
"Karina, you're an adult, you're going to transfer to a job that you've mastered and have passed the standards of this home, not too complicated but have a decent salary," mother Elyana said to Karina whom she called that afternoon.
It was always the reason Karina from yesterday-yesterday, it was heavy to have to part with all the contents of the orphanage and most importantly with her only sister Lila who was now sitting in the fifth grade Elementary School.
That and that is always the reason that Karina expressed whenever the Mother of the orphanage Mother Elyana gave the opportunity and advised Karina to be able to work outside the home.
Elyana's mother wants to know the reason Karina this time is still like that?
"Mother, I don't want to go. Turning my fate and my way of life in a better direction was my hope, but what about Lila without me as her only brother?" karina answered looking at the Mother of the orphanage who had been considered her birth mother all this time.
"Karina, the mother in charge is all here, not just Lila herself but almost all the children in this orphanage have no family, you have served here for so long as an instructor for other children, taking care of their needs, helping with cooking and other work that is unrelenting. As for your sister entrusting you to Mother, we've known you for years since you came here, I haven't found a single one that's not good to you nor your sister." Mother Elyana's words always understood Karina, but so difficult to live
"I want to give my best and be a parent to my sister, maybe I will think again, and talk first to give understanding to my sister Lila Bu." Karina nodded as if everything had been thought of.
"It's a must to think about first, but don't forget to think about the future of your sister Lila, Karina, imagine that you can get out of here working like everyone else, I send you to work for people who need your energy and get a decent salary, you can save for the future of your sister, he said, you can finance Lila's school to the extent that you can and can change the fate of your life." Elyana's mother looked at the beautiful face of Karina who was so dear to her.
"Yes Ma'am, I understand that's just a burden on my heart, about my sister who always considered me every time I got an offer to work outside from Mom." Honestly Karina gave an excuse to Mother Elyana.
"Mom will feel guilty if you still let only take care of the home here to take care of other children without giving the opportunity to know the outside world, he said, I will truly regret it before you can work and receive a decent salary, be able to plan for your own future and that of your sister. Who knows if you'll ever meet a mate there's a man who loves you, so I pray that everyone who comes out of this home gets the best way for their future." All the advice and motivations of the drive to progress were so understood by Karina.
This time Karina's heart was so called and steady to follow what Mother Elyana suggested she must work out. Even if possible he should be able to raise this home that has been so meritorious to himself and his sister, accommodating so many years in the shade of this home and the affection of the people in it
"Alright Mom maybe this time I will seriously consider because Lila is also already big now, already 5th grade SD. I have taught him self-reliance to take care of himself even he can teach others. Hopefully he will not be hit with my departure later, because maybe every time I also if there is a permit from work will always come to visit him here," replied Karina felt more confident.
"Thank God Karina, if you can think properly, whenever you are round with your good intentions, I will look for a good family and can guarantee you, she said, also your background and skills are already so good Mother values here, so may luck be with you later."
"Aamiin hopefully, Mom. Excuse me for wanting to see the kids used to be afraid they haven't been in the shower."
Elyana's mother nodded with a smile looking at Karina who was so polite when she said goodbye, Karina grows up to be a beautiful teenager by fulfilling her responsibilities as an older sister and also the responsibilities towards the other younger siblings who still need tutoring in everything from grown up like Karina.
Karina parted and excused from the room of the head of the home of Mother Elyana, controlling her sisters afraid that already afternoon no one has taken a bath.
Already making sure all her duties are in order, Karina went into her room which was occupied by her sister and three other orphanage children.
Karina thought hard, it was her who had to change everything, the problem of Lila Her sister there is a very good mother of the house and her sister Lila.
Karina's eyes swept across the narrow and stuffy room, with all its contents, the sky of the room and the cold walls were also dull full of scribbles and outpouring of hearts of orphanage children.
If it wasn't me who changed it all wouldn't have changed, it would probably stay here and this way forever, in addition to the age that changed the soul of his body.
Feeling the pain of living a kara, looking for protection to just shelter and hungry bidders, Not many items in the contract that can be brought other than clothes and a few important letters of their personal data.
Karina could still think smart at that time, what she was looking for and what she thought in her brain was only an orphanage for the sake of her sister, Karina would be willing to work anything.
Luckily for them, Karina lives in the orphanage with her sister, gets the protection and attention of the orphanage Mother so happy her heart, especially when she sees her sister can smile, Karina is increasingly devoted to her life in that home.
"So why are you crying?" lila's small voice in front of the door surprised Karina.
"Sister is crying because of Lila's happiness, here sit down let Brother tell me." Karina patted the bed next to him.
Lila smiled and sat down next to Karina, so eager to hear what happy news her brother was about to deliver.
"Lila, Lila's grown up now, fifth grade is soon up to sixth grade, Lila wants to continue school is not?" karina said carefully.
"You Kak" replied Lila in short
"To be able to Lila school later we must have the cost, because the policy of the orphanage until now only able to finance until the end of Elementary School, only, because no donor has been able to handle all the children of this orphanage for advanced school." Lila silently tried to understand with the children's minds what Karina said her sister.
"Till there Lila understood what you were talking about?" Karina gently rubbed Lila's shoulder
"Yes, sister, Lila can't continue school because there is no cost."
"It's good that you are smart to understand everything, so look at Lila, Brother assigned the mother of the orphanage to work outside, inevitably we have to split up, but Brother will often visit Lila here, he said, Lila's gonna stay here with another friend's friend, is that okay?" Karina tried to strengthen her heart in front of her sister, not to look fragile.
"Lila understands, Brother Rina, don't be sad or anxious, Lila has many friends here, go, sister!" lila's words were so soothing to Karina's heart.
"God Lila, you are indeed a good and smart child, continue to be diligent in learning so that champions can still be defended, Brother will always miss and if there is a certain time come here." Karina held tightly onto both of Lila's shoulders.
"Yes Kak, Lila is already big, can take care of yourself Brother hopefully can be a lot of money for Lila's school."
"Aamiin .. Lila."
They hugged, full of blue harrums. Farewell before the eyes either tomorrow or the day after tomorrow that calms Karina with her understanding Lila of their current situation, though so sad but Karina is proud of her sister's understanding.
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