LOVE BEHIND THE VEIL

102. Loving You From Behind My Veil

WUSS*

Blowing beach breeze hit their skin, under the moonlight Gavino's face increasingly looks radiant, making the eyes of Danira do not want to switch from the handsome face of the young master.

" Shan....! Can I hold you ?".Ask Gavino again. Danira was stunned for a moment, hearing Gavino's request.

" Why?, not mas serin......".

BRUK**

Without waiting for Danira to finish her speech Gavino had pulled Danira's body into his arms. She hugged Danira's body tightly as if she didn't want to let go anymore. Danira froze, her hands hanging down, not returning Gavino's arms.

" Sorry....".

" Sorry...".

" This is the hardest word for me to say, I'm not a sensitive human being, not a romantic man. But this time I want to say this word to you ".

" Danira please forgive me, maybe almost 1 year we were married, I never treated you well. Many of my actions and words have hurt your heart. Will you forgive this arrogant man hhmm?". Gavino said, Danira's eyes wet again, he shed his tears again hearing Gavino's request that sounded sincere in his ears.

" I'm sorry Danira is always there for Gavino's mas ". Answer Danira. Danira wants to let go of Gavino's embrace, but Gavino keeps Danira's head from sticking to her chest.

" Stay like this, just for a moment. I still want to hug you". Gavino's words made Danira again silent, she no longer tried to let go of her husband's embrace, now she put her ear on the chest of the gavino, so that Danira could hear clearly the heartbeat of the gavino who was beating fast.

" Danira....".

" I don't know what to say, I'm not good at making up poetic words, I can't even seduce women. But I want to say this to you, I always feel comfortable when I can hold you like this, I always feel comfortable when you're by my side, I'm not cradling me seriously with my words". Danira felt a strange sigh in her blood, her heart feeling both happy and sad at the same time. He wants to believe Gavino's words, but he is hesitant about the reality that Danira often accepts.

" Danira may I ask you a question, this time please answer honestly ?".

" What ?". Danira answered briefly, full of curiosity. Gavino was silent for a moment, trying to weigh up should he ask this, should he say everything he had felt. Or should he still put his prestige forward, Gavino seemed worried, but again the feeling was more domineering.

" hmmmm...!!! ". Gavino seemed hesitant, it made Danira wonder, what exactly she wanted her husband to ask, to make her look doubtful. Danira was silent, still waiting for Gavino to say something.

Hhuuhhhhh **

" Danira...is there no more chance for me ?". Ask Gavino.

" Can't you just keep standing by me like this?, I realize that all my mistakes, it's not easy for you to take me back after what I've done to you all along. But....!! Is there no second chance for me Danira ?".

Tes*

Tes*

" Mas Gavin....". Lirih Danira cried.

" Danira.., I. I. I don't want to hear the farewell words from your mouth. I don't know why my heart hurts when you choose to leave me, I don't like it when you shut me up it's so annoying. Danira I don't want us to be apart, I'll never divorce you ". Gavino expressed his feelings at this moment.

Deg*

Danira's heart is pumping faster. Perhaps Gavino could hear his detachment, Danira still could not believe what he had just heard.

" Can't you open your heart to me, Danira ?".

My heart was opened when you pledged the jijab qobul in front of Abah and the rulers of that time, witnessed by the angels of God.

" Can you try to love me ".

I have loved you with the permission of Allah SWT when, SAH said echoed by the witnesses.

" Will you accept me as your whole husband Danira ?". Gavino asked, his hand continuously stroking Danira's head with gentleness.

I have accepted all your advantages and disadvantages as my husband, when for the first time I kissed your palm.

Even I have given my heart and feelings to you when we have assumed the status of husband and wife. I always accept and apologize for you, even if you repeatedly hurt me. But I will never be able to say all this directly to you mas, let this be the secret of my heart, love YOU from BEHIND MY VEIL. Danira answered every question Gavino had in her heart.

Danira slowly let go of Gavino's hand, then looked up at her husband's face.

