Love But Prestigious

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Salsabila

That day I chose to shut up. Not that I didn't talk at all, but I chose to be quieter. Just talk when asked. I occasionally glanced at Rizky mas who was busy chatting while laughing with Mother's Father and Juna. Mas Rizky sometimes also often stole a look at me. I do not know my feelings when it was mixed, wanted to get angry, wanted to cry, another one.want to immediately run away from this house. Actually in my little heart I want to talk to Rizky, about the crazy idea of having his sister replace him to marry me. I was upset, even if at that time my marriage was canceled, I did not papa. In the end, Rizky was also healed. It even looks fine.

But I am also not a hypocrite, lately I enjoy my role as a wife Arjuna. Every day with him makes me comfortable, I am quite happy with his treatment of me. Little by little, I started to love her. But I still have the prestige to tell him. I'm not sure if I love him completely. I'm not sure he's good to me because he loves me or because he's good. Rizky has not completely lost her mind either.

Suddenly the sound of Rizky dashed my daydream. God, how long I daydreamed, so I didn't know if in front of the tv we were both. Did they conspire to deliberately let me both be with Rizky's mas? Or Rizky himself asked for it. I don't know...

"Eh yes, why? Where are the others?" I daze around looking for another figure of the house occupant. Rizky smiled.

"They told me to go for a while, from there you were in it, what were you thinking about to daydream?" Rizky looks a little worried. We sit facing each other, although there is still a distance of about 2 meters. I feel awkward with him. My heart beats faster, my sweat starts flowing from the temple. Cold weather pierces the body. I want to faint, I feel. I want a thesis exam. Haven't seen him in a long time, confused me how. When I was together, I was never this tough.

"There's no... When are you coming back here?" I try to be as relaxed as possible. Let's not say you still hope for him. Even though I really hoped I could reverse it with him. But now I don't expect much more. Juna has been good to me. And he threatened me that he would never divorce me. And again they're brother and sister, time just because of me they fought. What did the in-laws say?

"About a week ago... Actually I'd like to say something to you..." I stared at Rizky's mas, his face serious, like when he proposed to me. Why remember the memories first. Sucks.

"Yes, by the way..."

"It's okay. It's all gone... I'm not papa... What I want to ask, why can mas arbitrarily manage and decide my happiness? Mas think with a marriage that does not become void, then send a sister as a substitute for mas, it can make me happy? While no one told me..." I snorted in annoyance. Suddenly my emotions overflowed as I remembered it. Actually, I just wanted to teach Rizky a lesson, so he realized he was guilty. Now I can take it little by little. If you remember, it feels like you want to be angry.

I saw that Rizky was a little surprised by the intonation of my voice a little bit higher. Although still a little shrewd, afraid to be heard by others. For the first time I was angry with him. I used to be angry when he was just quiet. And in every way he persuaded me. I also miss that. Hehe.

"It's actually all for your own good..." Rizky hung up his sentence. I'm confused, I'm surprised how the hell.

"What kind of a raise? " I looked at him sharply. Mas Rizky was a little agitated.

"I have my own reasons, and I can't explain them to you yet... Sorry," He's down. I know he's hiding something. We used to have absolutely no secrets, we were honest with each other, talk for what it is. But now what I see is different, like he's not. There are still secrets I don't know about him. Oh, well, maybe he's not ready.

Without saying a word, I waltzed away leaving Rizky's mas in the tv room. Take the stairs to the bedroom. My head thought about it. Before going up the stairs, I bumped into Juna. I didn't pay attention to it. He seems to have been there. Maybe he eavesdropped on my conversation with his brother.

I immediately closed the door of the room, and laid my body in the mattress. My eyes feel heavy. Until I finally fell asleep