Love Alea

55. Daydreamed

Bagas continued to stare at Alea from a distance. He felt absolutely unbearable to see his sad wife and kept daydreaming.

" If I invite Alea to stay in my hometown. Will he agree?" ask Bagas to yourself.

Bagas also did not know. Since when had she fallen in love and felt so caring for Alea. But clearly, Bagas had promised himself that he would never make Alea feel lonely.

" Oh my God, I know that Alea never took our marriage seriously. But really, God. I really always thought of Alea as my legitimate wife. Because I don't want to play holy marriage in God's eyes. I do not want to sin God!" Bagas was really in a dilemma with himself. But he also knew it was not good to force something onto Alea. Later Alea even felt uncomfortable with him.

Bagas then approached Alea who was still sitting daydreaming by the window. I stared at the flower garden next to my room.

" Why are you daydreaming all the time?" asked Bagas while sitting next to Alea.

Alea's eyes were puffy from crying since yesterday.

" It's okay. I'm fine Bagas. Why don't you go to work? Don't I have to go to college too?" asked Alea in a hoarse voice.

" How can I work and study quietly? If you see you from yesterday like this? Tell me Alea. If you have any grief, so that I can comfort you!" said Bagas while looking at Alea.

Alea threw his gaze towards the garden where there was currently a bird perched on a branch on a mango tree.

" I'm lonely Bagas and I don't know what to do now!" said Alea so limp and powerless.

Bagas' heart gasped, while listening to his wife's confession.

" There I am here. Why do you feel lonely? Don't you think I'm next to you?" ask Bagas.

Actually Bagas was anxious to touch the palm of God yes but he was afraid that Alea would be angry with him.

" Do you love Meyer so much?" asked Bagas while looking at Alea.

Alea took a deep breath and exhaled so heavily. Seems so in pain.

Bagas could feel Alea's suffering at the moment. Yes indeed! It hurts so much when we are insulted by the family of the man we love. Moreover, they do not even look at the child in the womb. Just because Alea was older than Meyer.

" Have forgotten it. Whether I love him or not, it doesn't matter anymore." Alea then decided to get up and lay her body on the bed. His body asked to rest. It's just that his eyes can't be closed.

" Alea, if I ask you to go through our marriage normally and forget about the contract marriage, would you be willing?" tanya Bagas felt doubtful and worried.

Alea looked at Bagas fixedly. To be honest Alea was already feeling insecure about herself. The humiliation of Meyer's family was really very painful for Alea.

" Why do you want to live our marriage like everyone else? Are you sure your parents will accept our marriage?" aela asked as if she was doubtful about everything.

Bagas then sat down beside Alea and tried to brace himself to dare to touch the palm of his own wife whom he had halted.

" Alea If my parents don't accept our marriage there's no way they'll come to our wedding and be willing to follow all your arrangements" Bagas said, grabbing Alea's hand.

Alia was silent for a moment digesting all the words Bagas.The atmosphere in the room was really quiet and silent Because for a while aleah and Bagas only fell silent and sipped the sad atmosphere in their room.

" Maybe because they don't feel good about you or maybe because they don't want to make you sad. So they refrained from getting angry at me for daring to marry you?" ask Alea.

" That's it. I'll have a semester break soon. How about we go to my hometown? You'll be there to meet and gather with my family.You can judge for yourself. Are they sincere towards you or are they just afraid of me to reject you as their daughter-in-law!" said Bagas with a smile.

Bagas was very pleased with what Alea had said which agreed and did not mind for them to visit and vacation in his hometown.

" Well now you rest because it's getting late!" bagas.

Bagas then said goodbye to God to return to his room.

Alea's pain is back. And since yesterday Alea has again started to move as usual.

" Thank you for everything!" he said softly while trying to smile at Bagas.

" Yes it's okay. Now you rest. So that tomorrow your body is back fit. I will soon take care of our departure to my hometown. You can rest there!" bagas.

Bagas's current feeling was completely uncharacteristic. He did not understand what to do with Alea.

After coming out of the room Bagas area saw Rudi who had just returned from work.

" Why is the gas on your face bent like that?" ask Rudi who is now very difficult to find. Yes, because Alea entrusted Rudi to take care of the cafe that Alea bought for Bagas.

Alea did not want Bagas to be exhausted by work and college. Therefore he appointed Rudi as the manager responsible for the progress of the cafe. As a form of thanks Alea for Rudi who had made Alea able to meet Bagas.

" I feel sorry for Alea. Do you know what? The paternal family of the child in Alea's womb could not accept Alea as part of their family.just because Alea was older than Meyer." said Bagas who then entered into his room lethargic.

Rudi was surprised to hear the words from his best friend that he believed that Bagas loved Alea.

" She, if you love Alea, just say the same to her. You do not have to torture yourself by continuing to advise by chasing the man" said Rudi.

" I am just a poor man. What can I promise Alea to make her happy?" ask Bagas while looking at Rudi.

" You love Alea. That's the most important thing. And I'm sure that you can make her happy with your sincerity and also your sincere love for her!" said Rudi while patting Bagas on the shoulder to give encouragement to his best friend.

" Believe me Bagas. At the moment Alea doesn't need any of that. He only needs you as a man who will love him and give him a sense of security!" said Rudi continues to provide support and encouragement to Bagas to be willing to fight to get his love for Alea.

" If you remember Rud, our marriage was just a contract that would end after Alea gave birth!" bagas said he felt lethargic when he remembered the issue of his contract marriage with Alea.

" Hear me Bagas. A woman must want to be loved by a man who glorifies and also considers him important. The world's wealth and wealth. Didn't Alea already have all that? I'm sure Alea won't think about that anymore!" said Rudi.

Rudi really does not want to see his best friend feel sad because of the love that does not arrive.

Love clapping one hand was painful and Rudi did not want his friend to experience the incident.

" Believe me, I will help you if you intend to get Alea as your real wife!" Rudi then approached Bagas who was already preparing to go to sleep.

" Take your time both. That way you will have a lot of time to get to know each other" said Rudi.

" Tomorrow's holiday, I will take Alea to visit my hometown and there, we will spend time together throughout the holidays!" said Bagas while smiling at Rudi.

" Well cool I pray that there will be progress as you spend more time. Let Alea open the door of her heart to accept your marriage. And he'll forget about the contract marriage!" Rudi expressed his sincere prayers for his best friend who has been through a lot of joy and sorrow with him.