LOVE AND SELFISHNESS

PART 4'S

In contrast to high school children in general, Erika did not know about love at all. For him, love was just a game that would hurt the feelings of his opposite sex. If anyone says love to him, then he will hate and regard him as the bearer of calamity in his life.

The words he hated the most were love. I feel like I'm gonna throw up if I hear it. He felt that the courtship person was only a waste of time, energy, thoughts and lust only for someone who is not necessarily his own.

"Hi, Erika. Where you going?" yagami's greeting pissed Erika off. He's recovered from the ball hit during sports lessons. And Erika did not visit him at all. He doesn't care because he thinks it's Yagam who's wrong, not himself.

"Yes go home," answered Erika as usual with her tone.

"Can we walk home together?" pinta Yagami with a weak voice.

"No need!" Erika ignored him again. In fact, Yagami just wants to accompany him home because his feelings are still not good plus he has a fever.

Erika walked quickly across the highway under the traffic red light carefully. There were whispers of people walking in groups from the same school as him on the right left. But he continued walking as usual without caring about his surroundings. When he turned around, Yagami was still following him.

"Why are you following me?" ask her with annoyance.

"Who is following you, I am walking towards home. You forgot, if we're neighbors?" reply Yagami paused for a moment staring at Erika while playing her phone. Erika's face reddened from embarrassment fell silent at a loss for words.

"Oh, yes, I forgot that she lived near my house, damn it," Erika muttered inwardly turning away from Yagami's gaze. His face began to heat up as if he had been exposed to the sunlight during the day.

"Cock your face flushed that way, it hurts again, huh?" ask Yagami casually.

"The question is very relaxing, anyway. Loh, my heart is pounding, what the hell is this...," muttered Erika while stroking her chest. And it turns out that Yagami is aware of the behavior of the innocent girl and the jutek. So he can't wait to tease her.

"Why are you? It hurt?" her tanyanya teased Erika with a smile.

The jutek girl was even more annoyed to see Yagami's face which even smiled at her. Without saying a word, he sped up his steps up the stairs after the small stairs leading to his house. Yagami still continued to follow him while grinning himself behind. Erika looked back occasionally, and Yagami still watched her. Makes it more wrong. As he sped up his path, Yagami too.

Arriving in front of the house, he immediately opened the door and closed it quickly. His breathing was irregular, then sat for a moment to catch his breath and exhale again. Curious, he got up from his seat and opened the window curtain. And it turns out that Yagami is still there standing looking towards his house. The little girl immediately closed the window curtain and rushed into her room.

While Yagami headed for his house which was only a step away from Erika's house.

"Hahaha, she is very cute and cute when angry," muttered Yagami cengar-cengir himself stepping into her once-lost quiet house with no one there. Only he was alone in the spacious two-storied house. He lay down his body on the springbed while staring at the ceiling of the house.

There's an incoming message on his phone.

"Are you okay? Still sore?"

The phone opened, and it turned out to be a message from Kayo. However, Yagami did not reply to his message.

"Erika, dinner is ready, hurry to the dinner table before the food is cold!" Call Erika's mother who is still faintly heard by her. He was about to sleep but his mother's voice did not stop calling him.

"Yes, Mom. Wait a minute," Erika replied immediately changing her clothes and headed to the dining room.

"Mom, you know the next door neighbor?" erika asked while chewing the food in her mouth.

"Whose neighbors? Why are you suddenly asking?"

"It's okay, Mom. Just ask. You see, if I pay attention, he is always alone," continued Erika.

"Oh, that young man named Yagami. Yes, he lives alone. His parents ran a business abroad. Why why anyway? Tumben once you asked about men. Or maybe, my son is already starting to fall in love, huh? Thank goodness then, I noticed that she was a good child, really," replied Erika's mother smilingly teasing her child.

His mother just smiled at the silly behavior of the only girl.

Erika had already instilled in her not to be affected by promiscuity. Especially having a boyfriend. Wherever it is together, for him it is a futile work. And only done by people who lack work. He said, if we have a girlfriend then we will be happy. Love is beautiful she said, but not a few women who cry because it was decided by a boyfriend or left by her husband. From that circumstance, Erika concluded, that the men were all jerks and did not appreciate women. Especially since his father cheated, he decided not to be friends with men.

"Hi, Erika, let's go to school together!" greet Yagami in front of Erika's house with a smile. Erika's eyes grew so big that it made her unable to bear to see the sweet smile of the bully. He immediately turned his mouth shut and continued walking without caring about the handsome man.

"Erika, Erika, Erikaaaaa," called Yagami constantly making Erika more blushing.

"Stop calling my name! Why the hell, you always talk to me? Leave me alone and go with the others. You want to, right? Like they walk in groups, everywhere is always together and even do small things always together. It was a boring thing," Erika snapped with her sour face.

"That's what being together means, I think one day you'll understand for yourself" Yagami replied as she stopped looking at Erika and walked away from her to school.

At school, whenever they come face to face, Yagami is not as usual silent. This time, he silenced Erika and avoided her. Erika begins to fidget, although she sometimes feels that Yagami bothers her a lot. This time it was as if something was missing in him and felt guilty about yelling at the black hair. Especially seeing Yagami walk with Kayo to a cafe not far from the school.

"Yagami, wait for me," cried Kayo running towards Yagami while embracing her hand.

"Why do you run around like that, what if you fall?"

"Oh you're paying attention apparently, yuuk guyss us to the cafe hanging out," Kayo asked her gangmate as she turned to look at Erika with her sly smile.

"Tumben you didn't come home with the loner.'kan I reminded him that she's a bad girl, yes guys.." said Kayo. Yagami just kept quiet to make Kayo more upset.

"Truly, she is a cool and loner girl, you are the only one who approached her with Mika, if we are mah, ogahlah, hahahaha," added the other Yagami fan.

"Yes, Yagami is playing with us-we are, yes."

"Yagami, talk dong, just cook quietly, I heard you moved house, huh? move where?" ask Kayo.

Yagami is stunned, and pretends not to move house.

"Well, I'm not moving house, I'm still in the old house. It's just that I've been staying at a friend's house lately."

"Oh.I'm sure you never go home again, I'm looking for you" Kayo said spoiledly.

"Greet me" replied Yagami.

"Oh so you know each other? Very compatible, why not make it?" ask one of the other girls. They sat at the corner table casually facing each other. Kayo sits near Yagami.

"Ah you guys could have, we're childhood friends, really," Kayo replied beginning to misbehave.

"Children's childhood friends to cultivate, hahaha" said another girl.

While Yagami just silently gazed outwards watching Erika who was crossing under the red light towards the way home with a smile.

Kayo who saw that expression felt very upset.

"Then the woman who was in his mind,, aarght.." Kayo said in her heart, sipping the iced tea that was ready before her.