Lost Unreplaced

Lost Unreplaced
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"never came back, but the feeling of being left forced me to go looking." Ilyas.


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this afternoon Zahra had an appointment with the child of her acquaintance.on her consent her family agreed to match the adult woman.


With a fashionable office suit, the long-haired girl came to a restaurant for lunch as well as getting acquainted.once she called her mother and asked her name and characteristics of her date. after getting information from his parents he looked around and glared reflexes when he saw a friend who would be met.


"why is he here anyway" zahra said slowly.


"mah, is he really the one?" asked Zahra reassured and sent a photo of the person she would meet. After being told her mother then she approached half-heartedly.


"sorry late, with brother Ilyas?" ask zahra to pretend.


"yes, you're Aqila?" ask back Ilyas.


"yes." answered Zahra briefly.


"sorry I'm here at my mother's request, I'm not actually looking for a companion because I already have my own candidate. so you can find another man to date.I'm sorry excuse me."Ilyas immediately said without looking at Zahra's face, making the woman gaping in disbelief with Ilyas' words.


"doesn't he know me?" zahra asked with a sweet smile, because it was not difficult for her to cancel their date.


with a constant smile he entered his office making all employees fascinated.


"Mother boss seems to be really cool?" Nadia approached zahra while narrowing her eyes.


"emang.kenapaa envious, say." Zahra is tagging Nadia.


"kepo dong, very cheerful abis in lamar yaa?" nadia's jokes in response to Zahra's plot.


"Is your desk here Miss Nadia?" Nadia who understood that Zahra did not want to tell a story, chose to go to her room while waving at Zahra.


****


he was willing to hate his mother for ignoring the matchmaking last time, which made his mother angry and expelled him.


now he lives in an apartment, which he buys the proceeds of setting aside some of his salary.


"Ara forgive me, it turns out love is real Ara, a feeling of emptiness since you haven't felt it." Ilyas continued to speak while reminiscing about the unforgettable past flakes.


The taste that he once destroyed turned out to make prolonged suffering, sorry that had not been spoken added to the more rooted regret. If it can't be reaped.


in desperation he saw a little hope.


"He's a guy who eats with Ara, I have to catch up with him." Ilyas immediately ran after Brian who was about to enter the elevator.


"wait," Ilyas continued to call but late, the elevator door was already tightly shut once he managed to reach it.


"Ahh Ara. Where else should I look? aren't you tired of hiding?"ilyas shouted inviting questions in the minds of those who saw him.


****


Zahra is now hugging each other at the airport.he escorted Bu Maya and Brian away from his country, while promising to follow after having free time.he did not understand the taste of what he had. one thing is sure the fear of abandonment and loss began to be felt. ever since his father began to introduce that Brian is the choice that will be a family match.he has not told Brian for fear of not being accepted.


the incident began when he accidentally heard the conversation of his family who wanted Zahra to get married immediately, and he would accept anyone who was betrothed by his family. because seeing the good treatment that Bu Maya gave to Zahra.


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sorry the update is a little. please like and comment if you like. Thank you to everyone who has read my work.