Love for Airin

161. Forgive Me for being Imperfect

Three years later...

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"Hay sweet, how are you today? is it still sick? " the very soft voice of a David Candra to the little patient who was still sitting limp on his bed.

The days David lived wholeheartedly taking care of examining all his patients, one of whom was a small, petite, beautiful patient also very sweet in front of him right now.

David always tries his best for everyone, but it feels like David is very special when he sees this little girl who a few days ago he found unconscious on the highway.

The little girl smiled as sweetly as she could to cover her pale face from the pain she was suffering from, "Sila is no longer sick anyway, Doctor Sir. There will be a Doctor who always take care of Sila," he said with tiny lips that look very adorable.

"Oh, huh?" David was so fascinated with the little girl and Sila immediately nodded her head assuring, "smart and obedient children will definitely recover quickly, so Please now take the medicine to recover okay, okay,"

Please nod again, her mouth also instantly gaping as David's hand stretched out to give her the medicine. Please swallow David's medicine along with the water that David gave him.

"How, what is the bitter medicine?" david asked, looking at Sila seriously.

"Slight bittersweet, but said Mr. Doctor is okay, so even though it's bitter Sila had to swallow it, it's for the healing of Sila as well," he explained "Thank you, Mr. Doctor," he said again so happy.

"Smart kid, now rest. See you tomorrow, sweetie," David rubbed Sila's cheek gently.

David actually left after Sila had laid down his body and David immediately wrapped it neatly.

From outside the room, Airin was crying because it was so sad, if only Airin could give a child to David, maybe the little family they built would be very complete and would be very happy.

All the ways David Airin did it. Various drugs have also been consumed to be able to make Airin pregnant but God has not given that trust to her.

Already many times Airin also David do baby tubes but even though nothing works. Airin can only resign now, even Airin's health sometimes also suddenly dropped because he was too much thought.

Airin's menstrual cycle is also irregular as it used to be before she got pregnant and miscarried, sometimes he will menstruate almost a full month and only a few days he is holy but sometimes two to three months he will not menstruate.

"Am I never going to be perfect as a woman? will I never be able to give a descendant to David? " pilu inner.

"𝘚𝘦𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘺𝘢 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘵𝘪𝘥𝘢𝘬 𝘣𝘪𝘴𝘢 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘪 𝘢𝘯𝘢𝘬 𝘢𝘱𝘢𝘬𝘢𝘩 𝘴𝘦𝘮𝘶𝘢 𝘢𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘺𝘢𝘭𝘢𝘩𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘬𝘶? 𝘢𝘱𝘢𝘬𝘢𝘩 𝘋𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘥 𝘢𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘨𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘬𝘶? "

Airin is so sad, she loves David so much, she wants to see David and his family happy but she also does not want to lose them all, it would be very hard for her life if she had to lose David.

Airin was sitting limply in the waiting chair, his palms completely covered his lowered face and hid his tears from the world.

Airin continued to be silent in grief to the point that he was unaware of the arrival of David who was now sitting next to him.

"Yank," called David softly, his hand touching Airin's shoulder and resuscitating him.

"Why are you crying, has anyone hurt you? " ask David. David holding Airin's chin raised his face so that he could see carefully what was now happening to his wife.

"Hem..., are you sick?" david asked again but Airin shook his head.

Airin feels so guilty for David, he blames himself for David having to live an imperfect life because he cannot be a father.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry" said Airin with a sobbing, his face back down he couldn't look David in the eye.

David is confused, what mistake Airin did so he continues to apologize to him. Airin never made a mistake but why did he feel so guilty.

"Hey.., explain to me, Yank. Did you make a mistake?" david asked but Airin even more sobbing and make David more confused.

"What's wrong with you, talk if there's a problem, Yank. We can all talk about it, "" David's two hands had already managed to hold Airin's two shoulders turned the weak-looking body to face her, "hem.., now tell me, tell me, what has happened."

Instead of saying something to David now Airin actually hugged David made him more worried and confused of course.

David returned the hug, he wanted to make Airin calm and comfortable in his arms, even though he did not know what the real problem was.

"I'm sorry I'm not perfect, I can't give you one child, I'm sorry" Airin sobbed.

Weight is indeed Airin's test, not just for him, a woman's toughest test when she can not conceive and give offspring to her beloved husband.

David knows now, although David really wants it but he will never be selfish to pressure Airin, she loves Airin so much she will never have the intention to share her love with others let alone leave Airin for a child.

David is already quite happy with Airin, if they cannot have a biological child will not be a problem, there are still many children without parents that they can adopt for them to make children.

"We have, haven't we talked about this. I'm not going to question everything, we don't know if it's me or you who's not perfect, but whatever happens I just want you to be my life partner."

"We better go home now you must be tired" said David so gently.

"But, Yank. What if I could never give you a descendant, would you leave me?" ask him with fear.

"sstttt.., don't think things through. I will never leave you, we will always be together forever. "

"Hem... "

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