Love for Airin

155. Unachieved

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Early in the morning Airin woke up, he immediately went to the bathroom without waking David first, he was very impatient, he was curious because it had been a week he was late for the month.

She hopes that this time she will be trusted again to get pregnant soon. Very restlessly Airin checked with a testpack that he secretly bought from a hospital dispensary yesterday.

"Bismillah, may it be positive. " Inner Airin who is impatient and certainly not calm.

Waiting for a moment but in the testpack it only remains one line, even one more line that may still be vaguely absent.

Airin leaned her back against the wall she was disappointed that she had not been trusted yet. Why it feels so difficult for her to get pregnant again when she has been keeping herself to eat nutritious foods and rest that she feels enough but still she has not been able to get pregnant until now.

"Relax Airin, perhaps it is not yet the time, God still wants you to prepare first to be a good parent," Despite trying hard but the tears of Tirin still escaped.

While outside, David began to blink his eyes, his hands fumbling on the bed next to him but he didn't get his wife just a roll he got.

David immediately moved, turned his head towards the wall clock and was still at 4am, "Where's the water? " David immediately moved on, the first place he went to was the bathroom. There's no Airin in there, just the sound of the sink running.

"Darling, you're inside.. Dear..! " Shouted David and his hand also kept moving to knock him.

"Darling... " Call him again but Airin won't open it.

David grabbed the door handle pressing him and it turned out that the door was not in the key, "Honey, I went in. "he said, not because he intended to pervert but David was very worried because Airin never answered his call.

David actually entered, and he finally saw the disappointed-faced Airin leaning against the wall.

David approaches Airin and asks what is it, "Why?" Ask lirih.

Not yet getting an answer to the eyes of David saw the hand of Airin who was still holding the testpack, David took it and finally he knew what the cause of his wife was sad like now.

"Heyy.., don't be sad, we have tried well and only God's results determine. Rest assured, soon we will definitely gain that trust again. God only wants us to be truly prepared to be good parents. And after that God will definitely give it to us." said David.

"Here, don't think too much. Don't be dizzy, maybe God still wants us both to be like people who are dating. So just enjoy all this. Just take the positives, and never think about it. Whatever happens I'll always be with you."

David immediately grabbed Airin's body, hugging her warmly. Although David wants to be able to quickly have a successor but David also can not force and continue to urge Airin, it will make him more sad.

David wants to be happy with Airin despite any conditions, whether there is and no offspring later.

"Now take ablution and we pray. We pray to God that we may soon be rewarded with a handsome or beautiful child like you" David poked Airin's pointed chin and made him smile again.

"Hmmm.. " Airin immediately walked hurriedly to do what David said just now.

"Whatever happens I just want to see you smile Airin, I don't want you to cry. " Inner David.

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Arriving at the Airin hospital is still moody makes David confused how to comfort him.

"That's it, Yank. Don't be sad, ugly loh!" said David.

"No, Yank. I'm not sad" replied Airin who claimed not to be sad but in fact he continued to be moody, and his eyes continued to look at a mother who was playing with a small child, maybe it was her son.

David's eyes were on the child and the mother who was not far from them, David knew that Airin really wanted it but what could he do? he could do nothing but pray and strive, and the provisions belonged only to the Creator.

David again grabbed Airin tightly, "everything will be fine, he will definitely come to us soon" he said.

"We fight together, until our dreams come true. Don't be sad it will affect your health later" said David who continues to try to make Airin heartened and more patient.

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