
My throat's choked. I didn't expect him to be here, just when I was having a hard time. I wanted to cry and embrace her. But I hurriedly brushed off that feeling. Because he's now my brother-in-law, Rizky. He sat in front of me, looking at his eyes as if he knew I wasn't okay. I'm still quiet not shaking. I stopped eating ice cream. I was still confused what to say to him.
Rizky waved to a waiter. He ordered ice cream. I continued eating my ice cream before the ice cream melted. It doesn't feel good if it's gone. Not long after that Rizky's ice cream order came. Two glasses of ice cream. I cringed in wonder. He doesn't like ice cream very much. He could finish off one ice cream that was already great.
"Make you..." As if answering to my confusion, he thrust out a glass of ice cream in front of me. I also happen to have my ice cream almost gone. I smiled at him. He already knows everything about me.
"Thank you.." I said.
We are still a thousand languages, no one opens the chat anymore after tasting each ice cream. My second ice cream was half.
"Aren't you working?" Ask Rizky. I stopped eating ice cream. My eyes were still on the ice cream in front of me.
"No.." I shook my head slowly, I took a slow breath and exhaled slowly. I think I should be ready for the next question.
"Why?" He really is a kepo. Lying is not possible, he will know that I am covering something up.
"Actually I just got fired by my boss..." My words were slow, but it could still be heard by him.
"Can't you?" Rizky was surprised. Maybe he was surprised, all this time I never complained about my work. Because my boss was not Mr. Romi, suddenly my boss moved to head office, and was replaced by Mr. Romi. At first he was good, but over time he was found out.
"Is... The problem is complicated to tell...Hehe" Exclamations. But he was not satisfied with my answer. Then I told you why I got fired, but of course there were no details. I'm not saying it's all because of Juna's ex. I'm just telling you the big line. He shook his head and also clucked in annoyance.
"No, there are people like that..."
"There is a. "I smiled ignorantly. Rizky laughed out loud. He was about to stroke my head, but I brushed him off.
"God..sorry..." He said slowly, rubbing his face. He forgot that I was no longer a part of his life.
"Kok you can come here?" I was also surprised when he suddenly got here.
"I'm just missing this place... Eh no ding, I again want to eat ice cream really.." he said while laughing. He plays his scoop of ice cream. Make the ice cream that is in the glass melt.
"Are you back at the hospital?" For several months he was absent from work due to an accident at that time.
"No, tomorrow's plan I started to go to work, it was out of the hospital, take care of some reports and others... Keep coming straight here..."
I'm just a mangosteen.
Since my ice cream is over, I intend to go home. I'm ready to carry my bag. But Rizky prevented it.
"Sit down, I still want to talk for a minute" said Rizky. I sat back and held my bag.
"I want to apologize once again to you..."
I just smiled wryly. Indeed why he had to apologize, after all had happened, and not all his fault. I murmured in my heart.
"Do you love Juna?" My heart is beating fast. I was confused as to what to answer, because my feelings were still not so clear.
"Come on.." I replied as if. Rizky looked at me sharply. The look in those eyes always made me flutter, but now it's not what it used to be. Even I was afraid to look at her again, afraid I could not forget all my memories with her.
"I want you to forget me... Let's end this relationship just fine..." Rizky said slowly. His eyes look sad. I have trouble swallowing my saliva.