Love And Trauma

Love And Trauma
Palau



the clock had shown at 11 pm but Delina's eyes still could not be closed.


" a.ch..why can't sleep gini.." desag Delina while occasionally staring at the screen of her phone.


" Raditya really did not call again yes.why he really angry, but ah.again Raditya never expressed his love to me, do not me too baper...but if he doesn't love me, then his treatment to me what try.aduhhhh..." Delina threw her head against the pillow and pulled the blanket over .


" do I call yes, well but ...ah.how ya.." he said who still keeps thinking Radit who did not call since noon.


tut tut tut tut tut...." The phone was taken by the phone.surely the damn girl.si cindy "


* not much different from what Radit felt, he was confused could not sleep..


" duhh... Del del, until when the hell you make me crazy.mana called you again too..the same who the hell must be the geeky doctor.." murmured Raditya annoyed..


" why is not sensitive, I am jealous del when you go with the lecturer lo who is the doctor.cook me the hell that this can be crazy because of lo.ach......wonder I love is complicated, as complex as a mathematical formula .." said Raditya who frustrated and lay his body into the mattress.


for a moment in their different rooms with their own turmoil and thoughts.no more anxiety and grunts, because they are the same already arrived at the dreamland...


* in Delina's dream *


"dit dit.kamu where dit..."


" here del.kamu .."


" don't leave me dit, I love you, you don't make love to that cindy chick..."


" well you yourself why the same way the doctor.sorry del all is too late , me and Cindy already made up.and we want a vacation abroad.nih I have held the ticket..."


" you can really live in me, you were chasing after me first.trus what try.."


" yes it was del, you who have the heart, I've been sincere in love with you as you accompany a difficult moment in your life, the same as we heal your trauma..but now you have to go with that doctor.."


" but dit, I'm sorry I was dit... mean, that's my lecturer dit..dit ..dit..plis dit...please ..be back in..do not go..


I'll change dit, I won't accept you with all my cibtaku dit.ku plis dit.... Radite....t"


" ohh..del.del stop, tau del.'s pain." said Ray who gripped his hand with Delina.


". radite....t.." Delina awoke and was shocked to find that her hand was tightly gripped Ray ...


" he was just a dream.."


" bang , why brother come here." ketus Delina.


" ye .. should be the brother who asked why from earlier shouted the screams, happened to be brother want to take a drink of water and heard from your room the sound of yelling ,yes brother panicked is afraid of you why why." said Ray while sitting next to Delina.


" bang, Delina is ashamed of the same story brother.." said Delina while nodding.


" hey .. Shame on why my dear sister, huh..


let's tell the same story brother." said Ray as he raised Delina's chin with 1 finger.


" uh... Raditya is very dear to you del, cook anyway she goes with the girl.meaning you become a sensitive girl dong.abang have seen for yourself how Radit loves you..


you've calmed down now that it's night, you're sleeping again.Tomorrow you must accompany Starla to the salon.." said Ray as he moved outside Delina's room.


Delina just fell silent and put her body back on the mattress to go back to sleep, and soon afterwards a soft snoring sounded, which indicates Delina was sound in her sleep.


so too with Radit who can't sleep..


Already at half-hour 2 in the morning, Raditya turned his head towards the wall clock in his room..


he saw his phone, no incoming calls..


" do I call Delina aja yes.ah ah maybe she is also sleeping again." he said with a snort.


" Del, Del so sensitive girl napa, I love ama lo del from since I saw you in medsos when you fight Starla.gue amazed Ama your courage...until you are tortured and you are physically and mentally ill, you never stop loving Lo Del ...but why do you look so happy with that doctor, is it because he's pinter, handsome..


not ah still look I was. hadeh..'' muttered Raditya while staring at a photo of Delina in her phone..


" ah I tried to see his Instagram stuff when he uploaded something." said Raditya while leaning against the wall of his room.


deg dug.....


{ Looking for a second chance , still do you give God..}.


2 Hours ago.


" hah this is still jan 11, cook the clock so it has not slept.."


"try to see the comments." muttered Raditya increasingly curious.


{ cie ile , del.hari gini looking for second chance, chance so my girlfriend there ..wkwkwkwk..} from Aldo.


{ fucking lo do } answers from Delina.


the more down Raditya the more curious.


{ ouh kok looking for a second chance anyway, even though the first opportunity is still wide open..calm , no word too late as long as we want to try.} comments tar from doctor Aldi.


{ pack doctor can aja...} answer from Delina.


and this is what makes Raditya hotter, so stay up all night.


rudder Raditya did not forget to comment on his Instagram Delina ..


{ looks like someone is looking for a second chance, can dong follow ...}with caption laughing emoji...


but there's no reply...


Raditya increasingly confused, this is really a long night until the dawn of the eyes are still awake..