Love Because of Obligation

Grooming Aira

Dear diary's....

Why do I have legs

but can't stand

I have myself

but can not rule

if love does not have to

let your name be kept

I'll keep time going

on the gray cloud

although this is not what I want

this is not my love

but I believe a process will have an ending...

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After dawn Anwar sat down at the dresser of Aira and read his diary which was written yesterday. Aira always put her diary on the table and slipped a pen in the middle.

Anwar wrote in a book that was not his.*fool is not a mistake*

Hopefully Aira read and understand his point.zggzgzg. sound hp vibration in the dresser drawer, Anwar tried to open the drawer.

*Ai, pick up my phone for the last time, please!*

bang Haris's.

Anwar read aira's message on his screen, which showed a photo of a man in red with a white face.

The hue of Anwar's face immediately changed, looking at the photo on Aira who had become his wife.His head was hot thinking, he felt jealous of the person in the photo.

To control his emotions, Anwar went out of the room with his cigarette and a lighter, perhaps talking to his father could make him divert bad thoughts about Aira.

"Ra, let's get your husband some coffee!" the mother orders her child who wakes up early in the morning and helps her.

"Yes, ma'am" answered Aira. taking a glass and a plate, put a few spoons of sugar and coffee into a glass and then poured hot water and stirred evenly.

"Ra, if the newlyweds are drinking egg coffee, not regular coffee!" mom reminded Aira who doesn't know yet.

"but this has been made by Mom, can not be redundant" Aira immediately left the mother with a glass of coffee in her hand.

"this is the coffee, mas" Anwar gasped in shock at the sight of Aira who disappeared last night, now carrying coffee with a smiling face on her.

"thank you" Anwar accepted by extending his hand.His face water changed, losing Aira last night remembered again in his mind.

"ehemm..he is your wife, that is her duty" father mendehem saw the behavior of the child and his daughter-in-law as if he did not know it.

"oh yeah, Ai. please get me the keys to the bike in the room, yes" Anwar took advantage of the situation, if in front of his father surely Aira would obey him.

"sorry dad, I saw Aira first. Maybe he didn't find her!" Anwar asked to leave the room for a moment

"hmm" replied father.

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Anwar met Aira who was confused. After entering the door locked from the inside. she approached Aira who was checking the dresser.he did not know that was being bullied by her husband.

"Ai, where's the key?" Anwar pretended to ask.

"Not yet" replied Aira confused

"Where did you sleep all night?" anwar asked while sitting Aira on the sofa.

Aira simply lowered her face, not answering.

"I won't force you, but please don't make me anxious either!" Anwar held both of Aira's hands together.

"you know what risks lie ahead of us now, if there's a problem between us, it could be your uncle will sue, or your father will punish me. I don't have anything to fight, Aira!" Anwar was begging for love with Aira.

"your tears and silence will not benefit you!" Anwar added sternly, he released the emotions he had been holding back since last night.

Aira was still petrified, not wanting to see her face, while Anwar was getting unbearable patience. He moved to sit on the sofa, parallel to Aira. in his grasp Aira's head, placed on his shoulder flanked with the palm of his hand.

"Aira, I will be the backstop of your life, if you want something tell me, even if you don't want this existence" Anwar's intentions started to be unkind.

For a moment they were silent contemplating, I don't know what else will happen. Anwar looked at his watch, already showing it at eight in the morning, outside the blazing sun.he stretched his body from Aira who was no longer crying.

"Awhile I'll heat up the motor first, let's help mom quickly" Anwar went outside the room.

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Outside, I was also ready to go to the garden. "if you want to use the car, the key is on the back hanger of the door!" said father.

nothing has been entrusted. Anwar certainly did not dare.

"no father, we're not going anywhere" Anwar told the father, he didn't want to be considered proud of his property.

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Everyone has gone to do their own work, Aira and Anwar both stay at home. Anwar goes to the kitchen looking for Aira, turns out nothing.checked the back bathroom, probably was washing, empty.

Continued the search to the room, also no, what may be a bath, the bathroom is also empty. Anwar sat by the bed shaking his legs, uh how come there's something.

On the lift of the bedding, he looked down under the bed.

"huh.." he shouted. Aira who was hiding under the cover rushed out.

"sorry," Aira felt guilty.

"you're childish" Anwar held his head.

"i want to go out for a while, yes" Anwar told me. There is important business to be done the reason. Aira is just a mangosteen

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