
" I don't even know if I love him or not" Kaliesta said.
" I just thought he would appreciate me because he took everything from me. He's the one who put me in a low position, I hope he'll treat me well because..."
" I haven't treated you very well all this time.I know. I'm.... "
" No Mas. That's not what I mean" cut Kaliesta anyway.
" Don't apologize." Kaliesta continued. He really felt unworthy to accept Anto's apology.
" I just feel Edwin and I deserve to be together. because he has. She will understand me because she herself has taken it away. " Kaliesta said with a breath of tightness.
Anto looked at Kaliesta who was trying hard to control himself.
" You don't have to open the wound" Anto said as he walked closer.
" Have I treated you so badly? " ask Anto, Kaliesta shook her head.
" I'm putting you down..? " ask Anto again. Kaliesta nodded back.
" Then." asked Anto.
" I just feel inappropriate for anyone.... Only Edwin made me feel worthy of Kaliesta's "say anyway.
" You deserve better than that guy. Even many times better than him ", said Anto.
" But I feel unworthy... I really feel low. Only in front of him do I feel confident and accepted "
Anto stared at Kaliesta fixedly.
" I don't like the man "Anto muttered suddenly.
Kaliesta looked at Anto, hoping for another explanation. But Anto said nothing after that. He walked through Kaliesta and up the stairs before him.
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He had just had a chat with Anto's mother who was planning to visit them at the end of the year who was only a few weeks away.
When he left the room and was about to tell Anto, he saw Anto talking on his phone. The man looks very handsome with his chatter, probably from Tia.
Kaliesta goes down the stairs and tells the story and asks bi Ira to help him prepare for the arrival of Anto's parents.
" Lower guest room is tidied up again ya bi... His father and mother Anto will occupy the room. Top guest room for Rita, let me tidy up ", Kaliesta said.
"Good Non "
Kaliesta patted bi Ira smooth shoulder and thanked her. He then went back upstairs to tell Anto again.
" Mom and Dad will come to celebrate the new year with us "Anto said when Kaliesta found her on the balcony.
" yes.... I intend to say that." Kaliesta said.
" You're not going to go to celebrate the new year with Tia, are you... ?" ask Kaliesta again. Anto looked at Tia fixedly.
" And you're not going to celebrate with that guy, are you.. ? " ask Anto. Kaliesta looked at Anto.
" His name is Edwin mas." murmured Kaliesta.
" Yes.he" said Anto as he went inside and was about to go to his room.
" if they come later, Rita will sleep in your room right...?" Kaliesta asked for an opinion.
Actually, it's almost certain. It was always like that if the Anto family came, whereas Anto and Kaliesta would join in the same room to trick them even though in fact they stayed asleep apart because Anto slept on the sofa.
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