" Danira can't answer it, I'm sorry Danira mas. We better just go home, it's almost late at night, not good for the health of mas Gavin exposed to the night wind like this ". Danira said, switching the conversation. Gavino seems disappointed with Danira's answer, he wants to know how Danira feels for him, whether he has the same taste or not, but it turns out that Danira chose silence. Danira turned her body, closed her eyes for a moment, her heart ached to be honest Danira wanted to say what she felt, but the fear of disappointment had taken over her whole heart and mind.

Danira sighed softly, starting to step away leaving Gavino still standing in her place. Gavino saw Danira who kept walking away from him with an unbecoming heart, Gavino clenched his hand, then.....

" DANIRA....". Shouted Gavino, but Danira ignored him, she continued to step seven paths as they came.

"Sasmaya Anak Agung Jananira Radenayu Brahmacari, I LOVE YOU ".

DEG**

DEG**

DEG**

Danira stopped her footsteps, her eyes widened, her chest gurgling faster, when she heard Gavino's loud scream. But that's not what makes Danira stop, but Gavino calls her by her full name as well....Love words?.

Danira didn't turn around, she was pecking at her place trying to clear her hearing. " Did I not hear wrong, mas Gavino called my full name?, and said that.....". Danira muttered softly. Gavino runs after Danira, he hugs Danira from behind, burying his head in Danira's arms.

" Don't avoid ".Gavino said softly, blaring in the ear of Danira.

" I love you Danira, I've fallen for you, I don't know when exactly this feeling came. But obviously I feel a different vibe when I'm with you ".

" Mas Gavin.!!!, please don't be like this, don't play with my feelings if you can't make them real ". Gavino raised his head, turned his body to move in front of Danira, now they face each other with the gaze met.

" I'm not kidding, Danira, I'm serious. Ahhh....! How do I say it, so that you believe that I really like you even I love you ". Gavino said, holding both of Danira's shoulders. Danira looked into Gavino's reddened eyes, looking for lies within, but only the sincerity of those dark eyes seemed to be apparent.

" Mas Gavin is like this just because he's still curious about me, maybe it just because it's not real love ".

" No Danira, I'm serious. cckkk.why is it so hard to put together words that can convince yourself. Do I have to say like the little men in the novels, by telling my chest to see this sincerity ?". Gavino said with a serious face, his hands showing splitting his chest. At once Danira hesitated to turn into laughter.

" Why are you laughing ?".

" Mas Gavin funny ". Danira then stopped her laughter. " Mas Gavin doesn't have to say things like that ".

" Keep laughing like this, I'm so glad to hear it ". Danira was stunned, looking back at her husband's face. They were silent for a few seconds.

" Well....Danira is afraid ". Lirih Danira lowered her head.

" What are you afraid of ?". Gavino asked, raising Danira's face to look at him.

" Danira was afraid of Gavino's feelings just out of sheer curiosity. After mas Gavino saw this face mas Gavino will regret ".

" I will never regret Danira, I have convinced myself that I accept all forms of your shortcomings ".

" Even though Danira is ugly like what Gavino mas often say ?". Ask Danira.

" Yes.it doesn't matter !!! Aaiiss, you always remind me of my mistakes ". Gavino was upset. Danira smiled looking at Gavino's pouting face. The two of them fell silent again, staring at each other.

" HHHMMM....Danira will you start everything from scratch with me?, we build the household according to your expectations. Without another goodbye ?". Danira's eyes back in tears, her feelings back out of whack, all becoming one. Danira was confused as to what she should answer, Danira lowered her head.

" But Gavino still loves other women. Sorry Danira can't ". Lirih Danira, his heart and logic are opposite, Danira wants to say yes, but again his logic dominates Danira's mind. Gavino gave a rough sigh.

" Danira what you heard earlier is true, ....My relationship with Stevani is over, do you not believe ?". Gavino said, Danira shook her head quickly. Gavino grunted miserably. Suddenly.....

DRETZZS

DRETZZS

Gavino's phone shook again, he wanted to ignore it but the vibrations never stopped. Gavino took his phone in annoyance. He saw the name on the screen, Danira could see the name of the caller.

