
" Adita, after marriage and having a husband, don't put too much restraint on this husband, never forbid your husband to do the things he likes. And one more thing, make your husband comfortable in his stomach and mattress." My mom's message always rings in my ears.
I never even refused to have sex when Dani wanted to. I'm ready whenever Dani wants.
What are you less happy, Mom?
The sound of a cell phone rang woke me from the daydream. Papi's name is on my phone screen.
" Assalamu'alaikum, pi."
There was a voice at the end of there.
" Yes pi, Adita will come to the house of papi. Now Adita wants to get ready first huh, pi."
" Neet, pi."
I hurried to get ready to go to Papi's house.
Hearing the voice of Papi, he seemed to be unwell.
" O Allah.give health always to papi." My prayer in my heart.
I started putting on makeup. Covering my swollen eyes and my puffy face with makeup. I don't want Papi to know my sadness.
It didn't take long to get to Papi's house. As quiet as without occupants. There's only a neatly parked papi sports car, which means your mom's not home.
I opened the unlocked door, looking like a pensive papi in the living room.
" Father..." I touched papi's shoulder.
Papi was surprised, the youth did not realize that I had come.
" Papi's daydreaming?"
Papi just shook his head, then he threw his gaze aside. Papi's wrinkled hands rubbed his face.
" Papi don't be sad." My words raspy.
How can I strengthen papi, while I myself am also being destroyed.
Not long after we heard footsteps entering the house.
" Whose papi invited?"
Not yet able to answer my question, I saw two figures I knew walking towards us. The figure I once admired and loved, mami and mas Dani.
" You can sit down, Dit." Papa told me to sit next to him.
Mami and Mas Dani were still standing, until the papi invited them to sit down.
" Please sit down." Saying papi with a vibrating voice.
Mami and Mas Dani sat side by side. They are like two teenagers who are drunk with romance, not separated like glue and stamps.
I'm sick of seeing the couple in front of me. If it wasn't for papi, maybe I'd have thrown them both with a vase of flowers on the table.
" mommy... Why go with Dani? And you're Dani, why go with mami? Why would you hurt our hearts?" Ask papi slowly.
The two of them just looked down, not sure what was on their minds at the moment.
" Mi, we are not young anymore, maybe papi can forgive mami, we can start a new life, papi will assume all the mistakes mami is because mami khilaf. Mami like this may also be due to one of the papi who pay less attention to mami. Mami still want to accompany papi until we meet the end of the day?" Papi said sadly. Even Papi was now crying, something he had never shown all this time. But now my first love is begging for the love of her treacherous queen. What is papi's heart made of?
If it wasn't for being dear to papi, maybe I'd have banned papi from begging for love. All I can do now is shut up, let papi get his empress back.
Although I'm sure, if my mom comes back to papi, my relationship with my mom won't be as good as it used to be.
" I'm sorry, I can't continue our marriage. I don't love you anymore."
Papi was silent looking at mami, he seemed to not believe hearing the words that came out of his mouth.
Uh. Mami has changed, my whole life, mami never called papi with the name mas. My mother never called herself by my word.
Oh God!
" I chose to divorce you, mas. I'll take care of our divorce papers soon." Mommy said again.
" What makes you love Dani? Is he good in bed? Is he good at satisfying mommy's lust?"
I was surprised to hear the words of the papi who started to digress. I'm ashamed, if the bed business begins to be discussed openly.
" Enough of the mas!" Her voice rose an octave higher.
" What do you get from a guy like Dani if it's not about the bed? Does Dani have any treasures like papi? Can Dani make mommy come in and out of the salon? If it wasn't her husband's papi, it wouldn't be as beautiful as mami bosa now. There's no way my mom's still young, smooth as she is today." Jerky papi.
Looks like papi's patience is running out.
It's true what Papi said. Mami is a well-groomed middle-aged woman. Her skin was smooth and firm, not even a hint of wrinkles were present on her body and face. It's all because Papi managed to become a husband. Anything you want is always accompanied by papi.
Papi walked towards the two of them. He approached Dani. I started to fall asleep, afraid of a fight between mas Dani and papi.
" Why should Adita's mom, Dani? Is Adita not attractive to you? If Adita's not attractive, why don't you find a woman out there? If you want, you can still get a more seductive virgin on the appeal of Adita's mom." Papi's words are full of emphasis.
Dani just kept his head down.
It never occurred to me, if I would be in a situation like this.
It would be hypocritical if I told you now that my love is gone. I still love that traitor, Dani is my first love. But I make sure, I will not re-establish my relationship with a man who is good at betraying, let alone betraying my own mother.
" Dit, what's your decision?" Ask papi.
" I'm gonna keep getting divorced, pi." Reply steady.
Mas Dani looked at me softly, I did not understand the meaning of Dani's gaze. Regret or... Quite the contrary.
" Dit, "call mami slowly.
I stared at my mom.
" Dit.ma-maafin mommy, dit. Mommy understands how you feel, Dit. You must have been hurt by this. Huuhu..."
My mother was crying, but there was no compassion in my heart like before. My mother approached me, wanting to touch me and hold me.
" stop! Don't come any closer!" I took a few steps back, trying to get out of my reach.
" Dit. mami loves you, Dit." Mami's mouthfuls.
" No." I shook my head.
" If my mom loves me, she won't do this to me. If mommy loves me, mommy wouldn't have scratched a wound this deep. Mi, I'm your daughter. I was born from your womb, mi. Nine months you have been in love with me, decades you have loved me unconditionally, then only because of this man... Everything's ruined mi, ruined." I express my frustration to my mother.
" Mi..sick in here, mi..." I screamed while patting my chest.
" Dit.." papi rubbed my shoulder.
" We let them go of our lives. We can still be happy even without mom. Saraswati today we are not my wife anymore, and today I divorce you."
" Please get out of this house." Banish papi.
Dani woke up from her seat. Mas Dani held mami's hand in a friendly manner. My eyes are heating up looking at them. There was a jealous fire erupting inside the chest.
Mas Dani's... We once promised to age together, but God's destiny outlines us only here.