she begins to take over her papa's shophouse.

**Let me live with your love

Even though I can't touch your heart.

Let me breathe with your shadow.

Although sometimes the shadow is lost to time..

Izza Syazwhani I love you**..

Whani clutched the album tightly as if hugging Reihan. Her heartbreaking cry was no longer able to be contained. All so stifling his chest.

"Izzinkan Whani still lives with Love brother Reihan. allow.... "