
"Mom, how long will mommy be like this?".Deon asked, his patience has now run out.
Mommy who knows him is not the mommy who is like now.Seeing with a blank stare, as if losing direction and purpose of his life.The spirit of his life has faded, leaving a wound in the heart, as if,there was no pride emanating on her face there were only traces of tears on her beautiful face even though she was no longer young,there was no aura of arrogance emanating within his eyeballs there were only dark circles under his eye sockets.
His hope has been lost, his trust has been betrayed and his love has been hurt.There is no reason for him to remain enthusiastic for the rest of his life, the person he had hoped for as well as the foundation of his life has now turned away, betraying their sacred promise which has been bound for thirty years.
Now only leaving pieces of memory, even to be united again can never be.Please cracked glass, cracked glass,when put together can never be.If it can then it will not return to its original form.Such is the story of his life.The ark of his household has been smashed into pieces,the captain was unable to fight the storm waves and let his passengers drown in the open ocean.
"Mom, I know it won't be easy for mommy but, mommy has to be strong".Deon said, still trying to persuade mommy to eat.
Mommy Danita turned to her son."Son, mommy is not hungry.For what to eat there is no more spirit of life in mommy".Mommy danita.
"Mom".At the touch of mommy's arm".Do not fall prematurely, do not give up before fighting.Remember, our struggle is not finished.Do not despair".Deon said, advising his mommy.
"No kid". Mommy danita's headband spewed."You must be strong.Boy only mommy must be strong.You must be stronger than mommy.You are my only hope".Mommy Danita wiped away the traces of her tears.
"How shall I be strong in the face of all this, if my own mother stops fighting, falls before her time, the flower has withered before being sucked by her beetle,the flame had been extinguished before it spread.The spirit of mommy's life has withered?, how mom?".Deon asked, looking at mommy danita with tears in her eyes.
Mommy Danita wiped away the tears that were dripping down her son's cheek."Don't cry son".Mommy danita lirih."Be a man who can stand on his own feet, do not easily shed tears for trivial things".Said mommy danita giving advice.
Mommy Danita re-thought, thinking about the fate of her life, especially the fate of her son.Here she was able to be patient facing her husband's affair, because thinking about the life of her son.Mental the son.
No one knows behind his haughty and arrogant attitude, mommy danita keeps a deep wound.Covering the disgrace of the husband from the general public, including from his extended family.
Many times he wanted to divorce, but always did not do because of the mental recall of his son.Naturally, the divorce that occurred between his parents, and his parents, leaving the trauma for his children as a result of the selfishness of his parents, the child is always the victim.
"Mom".Sent Deon, awaken mommy danita from her daydream.
"Hmmm".
"Divorce with daddy, there is no more barrier stone for you to part.I've grown up mom, already understand and this is the time mommy divorced Daddy.Let go of the noose of the tormenting bond, and,get out of the shackles that are based on the name of marriage".Deon.
Mommy Danita fell silent again, this time for quite a while because there were some considerations and thoughts."All right, Mommy's getting divorced from your Daddy".Mommy danita as the end of the decision.
Today also mommy danita will release the bond that has ensnared him in a visit filled with inner torture.Starting back his messy life.Knit back pieces of his life together with Deon.