
"Mas I'm tired, take a break!"
"She said she wanted to swim? What's the swim later?" radit shouted from the kitchen.
Raditya glanced at his wife who did not answer, also invisible because it had entered the room, Radit was partly cleaning and cleaning the kitchen after their cooking experiments and the results they had tasted together.
Actually very exciting to cook and eat their processed products even though it feels so strange, so, it is understandable Radit and Andhini come from families who are well-off and arguably more than average there is no skill for them in cooking because their lives are from small to ordinary served.
After marriage they are busy and drowning with the world of work, in the company that their parents have prepared for their future, at home also they are quite served the same ART or when bored of food at home, they stay incandescent mobile phone button food will come, or they go to places they like.
"Darling, did you even fall asleep? are you tired?" Radit approached the intention of wanting to seduce or invite his wife to swim to cheer up again.
Radit turned his wife's back on him, intending to kiss her.
"Why is it crying, baby, why?"
Andhini embraced her husband and wept spilling in Raditya's arms.
"I'm afraid Mas, I'm afraid of losing Mas Radit, I love you Mas, '" Andhini said in a sobbing.
"Hi, hi, what's going on? yes dear. I know we love each other so what's the problem?"
"I don't want to disappoint Mas Radit, Mas's family are also my parents, but why am I not pregnant yet?" said Andhini on the sidelines sobbing while sobbing.
"Oh my goodness, all that is not our power, we are just trying and praying the result of the Almighty being decisive."
"I want my son!"
"Yes, patience. If the Almighty had determined everything would have been so easy."
"But Mas Radit will still love me? if I had no children?"
"Shhh .. don't say that, don't be prejudiced against fate it's better to be kind, to encourage us," Radit said, encouragingly and wisely calming his wife.
Radit was also so sad at heart but was more able to hide all his feelings. With tears rubbed his wife Radit hugged Andhini while kissing her head many times.
"I love you too, I don't think about anything else, having you is a joy to me baby, I'm so happy to be loved and to love you, I don't want you to think like that we're united in the sacred promise of marriage, nothing can separate us, don't fertilize your own grief." Radit's words raised and comforted the sad Andhini.
"I'm so scared of you."
"Fear what? it's a pity that I'm your husband, all the problems we're dealing with together."
"Am I overdoing it if I want a child?" andhini said in silence, like a severed mutter.
"No dear, everyone can hope and have the right to desire, but all there are those who govern our lives and steps, we must be good at finding wisdom from everything, be patient, love, let go of all the burdens of your mind lest that desire make us mired in adversity." Raditya rubbed Andhini's head and drowned her in his chest.
Regarding Raditya's heart, from now on it may have to be more serious again endeavour and find a solution to the problems they face, his wife seems so serious with his wishes.
It hurts Raditya's heart every wife said she wanted a child, discussed the problem of children, and, even sometimes Andhini stories about her friend Erika who went to and fro lead her tiny son who was so cute and beautiful Jeanny who was fluent in talking.
The incident was repeated and repeated, lately and now they again vacation is also not the happiness they enjoy but Andhini increasingly shows his desire to have children.
Sometimes in his do'a and delusion so unreasonable, Andhini wants to find a baby that his mother threw away, or like anything so he can babysit the baby and the baby becomes a member of his family, or adopt a baby who is still red and the child will call her Mama and Papa to Andhini and her husband.
Sometimes absurd fantasies perch in the empty mind of Andhini when alone, making Andhini lazy to do anything if it is so.
Why work piling up treasures that are already priceless? his parents' untold assets, money deposits, and savings in several banks do not guarantee happiness and treat his longing for a tiny baby from the womb of the fruit of his marriage to Mas Radit.
Andini seemed frustrated with her situation. The wait for four more years of marriage to date still has not resulted in a pregnancy that is very much awaited, sometimes people say do not remember but which may not remember, which may not be remembered, every shower always rubs his stomach that remains flat, every time you have a husband and wife relationship hoping this time that so, but all run aground when the next month comes another month.
"Mas, I want to go home," murmured andhini still in Raditya's arms.
"Darling? we've only been here two days. Our plan is one week, seriously going home? radit replied, not as usual this time Andhini asked to go home early, as if canceling their vacation.
"I don't feel well, Mom, I just want to be in our house."
"Well baby, if you want to go home this afternoon we also go home, usually you who insist longer stay here, your favorite place. Especially after we get married we always spend time and make love here." Radit's smile does not make Andhini smile too, just a little one just returning the smile of her husband.
"Do we change the atmosphere, we continue the vacation but in a place that we have never been to the beach, it seems cool how?" Radit was so eager to change his wife's mood and invite her to new things and out of the habit of their daily routine.
Andhini seemed to think, long time did not give an answer from her husband's invitation.
What's wrong with them trying new things may be fun and forget about their problems.
"By Mas, we go to the beach I want to breathe the beach air, and feel the cold wind at night."
"That's dear dong, then we pack now, you start from clothes and other equipment I tell the guard of this villa that we will go home this afternoon."
Andhini smiled, as Raditya hugged and kissed her, there was always cheerfulness and warmth as well as comfort when they were close.
"I'm not satisfied it's messy here, baby" whispered Radit in his wife's ear.
"Belgium ... Mas Radit is all he wants, there will be too!"
"But there's another one, baby."
"Let's do it here first, if Mas Radit wants it."
"Seriously dear?"
"When Mas Radit wants it, it's always what I say when Mas wants it!"
"Hahaha .. yes I did not forget, those are the words you always say from the beginning of our marriage, thank you dear."
They ended the holiday in the villa of the Andhini family by giving and receiving each other, Deep in the corner of the heart both stored meaningful hope.
They embraced feeling when after releasing pleasure, Radit rubbed the sweat that soaked Andhini's forehead, kissing her head and hair with a feeling of millions of affection.