" Let's just pick it up, Danira will wait there ". Danira pointed to the seat in front of the wooden house. She did not want to hear a friendly conversation between her husband and another woman. Danira turned around to leave, but....

" Stay here ". Gavino holds Danira's wrist, holding her back from leaving. Then Gavino swiped the phone screen to the answer sign, then pressed loundspeaker.

" Honey?, why did you pick up the phone so long ago ". The sexy voice of the woman from across the street blared into Danira's ears, which made Danira stunned by what her husband did. While Gavino was still silent, his eyes kept staring at Danira.

" Honey...Hello, why are you silent honey ? when are you coming back from there, I've missed you so much.

" Honey. Where are you, why are there waves pounding. Are you on the beach?".

" Why did you call me ?". Tanya Gavino was flat-pitched.

" Why ?. Why do you ask me like that, since when should I have any reason to contact my lover ?".

" Since our relationship has ended, and stop calling me that name again ". Ketus Gavino, looking at Danira.

" Come honey, stop this joke. I know you were just bluffing me right then?, you weren't serious about cutting off our relationship ? don't you love me anymore hhmm?". Stevani asked, starting to tremble like she wanted to cry.

" No ". Briefly Gavino.

" You're lying..Is it because the seductress is it ?". Stevani's strangling was emotionally charged.

" Stop saying my wife's a seductress, she's not like that ".

" Wooww..you defended her honey?, have you fallen in love with that ugly woman hhmm?". Ejek Stevani's.

" Yes, I've fallen for her, even I love her. Exceeded my feelings for you first ". Gavino replied seriously looking at Danira. Danira was speechless at Gavino's confession.

"Aakkh...Fuck you gavino, I can't take you for this. Look, Gavino, I never agreed to our relationship break up. You're still mine ". Pekik Stevani emotion.

" I don't care ".

" Let's see I'll make a calculation to the seductress ". Threatens Stevani, to Gavino.

" Do it if you can, but before that I'll give you a reckoning for what you did to me and my wife, after I get out of here. So prepare yourself well ". Gavino said coldly, Stevani was surprised that what he feared was happening, Gavino had learned that he was behind their attack the other day. While Danira scrunched his forehead confused not understanding.

" A.a.what are you saying honey, I don't understand, what have I done ? ". Nervous Saying. Without explaining anything Gavino disconnected their phone.

" Do you believe now that I have no relationship with him anymore ?". Danira did not give any response, his heart is flawed.

O Allah what should I answer?, should I give a second chance to mas Gavino?, should I agree to his desire to start everything from scratch?, I am confused, Rab, I'm afraid of disappointment ". Inner Danira.

" Danira...?, Are you willing to accept me as your husband?, will you give me another chance ? I know, I'm not a good man, nor is I a Soleh man. But will you help me become a good priest for you ? for our kids later ?". Danira is still staring at Gavino, still thinking what answer he should give to Gavino. To be honest Danira felt touched by Gavino's words, which looked very sincere and earnest.

" I don't have all that goodness, but at least I have the charisma of good looks and wealth that makes you happy every day ". Gavino is proud of himself. Danira again smiled amusedly at the arrogance of this arrogant young master.

" How, would you? want..let's just want to, yeah.yes..yes ?". Pinta Gavino, changed like a child tugging at the end of Danira's shirt. Danira leaves Gavino without giving any answer, causing Gavino to go back.

Is this the end of it all, why God is so unfair. Inner Gavino.

Danira turned to look at Gavino who was still pecking at his place.

"Mas Gavin's.....Danira is willing to start everything from scratch, let's do it together ". Danira replied a little loudly, Gavino raised his gaze, looking at Danira who was standing only 3 meters away from her place. Gavino pulled the corner of his lips, forming a very charming smile. Unbelieving his hearing, Gavino rubbed his ears several times.

" What did he just say?, does that mean he gave me a second chance?, what does this mean.....".

Gavino stepped wide towards Danira then he hugged Danira, took her around in circles, made Danira laugh, Gavino was so happy, all the flowers bloomed in his heart. Gavino shouted very loudly accompanied by happy teardrops that just came out from behind his eyelids.

" DANIRA I LOVE YOU ".

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