Lost Unreplaced
05
Rama was silent in the room, he pondered Zahra's words - why there was such an unpleasant feeling in his heart.
the eyes and cries and words continued to be overshadowed by him.
if you think about Zahra never hurt him, he always kept him never let something bad happen to Bima and Rama.
"what's wrong with me, Zahra, not brother. Now I don't care about anything else I'll protect brother, yes from now on I'll protect brother like you did to me first"Rama stood up from his seat
Rama also remembered Zahra who was lying on the floor due to the impact, Rama immediately returned to Zahra's room and took Zahra to the hospital.
because there was a meeting that required Rama to be present, with a heavy heart Rama finally left for office..
because the meeting was finally finished in the afternoon, added Rama had to sign documents that piled up so he had to settle in the office until he forgot the time.
while in the hospital, Zahra was conscious, she looked around and realized herself in the hospital, Zahra hoping that when she opened her eyes there would be something she saw and worried about her,but the truth is no one cares about him.
"what am I brought here for, should let me die" Zahra said, looking down.
the words of his mother and Rama continued to ring in Zahra's ears.
"Sleep don't have to wake up again, don't be pretentious about you being nobody to me" said Zahra.
"what with my death will all be happy, free from my burdens" Zahra's heart said.
Zahra walked to the balcony, inhaling the air for a while hoping that the tightness of her chest disappeared. It was felt enough Zahra also entered the room and walked again out, he continued walking until he was on the roof of the hospital building.
"If my death can make you happy and free from burdens, I may now be able to grant, thank you for all that you have given me.
with tears Zahra jumped from the building no longer care about fear.
"pardon Zahra may all be happy" that was his last word.
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Rama's doctor was unsettled from him beginning to depart, but he ignored him because of his work,,
at 8pm he arrived at the hospital.
with a lot of food he planned to eat with Zahra and apologized.
arriving in front of his chest room throbbed pain but he ignored it.
until Rama's room looking for Zahra, he saw the bed occupied by Zahra empty he then immunkon and bathroom but not found, he was not found,finally Rama came out and saw a nurse Rama immediately called him and asked the whereabouts of Zahra.
"sorry Sus want to ask the patient in this room where it is, if it has gone home" asked Rama to the nurse.
"sorry mas, what is it about Zahra ya" asked the nurse.
"i am his sister Sus" answered Rama.
the sister was silent because she could not tell the truth.
Rama who saw the sister was silent
he began to worry and fear, then Rama asked the sister again while shaking her body.
"sister tell me where my brother is" asked Rama again,
the nurse, who saw Rama was sorry, let out a long sigh, telling the truth.
"we apologize mas, we are negligent in looking after patients, patients named Zahra was declared dead this afternoon mas" explained the nurse while looking down afraid.
" why could die my brother just hit the table. You must be wrong people "deny Rama who was shocked to hear the word sister.
"your brother has recovered, he was also able to walk alone earlier, when there was no brother mas walk to the roof of the building and jump from there" explained the nurse.
Rama shakes it must not be brother Zahra she is a strong woman,
no. Maybe it's a brother..
"SISTER, it's not really Sus" Rama shouted to Zahra
"That's right sir, if you don't believe you can check the CCTV here" the nurse asked Rama to believe.
Rama who heard the nurse's proposal immediately agreed, Rama was directed to the control room by the nurse.
Rama saw all that Zahra was doing in Zahra began to enter the room, abandoned by him, then in the seconds Zahra realized and circulated his gaze.as if looking for someone then Zahra chuckled had hoped more, Zahra said,
there he shed the cry of Rama. Rama regrets not waiting for Zahra to wake up.
Rama realized when Zahra looked around maybe Zahra hoped that something was found and worried about him.
Rama continued to look at Zahra again. saw Zahra to the balcony and then out continued to walk until arriving at the roof of the building Zahra was seen muttering while crying and then without hesitation he jumped from the building.
upon seeing Zahra about to jump Rama was already crying and screaming.
"don't turn around, TIDAAAK"
after saying that, Rama collapsed and continued to cry.
Rama regretted his worth as long as he was in the office kept thinking Zahra might be this his vision.
If after a meeting he came directly here maybe this incident can be prevented.
Rama was silent but tears kept flowing down his cheeks.
Rama suddenly stood up and looked at the nurse.
"where's the nurse, where's the body" asked Rama
"sorry Mr. corpse has been buried, because the hospital had contacted the father but there was no answer" the sister's explanation added to the list of regrets
" yes the nurse was me in the meeting room, but why immediately buried sus, why not wait for the "protest Rama.
" i'm sorry sir before the patient died, the patient had advised, so that immediately buried because mbak Zahra said he had no family" explained the nurse.
Rama could only blame himself for Zahra's death.
"sorry sister, I'm sorry for not thinking about my sister"Rama collapsed to the floor, she kept crying.
"Suster please take me to the grave of Brother Zahra" Rama asked in a soft voice.
"well sir, let me deliver the funeral coincidence not far from here" said the nun.
as they walked together, when they arrived at the tomb, Rama fell to the ground and wept bitterly..
the nurse who walked in and saw Rama crying.
"sorry sir I still have no duty papa right if I stay'pamit sister.
" it's okay, thanks Sus" said Rama.
Rama continued to cry at the tomb, after a bit of calm Rama returned to the apartment and locked himself there.
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