Love Comes Too Late
Part 72's
Alifa let Akmal embrace him.Tak in the end Alifa needs a shoulder to lean on.Kepalang already known, Alifa let Akmal calm himself.
True, what he said Akmal should not he keep the problem alone is good for him to share with others.By telling stories will not reduce the problem, but by telling stories we can take off a little burden on the heart.
"I'm ashamed to tell my problems to others".Alifa said, opening her voice.
Akmal stretched his arms, looking at the beautiful face of Alifa covered in gray clouds."If you are ashamed, remember my word.There is still Allah SWT where my sighs". Akmal touched Alifa's chin, raising her face.
"I'm too ashamed to come to Him when I need Him".Alifa said, serak.
"Don't be ashamed, He will be glad when His servant comes to Him.When you are troubled, He will whisper to you.Come, O my servant, complain to Me I will surely lighten my burden".Akmal said, advising Alifa.
"really?".Alifa reflex holding Akmal's arm.
"Yes Alifa.Share it, do not keep it alone.Do not run, face Alifa".Akmal rubbed the top of Alifa's head.
Silent, no one started the conversation.Only the sound of stuffing Alfa is occasionally heard.Akmal position themselves to be faced with Alifa.Memelawakan sticky figure that looks strong but, fragile it.
"Mis it me if I hate my real father?, am I the one who opposes his decision?".Alifa asked, daring to ask.
"depends".
Alifa ventured to look at the man before her."Meanin?".Ask does not understand
"Depending, what do you hate your father for?if indeed your father taught you that which is not true.Then, you have the right to hate him and for the second question, do you have the right to oppose your father?,the answer is very possible if indeed the teachings are not in accordance with the beliefs that you believe ".
Akmal took a deep breath, then exhaled."Alifa, I'm sorry I was so presumptuous that I was secretly investigating your matter.I know, Alifa".Akmal paused his speech, bracing himself before continuing.
"I know, you are a convert.Your father strongly opposes your decision to convert.Forced separation from your family, impoverish yourself, and excommunicate you.Then,what do you do.You prefer to hate your own father, set yourself apart to avenge the pain.You even run as far as possible, to avoid trouble.But what is it all, Alifa".Akmal
Alifa was astonished by Akmal's words, it was never in her mind that anyone else got to know about her family problems.
"Amy doesn't know what I'm feeling, the heart's wounds that have been lingering for years.But, did my father look for me while I was away?, does my father care about my life out there?. In fact, he never looked for it even care about me.Everything he did was just imaging".Alifa's jolt, his condition has now improved.His brain is working quickly, no longer complacent by Akmal's sweet words.
Alifa got up from her seat, took a few steps back to create some distance between the two."Don't try to advise me, because you don't know how I feel".Gertak Alifa, his tone is high.Tsk wants to be gentle again.
"I know Alifa".
"Or what, even you are as much a loser as Deon.Tega, hurt women on the grounds of educating the woman to be a strong woman.Cuih, alesan only".Sambar Alifa, could not bear to spill his regret and anger that he had been trying to endure.
"Never interfere with my problems.You and Deon, just look at the problem from your own point of view.Forgotten, if I am the victim here".Alifa patted the chest, feeling tight due to the mounting pain.
"Al, listen to me".
"Nothing to listen to anymore.You're the same".Sambar Alifa, just went away with the pain in her heart.
Regretting his taste, Alifa let Akmal into his life.If, in the end, it will be the same fate.Only lectures, lectures and lectures that corner himself.But, no one wants to understand the pain of his heart.
"You know, mending I've resigh aja since".Grumpy Alifa, slammed the door violently.
