Love Because of Obligation

diary

"Success does not require higher education, because the lecture will only consume the assets that exist" my parents' final decision that cannot be disputed with any sentence.

extinct has been my hope to continue my studies that I have worked hard to get an invitation to study at the best university in the country. that's the screams of Aira's feelings at this time that can not be expressed in front of his family because they do not want to be considered as a child who is ungodly.

Aira was only able to cry and confine herself in the room, while sobbing she poured out all her feelings with a pen scratch on her beloved diary, because for him no one can understand him other than his diary. Aira had started writing diaries since she was in fourth grade in Elementary school with the reason to pour out her heart and hide her sadness to those closest to her.

No matter how sad his heart, when he had scratched ink on the sheets of his favorite book then lost all the burden on him. then he gathered again with friends and people around him cheerfully again.

Another case with this moment, Aira locked herself up for longer than usual, she said, because they do not want to add to their sadness by seeing friends who are busy taking care of their school or neighbors who tell about their children who continue to go to university xx even some outside the city. every look and hear related to school will make his mind cry. all this time he always went to school diligently and energetically even though in a state of unhealth he still went to school. he even went to the hospital while studying.

kiuts... Aira opened the door slowly and walked slack down to the dining room.kayak maling in the middle of the room aja dech.he made sure all his family had gone out of the house doing their own activities.

Thankfully there is my faforit food, this time I will eat a lot to restore my energy. whispered Aira's heart which for a month was drained of energy to cry, eat only once a day and do not breathe fresh air.

after being full Aira returned to the room and saw herself in the big glass on the pink wall, "hhhh..." Aira decided to take a bath and immediately pray Dhuha did not forget to ask for directions to the divine. actually, Aira is a good and smart child, just lacking the attention of parents who are busy taking care of their large agricultural land.

actually, Aira's parents include people in his area, among the peers of his father and mother many who became businessmen and civil servants but do not have any assets and shame them to pawn SK and owe in the bank. While my father who only by relying on his work experience in the field of agriculture without high school can buy land, houses and cars for his boys . Didaeraerah Aira lived indeed what the rich man said was the vast land whose many houses did not owe here and there.

"mmmhhh..." Aira let out a long sigh and tried to console herself how to get out of this slump.p taken away long ago deliberately turned off to avoid asking his friends.

there are so many messages and chats that one does not want to read.In the depths of his heart, now he wants to move on from ideals that can never be realized. Aira wants to eliminate her for the sake of deciding to go to the city x where she left when High School first.

For Aira, her boarding mother exceeds her biological mother, which could be a place to complain about her problems, even problems with her boyfriend.

Aira immediately packed the clothes and items she needed and rushed to the terminal without telling her family. that's how Aira likes to be careless if he's craving again because he knows that none of his family will worry about him

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scratches Aira's pen when she shut herself

Dear deary's....

you're my best friend

you've always been there for me

you're the one who always receives all my heart's outpouring

with my grievance.

today is the worst day of my life

my parents prefer my wealth to my education

why buy my brother's car the money is there

but my education....

oh. diary...

how much I thought I was born into a rich family but a love of treasure

while they are there who are struggling to find money his son can be a scholar..

my dear's...

actually, I want to continue my education not for fun...

I want to achieve my goal of becoming a scholar

and become a useful person

my diary...

if only I'd been allowed to pay for my own college, even by college

I want them to know that I'm not like he mortgaged his parents' property..

I want to live a simple life with all the experience I have...

July 28, 2004

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